The first step to healing is the affirming that one is not blameless, however one cannot burden themselves by harming others simply to perpetuate the vicious cycle.

Mantra

Rolls Royce

Late night walkin

episode 1. A pride worth clinging to.

Underachiever

Lyrics ->.  Otherworldly, 
Imperviously I’m just in it, 
Enlightenments all around me, 
Sky just a center piece, ain’t it? 

Room spinnin, the lights shambles, and the bright lambos, jus like anvils, I might shamble, 
An I might ramble, for the white folks imma shoota like Rambo, 

I see,
Things for the way they are, 
I mean, to say, the way culture goes endorphins, 
ill bite the bullet through gritted teeth,  
Im annoyed, I ain’t where I ought to be, 
Y’all call me cocky 
I. Say. Damn. Right. 

Cause Y’all tryin hard, an I’m pullin punches, lil marionettes, with your strings all bunched in knots, it’s laughable, dull niggas, you ain’t the sharpest now are ya? 
Still they like
 “damn there adam go” 
He kinda spitting tho, who the fucks keeping track? Of these niggas man? Talkin shit again, like a rerun, of whatever the fucks plays on Netflix, 

I’m trynna get rich, an sleep in. X2

Otherworldly

Lyrics -> ouroboros 

Ouroboros, 
I can’t feel my head, 
My nigga, said ouroboros, 

Cracked when I spit, 
Like a vase, I’m that piff, 
On this beat, I can feel myself moving, 
I can feel my breath, an I can feel my bones, An I can feel my brain stumbling for the notes, said..

Ouroboros, 
I can’t feel my head, 
My nigga, said ouroboros, 

Meditative state, can’t pay for that, 
Modern day, Buddhist, I’m too braze for that , 
energy around way me too lucid, 
I’m Finally one with the music, 
Vibrations, nirvana, 

You niggas are parrhanas,
On the surface, you got honor, typa nigga that I hate, 
While I’m sittin on the bottom, 
Reaching all my goals, hold ya breath here I go, you niggas mid, all about it, till it’s time, now you solemn. 

Meditative state, can’t pay for that, 
Modern day, Buddhist, I’m too braze for that , 
energy around way me too lucid, 
I’m Finally one with the music, 
Vibrations, nirvana, 
(Vibrations// nirvana)

Ouroboros, 
I can’t feel my head, 
My nigga, said ouroboros, 

I can’t feel my head, 
My nigga, said ouroboros,

Ouroboros

Lyrics:
I dreamed of dreams, with the ceiling as my screen, 
It hurt to move, I knew no truth, there was no use, 
Was Paralyzed, my hands moved to my eyes, as I cried 

Not from the pain, just my life, 
The pain stroked my hand, but not my pride, 
Everything I knew was just a lie, my hand fell to my side, 
 I surmised, 

This pain ain’t mine
Nirvana ain’t mine, nothing is mine, uniquely one of a kind, all I know is I’m gonna fade then ill be fine, ain’t no more worries, every one hurries, everything’s blurry, burring the line, 


Life is suffering,
Existence is suffering, 
Reality is buffering,
 niggas put in they mind, 
Humans are special, we just a spec, nigga imma level, 
Within our deck, shit is stacked, rules are fabric, statically taxed, 
etched on the back, of  epitaphs,
Etched with the crevices on this mask,  

Within a minute, x2
I hesitated, I wish I didn’t,  x2
Within a minute, x4


I couldn’t breathe and I couldn’t see, an I couldn’t think and I couldn’t be, 
the sun came through the window, caressing me, caressing me, 

I couldn’t breathe and I couldn’t see, an I couldn’t think and I couldn’t be, 
Within a minute, x4

I couldn’t breathe and I couldn’t see, an I couldn’t think and I couldn’t be, 
the sun came through the window, caressing me, caressing me,

Nirvana

Lyrics:
Adderall, in my system I ain’t trippin, I’m just vibing, 
Got me thinking like clear waters, ain’t nobody here to dye it, doc told me cut the bullshit out, guess I’m on a diet

Slim you down with extra rounds, I suggest you bounce, niggas talking all that big, while they ducking, like they clowns, choking chickens, breaking neck, for seed, in casings they slip down, like on peels, got couple deals, no they honking all around, 

