NEW SONG for the Casting Couch Scene in "VIKING ANGEL" (a Short Film and an Album)

KICK: http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/actually/viking-angel-i-shouldnt-be-alive

V MAGAZINE: http://www.vmagazine.com/site/content/1420/greetings-from-actually-huizenga

Male Fantasy

Hi! I don't mind if we Lie.
Casting Couches and I
Never Ignore an Opportunity.

Give me a Script to Read.
God is parting my knees.
I'll do anything for the Silver Screen.

She's Somebody's Daughter,
Wet from your Dreams.
Does this get you Hot?
Male Fantasy.
You're not paid to sleep here,
You're paid to go home.
Keep your Makeup on,
Male Fantasy.

Why? I'm just shaking your Hand.
Industry understands.
Money helps with the Research of the Night.
I don't care if I Bleed-
Cut, Direct Into Me.
Everybody is Gold under the Lights.

She's Somebody's Daughter...


Music by Chaz Windus & Actually Huizenga
Lyrics by Actually Huizenga
Produced by Chaz Windus

TAKE ME

MALE FANTASY

OKAY ! I made this version public because of "popular Demand"!
(Sometimes the cheaper version is more lovable than the mastered!)
carpe diem dudes

the past:

Song from the "Viking Angel" Music Video Movie 

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They burnt everything in sight.
They dragged me out into the night.
I told them that they'd never make me cry.
I need to see you before I die.

I'm getting harder than you.
Is this a need or a selfish way to survive?
Their torture bleeds our love blue.
Animal, victim and prey, 
I'd rather keep you inside.

They touch me but I think about your fingers.
They think they know about a pain that lingers.
Remember drinking cider in December?
I taste their tongue and feel the burning embers.

The rope is tightening around my neck, my love.
Lights in the sky are green, magenta and I
asphyxiate as I fake getting hurt so they smile,
but every feeling is you...
I feel alive.

I'm getting harder than you.
Is this a need or a selfish way to survive?
Their torture bleeds our love blue.
Animal, victim and prey,
I'd rather keep you inside.

I shouldn't be alive...

MUSIC - Actually Huizenga & Chaz Windus
GUITAR-  Gabriel Tanaka
PRODUCTION-  Chaz Windus
LYRICS - Actually Huizenga

On PAPER MAGAZINE
 http://www.papermag.com/2013/12/listen_to_actually_huizengas_s.php

LIKE

I SHOULDN'T BE ALIVE

Inside I am... Red n White, Black n Blue

Til you fall down- stars and stripes, we salute you.
Father and Mother gave us life, Red, white, black and blue...
In the wind, glory fly high on eagle's wings.
Open arms; you'll be mine...I know everything...I know everything.
Inside I am Red n White, Black n Blue. oooo, aahhh
Higher and higher.
You'll never be Alone.

Amber waves, purple majesty.
Unmarked graves, turquoise jewelry.

Red in the Bible...Jesus Christ...High on eagle's wings...
til you fall down, stars and stripes, I know everything.

Work hard for our good times.
Enjoy what you earn.
And if you submit to your true master, there's nothing you won't have access to...nothing you can't learn. 

Inside I am...Red n White, Black n Blue... oooo, aaaaah
You'll never be alone.
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Written by 
Actually Huizenga & Blake Luxxury & Murphy Maxwell
Lyrics- Maxwell & Huizenga
Produced by Blake LUXXURY & Mike Brown
Mixed by Ken Rangkuty & Mike Brown
Guitar and Bass by John M F Anderson

photo by Socrates Mitsios

http://livefastmag.com/2014/10/red-white-black-blue/

RED, WHITE, BLACK & BLUE

Written by Actually Huizenga &amp; Chaz Windus
Lyrics Actually Huizenga
mad beats Chaz Windus
Los Angeles, California
2010
Produced by Chaz Windus


SHOCK

written by Actually Huizenga &amp; Chaz Windus
Lyrics Actually Huizenga
mad beats Chaz Windus
Produced by Chaz Windus
Los Angeles, 2010


ABDI

DEMOwritten by Actually HuizengaNicholas Littlemore, M.Craft.
Lyrics Actually HuizengaProduced by Nicholas LittlemoreLondon, 2010

MASTER'S BED

This is a rough Demo of the song POISE
for a scene in my movie WRITE A BOOK ABOUT IT
which can be viewed in its entirety on Vimeo (in 14 parts):
http://vimeo.com/actuallyhuizenga

written by Actually Huizenga, Freddy Cristy, Elisha Drons
Produced by Chaz Windus
featuring the amazing vocal stylings of Freddy Cristy and Elisha Drons
 

rough POISE

Song for the movie WRITE A BOOK ABOUT IT
http://vimeo.com/actuallyhuizenga
Written by Actually Huizenga &amp; Chaz Windus
Lyrics Actually Huizenga
mad beats Chaz Windus
Produced by Chaz Windus
featuring the rappage of Freddy Cristy
who plays E. Mortal in the movie.
I play Tipsy Canoe.



