A$ XXL • tape loop cypher (FROM HELL)

we burn each time, but we forget.
when we begin each time it comes 
back, and no one would do it then, 

but it is too late.

we cross over again 
into electric-burning, 
but for-get that it hurts
in the brain 2 die this way.
￼
it takes so long to learn 
that it is grating-apart & burning, 
that dying is felt in the brain, 
and that it is horrible…

incessant intolerable feeling, 
passing forever, approaching 
from the outside, and feeling 
nothing continuously.

A$ XXL • Bas Jan Ader Don (REEL 2 REAL V.1)

System/380 (overdub)

Elsewhere:
https://adamcpassarella.bandcamp.com/album/system-300
https://open.spotify.com/album/2ru1nHVfb9989iGZTQM9yy
https://music.apple.com/us/album/system-300-single/1481747540

Sketches

System/380 (overdub)

SIMPLE PLEASURES

ICE GRILL STARE

ASTRAL PROJECTIONS

MEMORY LOSS

IMAGINARY MEMORIES (Schizophrenic Gestures)

Untitled 20200107

10 Minutes 16 Seconds

7 Minutes 47 Seconds

20191010 SMPLESET

1999

EGO DEATH SKETCH 2020
--
ambivalence can ruin your life 
categorizing fear can be calming
disorganization is a kind of anesthesia
confusing myself is a way to stay honest
ambition is just as dangerous as complacency

don't place to much trust in experts
it’s better to be naive than jaded
dying should be as easy as falling off a log
the most profound things are inexpressible

planning for the future is escapism 
wishing things away is not effective
while drama often obscures the real issues 
you can't fool others if you're fooling yourself

You Can't Fool Others If You're Fooling Yourself

Adam C. Passarella

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