Bashing doors like they seals, barking loud, on the gram, 
Gs doubled down, gettin gauged, granted in ground, sit down, forever silent don’t gnome, guess they miss the point, I doubled I told em an I meant it, now they flags brown,

I unite it,  like I’m senate, 
Said I let you live I meant it, I come collecting like you tenants, yes Im writing up the plans, building credit, trying to build a better life, so why not spread it? fuck I’m about to do with extra change,  like a medic, call me chopper, I ain’t mister, call me doctor, 

Be a vet when I gotta, gotta put them down, I tell em break a leg, he goner, send that nigga to the top, like oh damn he a goner 
He a goner..

Ain’t nobody believed me, its okay don’t concede to me, want yo best, want the battle to last, don’t cut like guillotine,  fever dream keep peeping my talent, my plate green like its salad, the eggs an ham got mold, i grew up cold an it’s tragic, in the dark I tend to flourish, 

I’m ambivalent of the sun, my light fleeting quickly, heart hit with a gun
In looking for the hope I only ever saw the dumb, only ever saw the ugly, nigga I’m fighting off the numb,


Legs weak, won’t retreat, Issa pride thing, it goes too deep, all the times I was told I’m not enough, ill make y’all see, my heart bleeds, it don’t matter, beat me numb ill never shatter, when you break your fists on my body, know that it don’t matter.

Clap those fists on my skull, 
Shoot me down, you’re not enough,
You weak little boy still running acting tough, 
why you think I got cases, and my prints ain’t on the gun?

Do you really want yo mom sobbing, when it’s well and done?
Walk away, run around, preserve your life, it’s all you got, 
I don’t want another body but nigga ill make you rot

Adderall

Lyrics:
Glimmer,
Glamour, fucking up the ozone, 
forgot my manners, imma negro, call me Brando,  in the movies, ain’t no better, just snakes, fakes, tools, I kill the vermin
Take the shot, you walking dead, but you ain’t turning,

Pack the .44, guess I’m mind-blowing, 
call me Grimes way I keep the line going, 
Shots don’t miss, I lick the lime on em, 
All the pain and suffering keep the line growing, ever more

I ain’t no hero, but nigga I gotta code,
Slap you upside yo head, If you getting up know, 
better stay down, stay down,  left for dead,  it ain’t reg now, 
left a shame now, itll be any day now, 
fuck the 12 a’s, muthafuckas get laid out, 
suck up on these big nuts, nigga stay about it,
hope you feel a way about it, Mf stay layed out

Negrowboy

Lyrics:
Up in the clouds, though I’m jaded 
Genius intellect when I’m faded, uh
yawn cause these meds, got me fucked up, tired of playing these games get the fuck up,

Ion got time for ya matrix, love, peace imma toad sage, off DMT, cause I face it,  never gave up,  ever since I came up, I asked myself was I made for the game, and Nah.

I came to switch it up like a light,  brooding in the mirror-like fright,  fight me with all your might, I got a heart so steely, you’ll never pierce it with ya knife, uh huh,

you can’t compete with my brain, life to me is a game,
I wanna go out with a bang, not fireworks,
I want Harvard to study my works,
I want to define, what it means to be again,  I wanna define this world like I see it and, to be heard, be heard 


As I work my intellect soar, I’m on the clouds, and nigga Is bored. Uh 
I’m walking through the maze knocking, down doors, 
Ion want a grammy, a nigga just bored, 

Looking back on sleeping through class,  teachers on my back, saying that I’m stupid,  tho in this music, I can speak plainly, a nigga in college, y’all niggas crazy, ever thought maybe a nigga think different?

Nah instead y’all niggas insistent that a nigga lazy huh,  maybe he depressed maybe shit tough at home, 
Maybe he a mess, maybe he grown, maybe he’s a kid, and maybe he gets it, maybe he don’t, maybe he’s broken and a nigga wanna hope,

Clouds

Meds

Lyrics: 
Fluid I’m strict in convictions
Washing you niggas like dishes

Emperor status, I’m obviously winning, 
I’m coming for seconds, cause my plate is finished, My money like spinach, I pop out ya eyes, 
Mangekyo sharingan, y’all look surprised, 

Another black nigga, makin 5 or 6 figures, 
at that another black, killin rap beefs niggas, 

better hit the rap sheet niggasl never pass me, 
I aim for the Kendricks, an pacs, never at me, 
You witnessing greatness, 
you should feel happy, 
I wish I had me growing up, In the Rap scene.
 