E.MORTAL

LOL

This track from a year ago that will never see the light of day- i like when the vocals drop out- whatevs

If you like it, you can have it


By me, Actually Huizenga and Chaz WiNdus

YOUR ARMS---RAW- Unreleased/ Unfinished Behind-ze-Scenes

HERE IS A SONG THAT CAME UP IN MY ITUNES JUST NOW...FROM MY OLD BAND HARD PLACE!  
I kinda like it! Totally forgot about it...so..here you go! Another Song saved from the Witch Burning wood pile! 
Tons more where this came from! I'll share more as the Release date of my New Album "Predator Romantic" Approaches

FREDDY CRISTY on GUITAR
TOM MARZELLA on DRUMS

(oh and the photo here is from my last Film VIKING ANGEL if you are wondering)


Louvre, Actually

DANGEROUS BOYS (demo. bedroom bluez n redz)

Super Future

Merry Krampus to You!

For the VIDEO, go Here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6kxgLs8VSJ4


song by Actually Huizenga & Chaz Windus

KRAMPUS REDUX

When you unwrap a coffin & get some deadly Pop.

Celebrate the year 2015's Funeral with this Free Download!


*From the Album "Predator Romantic"

LYRICS:
Out of line when i cry, i need another place to hide
So alone by your side. I'm the Ghost of Paradise.
After life in your eyes...a twist of lime and then the knife.
You were warm in the Fall. You're the Fun at the Funeral.

An open casket, a picnic basket. An open casket...
Just fucking trash it. Fun at the Funeral... 

Triple sex, different rooms. I’ve had a bed built just for you.
Feel my flesh in this tomb. I turn to ice as your rose starts to bloom.
Glaciers crash when we kiss. The taste of hunger I don’t miss.
Sacred ground, where you fall. You’re the FUN at the FUNERAL.

An Open Casket, A Picnic Basket. An Open Casket...Just Fucking Trash It.

Lay me down out in a field of heather. 
I’m alive, but I’m not sure if you are.
My first time. Never loved a dead body. 
You’re so pale in your velvet and leather.
Lay me down. Crosses are Burning. Polished wood, 
                         I never saw you Cry. When you smile, 
                       you show me your teeth. 
                                    You’re the FUN at the FUNERAL.
                                    An open casket, A picnic basket. 
                                            An open casket... 
                                                     Just fucking trash it...
                                                          Fun at the Funeral
                                                                 

FREE DOWNLOAD TIL THE NEW YEAR!


Music & Lyrics by Actually Huizenga
Music/ beats & Production by Mighty Mike
Guitar by John M F Anderson

Photo by  Torbjørn Rødland







BUY ALBUM

FUN AT THE FUNERAL

oldie but goodie. Bringing it back to the sauna gods. Dripping their goth make up into their margaritatatatatas

Marquis de Sauna

Tropical Winter

MINE

DON'T LOOK AT THE CARPET.....
because I have been crying in a pool of my own tears all night and morning. Nothing is helping, so I am just going to go with the feelings.....

Not that I feel like broken glass....but something close....

So happy to have this angel/alien/man in my life.
Here is a weird cover I did a while back with my band Hard Place.

Obviously I/we have nothing on David Bowie, but it's at least something I can put out into the international- Starman-Memorial web...



RECORDED in an Asbestos- Sprinkled Basement with Elisha Drons & AF Cristy


DAVID BOWIE 4EVER

BREAKING GLASS (BOWIE COVER)

BEING BLED

Seductive laughter in a neon-lit bar;
your hair was long and dark; your eyes looked so far.
Yes, I was looking for my big break when you
came close to break the heart that I never knew.

A tranny stood there in her sensible shoes,
she made me cry like that, then I looked at you.
How could she dance that way without any heels?
How could your smile hide the pain that she feels?

