one sided effort into what we got with this
i'm disconnecting as it breaks bit by bit
i feel conflicted every time i say you're mine
cause my mind wants to hate but my heart is where you lie 

the indicator light is flashing when it rings
communication is key but you can't hear a thing
i ball my fist and i melt into the ground
love is like a fairytale only if it's bound

got me thinking if i'm still your #1
if not then i'll go ahead and say i'm done
such privacy in your life when i was open
weeks can go by and we still haven't spoken

i'm falling down to my knees
slowly losing all my feelings
heartbeat stopping like it's ketamine
trippin now but when i see you baby love me
introverted with the way we speak
fuck me over then i'll turn the cheek
toxic with it so what i love my geek
if i ever say i hate you it's the bpd

the indicator light is flashing when it rings
communication is key but you can't hear a thing
i ball my fist then i punch into the ground
love is like a fairytale only if it's bound
tear myself apart like i'm eaten by a bloodhound 
toss my heart to the river like ben drowned

Mind Games (GAXILLIC)

i hate to see you go so soon
what can i do except for look at the moon
killing me inside i never thought it'd be you too
losing all my friends one by one
the chaos of life has just begun
tired of fights who gives a fuck who won?

ran outta words and my mind goes blank
need a thesaurus just to help on what to say
it should've been delayed
chills down my spine as i remember your lines
the sunlight glaring at the joy in your eyes
i just wish for more time

fate will never sing or tell
we'll have to figure it out by ourselves
but even then, you just never know with this hell
intrusive thoughts invading my space 
back & forth my hearts in a race
knees start to shake, i crumble into pieces and i break
break the nugs and grind it up
roll the blunt we chief it up
this one's for you, bottles up
crying alone in the club
memories all in my brain
hate to wake up just the same
pick up the sledgehammer just to go insane

the overrated cliches 
i don't have time for it today
skies are so gloomy and grey
the wind is howling out your name
see the trees as they start to sway
where the fuck is the light that they would say
the tunnel has but it started to dim
everything in this world feels so fuckin grim

ran outta words and my mind goes blank
need a thesaurus just to help me on what to say
it should've been delayed
chills down my spine as i remember your lines
the sunlight glaring at the joy in your eyes
i just wish for more time

DelayTheTime (GAXILLIC)

Waking up and I feel the sunlight
I don’t ever wanna go outside
Cause its too cold out there for me
And I’d rather duck all my enemies
I feel like I’m bleeding out though
from all the bullshit that you throw
patch up my wounds and then I go
cause I’m livin’ like I’m michael monroe

(HOOK)
Fuck you and all of your friends
Fuck how you wanted to make amends
Fuck you cause I wanted it to end
Like all your money that you spend
Fuck you and all of your friends
Fuck all the shit you never send
Fuck men cause I’m done loving again
Will I ever find happiness, tell me when?

(VERSE 2)
The universe told me white lies
had me thinking like why would you hide?
After all you said those 3 words
Like a lazy bitch it never worked
I’m tired of pouring it out
I’m tired tryna scream and shout
I hate the fuckin times that I have to pout
You never fuckin listen and I’m crying now

(HOOK)
Fuck you and all of your friends
Fuck how you wanted to make amends
Fuck you cause I wanted it to end
Like all your money that you spend
Fuck you and all of your friends
Fuck all the shit you never send
Fuck men cause I’m done loving again
Will I ever find happiness, tell me when?

(BRIDGE)
Wishing on a fairytale
that never set sail
I will prevail 
you always try and then you fail
Who’s gonna walk the plank, heads or tails?
PUSHED YOU OFF AND I WORE MY VEIL
FELL ON A SHARK AND YOUR HEADS IMPALED!!!

(HOOK)
Fuck you and I never wanna see you again
It’s like child’s play how you always play pretend
hate the way you always try to make mends
Ima go up higher while I watch you descend
9 times outta 10 that I don’t recommend
Acting like a baby you’re a fucking femme

Fuck You && All Of Your Friends (GAXILLIC)

I’m all alone with no way to call home
Your face ringing in the back of my head, there’s no hope
Sitting on the edge of my bed, how can I cope?
I tried everything and its still not enough, my heart’s comatose

(HOOK)
Soft lips touching my body so sore, I’m a whore for your love, I wanna fall asleep to your love
Skin on skin baby hold me in real tight, just for tonight, baby let me fall asleep tonight 

(VERSE 2)
Your love was like a drug, I couldn’t get enough
Had to throw up a masquerade, grab the knife and jab in my tongue
I should’ve said what I needed to say, but now its too late
You were my heroine and the only dose that I need

(BRIDGE)
Fuck my life up yeah you were the one I want
Same shit different day I can’t go on
Stuck with no motion and I don’t know where to go
Fear is an understatement cause how will I ever know

(HOOK)
Sugar brown eyes had me hypnotized and I blush adrenaline rush, I wanna fall asleep to your love
Hershey Kisses on my skin baby hold me in real tight just for tonight, baby let me fall asleep tonight

FallAsleep2YL [Gaxillic]

L.F.D.C All The Critics Know Me….

sometimes i cry at midnight cause i can't get things right
sensation of aggression takes over once i start to ignite
ignite the flames, cut my lip, put it on a frame
everyone's moved on but i still feel the same
does anyone have a ticket to the rave
i'm aboutta fuckin mosh in a blood wave

woke up and decided i might just be straight
insecure and vicious definition of exacerbate
when's my expiration date
guess i'll leave it up to fate
drop the blade and get on the high way
i'ma smoke this green out like it's friday
never fitted in and was always left stray
waste my life today like if i just got paid
the light at the end of the tunnel's been delayed

sometimes I cry at midnight just because I dread the light
sank into my own depression, someone better take the knife
ignite the flames, cut my face, put it on display
got so many bitches on me like a fuckin parade
does anyone have a Newport cigarette?
I’ma aboutta burn my gashes like a coquette

Push me off the cliff cause I’m falling face first
Plastered on the concrete my brain just went burst
Did so many bumps I got bloodstains on my shirt
Life is such a pussy like bitches in mini skirts
All these stupid bitches wanna see how I work
Never trust a soul that’s the way my mind work
Vicious in this bitch && I’m not talkin not to her
Cause I’ll end up with her hair wrapped round like clockwork

Sometimes I cry at midnight cause I can’t get things right
Sensation of aggression takes over once I start to ignite
Ignite the flames, cut my lip put it on a frame, everyone’s moved on but I still feel the same
Does anyone have a ticket to the rave?
I’m aboutta fuckin mosh in a blood wave!!!

Diary of a Scene B!tch [Gaxillic]

insta: vicious.xoxo

Hii everyone, I’m an alternative/emo solo artist from Atx by the name of “Vicious” or “Miss Vicious”. I started music when I was in high school but was hesitant to release anything 🫠 I like to write music that resonates with love but also heartbreak, the toxicity within. <3 my dream is to be able to put out music that helps people thru tough times, this is for all the weirdos who never had a voice or the courage to be themselves && be their own lil rockstar <3 Fuck The Critics 💯 
🩷 L.F.D.C 🩷

- Vic 🥀☣️

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