Everybody wanna talk like they the greatest, 
I mean I guess in yo lane, how I gotta say this, 
You are just wrong in your worldview, 
Give up now, fore i hurt you 

Fluid I’m strict in convictions
Washin you niggas like dishes

Emperor status, I’m obviously winnin, 
I’m comin for seconds, cause my plate is finished, 
My money like spinach, I pop out ya eyes, 
Mangekyo sharingan, y’all look surprised, 
I Might just pop off like madara
Hol up..

Every fuckin day I dream of all the ways I’m limit, 
livin in a system, prioritizin business , 

Pumpin all the crack, in our neighborhood nigga, 
Issa fact, you fear the black, livin half truth niggas, 

Cause I’m lavish, In rappin, linguist in half of me,
Half of me happily, excelled in academy, 

Life’s lookin up, 
don’t you look down on me, 
Aim for my head, an there still ain’t no cappin me,

(Flow switch)

pick up the peeves, as you pet on that ego, 
I spit like a deagle, I’m sick like a fever vro,

My heart was broken, an that’s where I’ll start, 
As I pick up these pieces, that I won’t depart, 

 shame is a blessing, and I am the image, and you are the cancer that we call religion, 
And you are the preacher, and you are the lord, 
and you have a serpent, that’s bangin ya board, 

(flow switch)

And you have the audacity bitch, 
To be racist, knowing when the cops come, Imma end up moped up , 
An a chalk line, wit a 9 millimeter, in my dome, sprawled out on the asphalt.

Pretend In the recess, the infinite resets, That i gave yo ass, 
for them kids, left in pieces,
Cause you are the woke one, and I am broke one, 
Bitch a college dropout, you are no one,

(Flow switch)

Fuck all you niggas, the fuck is you talkin about, there ain’t no honor, this shit is a battle ground, 

I’m like a cowboy, I’m lucky like Eastwood, 
Call me the courier, that is the key word

I don’t compare, I look in the mirror, 
I race myself, isn’t that clear?

I’m a persona yeah fuck does it matter, 
So enlightened and above you, man I walk up the ladder, 

I’m about 3 licks from the moon, 
while I strike out the batters, 
Flows like the rain, that pitter an patter, i flow harder than my mother, when she stomped on lil adam,
 

Let these niggas sleep on me, really don’t matter, flipped like a mattress piece, going cold shower, 
I’m the one with all of the keys, Like a ghost powder, 
Roanoke over the beef, while I tote ha’uers, 


I am the one, nigga,  I am a legend,
 trynna kill me, is like play pretending, 
I’m air bending over beats, call me aang, 
I’mma wolf, 
my gat wind style, 
call it fang over fang, 

If life is game,  I’m determined to win it, don’t count the minutes, just opinions, on my path to a villain,

my ego.

Lyrics:

Cause I win, for now,
And you’re wrong, for now,
And I’m right, it sounds
Like you ain’t, about it, 

Cause I win, for now,
And you’re wrong, for now,
And I’m right, it sounds
Like you ain’t, about it, 

Face it bro you tried it, 
Lil narcissist you tried it, 
Oh, how You failed, 
To bring me down,

You ain’t look so big from there, 
Can’t believe, you had me steered, another direction, 

You Insult my mental, its all, in my head,
You Gaslight me, and It’s all in my head, 
When Poking the bear, don’t bitch when you bit, its said, all that consists, is bits, all in my head
An I know, I never say it, I know I can’t erase it, I know through divergence I see it, 
You talking outta pocket, you breaking my heart stop it, the way that you thinking I’m weak,

stillhere

lyrics:
Illusions—been they life 
Ion feel sorry I’m not that nice 

Want me crash out, yeah, I’m thinkin I might
relinquish control, know Issa slippery slope, 
so, 
temper my wrath behind my breathing, the goal, 
Way more important, than, any individuals code, let’s go