Your name is a bad word,
have you ever looked it up? 
It's low.
I thought you liked me here,
but you disappeared when it got slow.
Touch me, but never feel.
It was never new, but it was real.
You put the beast to bed.
As I dream of you I'm being bled.

There is an illness that lies beneath your skin.
You push me to the door but won't let me in.
You want to hurt the one who loves you, that's fine.
So hurt yourself some more but harder this time.

Time.....

Your name is a bad word
have you ever looked it up? 
It's low.
I thought you liked me here,
but you disappeared when it got slow.
Touch me, but never feel.
It was never new, but it was real.
You put the beast to bed.
As I dream of you I'm being bled.

Being Bled

BEING BLED Violent-Valentine-Remix by Pamus Adeptus

Here is A song from one of my Early bands called 
"SCANDINAVIAN WHITE" with Justin Baner Hansch!

(After the death of my Beloved Bowie- I feel like sharing songs from my early years as a recording humanoid-hybrid, so.....here you go)
xxxxxx

"Children of the Court" aka "Jennifer Connelly Riding Me Naked"

Caribou, where are you?
You are Dead.
Caribou, I love you.
You are Dead.
You wear cool shoes; the snow accentuates your medium mullet.
Caribou, drinking Coors Light cuz it's a bullet.

Caribou, Oh, how I miss you.
Caribou, you have the cutest hooves.
When I look into your eyes....I see Blue Eyes.
'Want to get in your beige sleigh....sleigh.

You're almost as nice as Jennifer Connelly riding me naked.
Everything seems possible and nothing is what it seems.

Short bells and long peach fuzz...
Caribou, I need you.
11 times 2 is 22, which was your age when you Died.

Caribou, Oh How I miss you.
Caribou, you have the cutest hooves.
When I look into your eyes, I see Blue Eyes.
Caribou, Amazing

Snowflakes
Snowflakes
Sliced you up Real Good

Caribou, you are Dead.

Snowflakes
Snowflakes
Sliced you up Real Good


Children Of The Court

"Passport To Hans"  aka  "Reisepass to Hans"

from Scandinavian White back in the noughties

it's fbf fuck it!
xxxx


performed with Scandinavian White bandmate Justin B. Hansch (on guitar)



Lyrics:

I have a passport and it's twice as nice
to go to my lover
he sings and he's nice
He's Hans
Hans

We walk through Chihuly in the park
he looks like Daryl Hall
but his hair is dark.

He's Hans
Hans

On the way to the Norwegian isles,
this tennis instructor with too much style...

He's Hans
Hans

dododododododododoooo...Hans....Hans

We walk in the dark
I'm falling apart,
Hans

He gave it away...
40 to love...

Rock star in your golden car,
driving so fast, going so far.

My aeroplane on the way to his kiss
got caught....
aurora borealis
aurora borealis

40 to love....







Passport To Hans

REMIX of MARQUIS DE SAUNA
by SHAMS!

Enjoy!

Marquis De Sauna (Shams Whip Smart Mix)

Another Remix from SHAMS
of Male Fantasy.

Have a great Summer, guys!

Male Fantasy (Shams Whip Smart REMIX)

Because Some People Asked....and I give What the People Want:

Here is the
Original Version of DRIVING from way back before I released my First Album... when Actually was WET LOOK!

Music by:
Actually Huizenga & Chaz Windus

Lyrics:
Actually Huizenga

(featuring a speaking part from the Lovely Courtney Smith xxxx)

Foto by Socrates Mitsios for V Magazine

RIDE (Original Version of DRIVING)

Like I said, I always share demos when I hear them randomly on my itunes....and this one made me get down on all fours 

Lyrics/Music- Actually Huizenga
Music/Production - Chaz Windus

....Recorded in Chaz's bedroom, on a white couch 2012 ( A great year for Wine too, might I add)


foto by Fin Serck Hanssen

WHITE GUTS (demo version "Take It Out On Me" from my 1st Album)

Here is a demo that will be covered in silt and petrified forever!

Very raw and unmastered but the lyrics are as follows:

Feel it, don't touch it.
You're outstretched and losing time.
Want it, don't own it.
You're in me, but you're not mine.

Give it and Take it.
Your kisses stain my lips like wine.
Hurt it, Don't Kill It.
That bad love; share the same cruel lies.

You and Me; Nothing is free.
You don't have to love.
You don't have to see.

