Throughout my lifetime I've left pieces of my heart here and there
And I'm to get it together to say my sorry's for all the pain I've caused
But if my own tear stained memories kill me
I want you to know this before I'm gone

Down this broken path I wander
I just hang my head in shame
It kills me but you don't need to bother
My apology is too little too late...too little too late

I chase down city lights
Only to remind me no one's by my side
And I've lost so many nights
To useless battles to stay alive

With every lesson learned and all the bridges that I've burned
It's to less than human I return
I re-live tragedies when I look back and see
What the fuck this did to me

From the depths of my soul I'm hollow
I ache from these hopes and these dreams I follow
The sunrise guarantees my sorrow
This sorry is all I leave for tomorrow

Being apart has given me life and sealed my fate at the same time
I can't change the past but I can do my best to set the wrong things right

Down this broken path I wander
I just hang my head in shame
It kills me but you don't need to bother
My apology is too little too late...too little too late

I buried myself alive in this hell that's only mine
I'll slip away and shut my eyes and wait for you to save my life

I'll take every golden moment, squeeze it and hold it dear
And do my best to learn from the painful hardships, the heartache and fear
My losses are countless but overall and in the end
If I had the chance to do it all over, I'd do it again

Heaven help me please don't leave me
Heaven help me I'm slowly dying
I'm face to face with you
But the truth is so unspeakable
It's such a lonely road
This ending has got me just crawling it leaves me
I'm searching I'm breaking I'm screaming
Now I'm dying

Unknown album (5/14/2017 2:38:51 PM)

Apology

It's on these wings of pigs I finally sing from 
Does it send shakes down your spine to know that I am still alive

I'd love to drop a line of how sick I feel inside
But you beat me to the fuckin punchline
It starts as a blissful sting and it's never leaving
I'm dangerous now because I'm no longer the skeletal wreck you left me
I take solace in knowing the kind of person you are underneath
I clawed drank bled and sweat my way free

I'm sorry it was so hard for you love
To leave me so cold with nothing and no one
My heart lies in the gallows....the gallows

It shakes me still how you let this go
I hope you bleed inside but I know damn well you won't
Mark my words as I expose who you are
A spineless coward wench with such a poor excuse for a heart

I have to let these skeletons out...please
Let these mother fuckers out

Do you me you fraud?
Am I fuckin loud enough?

I'm sorry it was so hard for you love
To leave me so cold with nothing and no one
My heart lies in the gallows....the gallows

It shakes me still how you let this go
I hope you bleed inside but I know damn well you won't
Mark my words as I expose who you are
A spineless coward wench with such a poor excuse for a heart

I never got the chance to say my say
Or walk away with dignity
Do you sleep the thoughts of me away?
Well hell no I know you just laugh away

It shakes me still it breaks me still I'm so angry still

But in the end I guess I should say thanks
I stand so fuckin tall on my own 2 feet

Unknown album (5/14/2017 2:57:14 PM)

The Truth Hurts

Just close your eyes...

One by one these pedals fall
My body's numb and it's curtain call
Scarlet disease so spare me your speech
My heart is breaking and I'm still asleep
In this dream these memories they run knee deep
Choking these screams from me

When I heard the news I shook
I crashed into the bed
With every breath you took
I took that many less
A candle lights this room but my shadow's on the wall
The crossroads lie ahead but they don't cross at all

So this is how it ends
With us done up and toxic
Take the kill scene from this script
And boil it on my skin

When I heard the news I shook
I crashed into the bed
With every breath you took
I took that many less
A candle lights this room but my shadow's on the wall
The crossroads lie ahead but they don't cross at all

In my chest lies this hole
It's a burial of words unspoke
Dance the last song with me slow
Now watch as I turn to stone

And I solved this riddle left in blood for me
Have you heard this one?
It's starts with my body heat dropping and you crying
You're crying then pulling the plug

So suffer with a bullet placed in anger
I'll smile big even though I know what you did
Girl it's the perfect time to leave my heart flat-lined
You're such a pro if I love you then let you go?
I'm torn up so fuck you, no
No...no...no.

Adam Blea

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