Crush it, then mold it
into what you need; into what you want.
Tease it, then Leave it.
You've got me here, so what do you want?

Scrape up the gold that you gave me at the restaurant. 
Hurt me or Kill me.
I'm giving Up.
Here's my soul to Haunt.

ACTUALLY

PLEASURES (demo)

Here's a song I did a while back with this dude called Nicholas Littlemore in ole London town...obviously dreaming of LA.
IT Came up on my Itunes today and I figure it's a good enough Demo to share as Number 2 demo for November 2 !

Enjoy & Now I must get back to Editing my Gnostic Vampire Film!
See you later, mein angel schatzis!

HERE ARE THE LYRICS:

I can't see, for the flashing lights tonight.
I can sink all your battle ships, alright, tonight.

My lips are moving, but they're moving without sound.
I'm less than nothing when there's nobody around.

Perfection doesn't last; it lingers on the screen.
I vanish without lights; reflections of a dream.

Hello, I am the Golden Age.
Hello, I am the Golden Age.

My hands reach out to you, but only you can see.
I'm happy all alone within your fantasy.
I'm in the dark; within the light, I'm feeling bad.
I am the phantom of the feeling you once had.
Dream of me.

Hello, I am the Golden Age.
Hello, I am the Golden Age.
X2

GOLDEN AGE (demo)

Recorded at the Famous Cherokee Studios before it was torn down.....
me with Freddy Cristy on Guitar and backing Vocals
and Tom Marzella on Drums!

LYRICS:
There's no more heartache inside me
I'm relying on you
I've got places to be, so many people to meet; I need you staying home clean, pretty baby
Coming home late at night,  full of hunger and heat to find you licking your wounds....
Keep Crying, Keep Crying, Keep Crying
If you're Crying for Me....

It's not really so bad, keeping business in bags.
What else could I do, who else would I screw...
Into a corner but you?
You could be sleeping in streets,
crawling through bloody sheets.... getting things you don't need.
Look at me watching you.
You've never felt so used; You've never felt so good.
I'm relying on you.
Keep Crying, Keep Crying, Keep Crying
If you're Crying for Me....
Keep Crying, Keep Crying, Keep Crying Hard.

The only tears I ever cry are in your eyes.
The only tears I ever cry are in your eyes.
The only tears I ever cry are in your eyes...

There's no more heartache inside me,
I'm relying on you.







Your Demo of the month!

ONLY TEARS

SOFTROCK KICKMIX!
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2.Bright One  - The Polyamorous Affair
3. LUVVBAZAAR-  SSION
4. Witches of Bushwick -  House of LaDosha
5. Big Onion -  Blazing Lazer Remix of Detroit Grand Pubahs
6. I Love You Love Me - Actually
7. Sick City - Mirror Mirror
8. Fucked the Day Away-  Eddie Chacon
9. Who Give a Fuck - 18+
10. Total Domination - House of LaDosha
11. All the Time [feat Butchy Fuego] - 18+
12. Sexual Hit List - Blazing Lazer [feat Santi]
13. MINE - Actually
14. Do you Wanna Funk - Murphy Maxwell

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FleshRock MIX   [SoftRock Kickstart Pre-Gift]

I've locked all the doors, I'm here on all fours: I need a little bit of your little temper.
XXX
Album available here: http://www.cdbaby.com//cd/actually

TAKE IT OUT ON ME

Inspired by the Death of Actress Lupe Velez

FREE DOWNLOAD to Celebrate my New Album now available on CD Baby and Itunes
http://www.cdbaby.com//cd/actually

The Water Is Pink

Our First Kiss
of the Summer
was the First Kiss
Good Bye

Buy the Good Bye here: http://www.cdbaby.com/cd/actually2

WEBSITE:
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NEW!! ONLINE LYRIC BOOKLET: https://www.dropbox.com/sh/qwvo7exg3sh6cus/KFkORXCCLc

FIRST KISS

This track is from the album Actually and is available for purchase on CD Baby here: http://www.cdbaby.com/cd/actually


Production
WINDUS/ HUIZENGA

Lady Shave

Giving you UNRELEASED stuff- as well as DEMOS-  Feel the Sound in ze Cloud.
Louvre ya

ACTUALLY is a Los Angeles based band
lead by Actually Huizenga

Chaz Windus is co-writer/producer 
Gabriel Tanaka & John M F Anderson on Guitar
Damon Rodriguez on Drums

ACTUALLY

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