———————————————————————————
Verse 1: 

The worlds just madness, 
Hoarding wealth from the masses,

solemn lament, for the fools in the palace, 
intent on meeting the gallows,  they Alice, 
tumbling down, jacked, breaking the crown, 
In wonderland now, 
driven mad—cause they clowns, 

Always just make up, 
Yeah they never do take up, 
real change an it shows

——————————————————————————-

Verse 2: 

want true madness,
Try living in callous ignorance, 
militarized from a young age, 
believing this phase, its just human nature, 
Let’s go to space, burning the world, engulfing these humans in flames In environments, 

All throughout history , 
we left with the mystery, of why 
Why we crave victory, 
why do some suffer while we on gluttonous victory

Gluttonous Victory

Intro: 

I’m not the nigga to push, now how ya want it?
Dried up all my tears, now I’m making the money 

I dare a nigga pull up on me, pull a gun, i find it funny,
came without ya coffin, how forgetful you are dummy?

Look imma pacifist, I don’t like violence, 
All I want is peace, so i tell you move silent, 
Ion wanna another body, silent like gnocchi
call me Mr. Moseby no running y’all Cody, 

———————————————————————————
Main verse: 

I used call the za Zack, off of the fact, the college down the street, was packed with whiteboys who needed packs, 
I could continue but that shit is redact, all my life I’ve been eluding the gat, had to adapt,


I ain’t never gained no wisdom, from it
All my life I was scared, running 

I would cry, and I would fight, everyday I had darker eyes, in my heart it hurt, I had to cauterize, I had to find a way to the expel lies, 
what it cost, yeah the loss of life, something treasured, but to late realized. 

An as you know, that’s the way it goes, life is born, ain’t nobody knows, just an eye for an eye, too late often closed, 

can’t fear the repercussions, so we suppose, 
Life is suffering, so we battling ghosts, haunted infrastructure, all the way to the coast, since we in hell, yeah we might as well roast, 

Y’all gave us nothing, and expecting the most, y’all want examples? damn, well here you go 

Y’all blinded me, like itachi the goat, I gotta squint to see the splits and they not even close,  have the gall to run around an fuckin boast 

———————————————————————————-
Outro:

Give a man 50 gold, corn an land, 
Redraw the plan, the white man want to expand, move us west, in a pen, can’t defend,
Radicalize the working man, like damn, 

this ain’t a past issue, this is a class issue, merchant class pulled a fast one, we no match for you, 
what we gone do man live off the land? We tried that y’all hung us from peach trees, like damn 

long live X

thalassophobia

I wanna soar for myself nigga not for the lord,
I don’t fit in your norms, or what you think accord

Amore, my life, is a spectacle I’m on tour, a product of this system you can’t get at the store, 

Listen, my nuke family, a lil kitty an wife, my life, soaring higher, I don’t do well with heights, 

all these little myths, round me jumping around like lice, 
while these niggas scratch they head, like I know my rights?
———————————————————————————
You don’t, Jim Crows in the court your honor, 
Is he the judge, is he the priest, or is he the monarch father ?

Do I pray to you know? there won’t be no problem, 
Just a little nigga like me, oh I’m keeping on em, 
You can talk to my lawyer, I don’t beef without him 

If you think a nigga stupid, nice to meet you, Adam 
Imma real nigga seekin, I don’t beat around em, 
Ion need ya validation, I can be without em, 
———————————————————————————
Aye,aye, aye
Uh, uh, uh X3
I don’t need, no, 
I don’t need it no 
I don’t need it no, 
I don’t need it, know 
———————————————————————————
Uh switch my flow, Issa conflict brewin, if we continue down this path nun left but ruin, 
13% of Americans got some melanin, 
over 2 million locked up, how do you spread em then? 

Marshmallows, Copping the most, a lil double, 
are we just more prone to crime, nah is subtle 

It’s the media influence,tied with mayor, 
all the way to presidency, white man in a chair, 

Then they switch it up, 
the poor whites there, 
all the rich whites here, 
that means don’t go there, 

Class struggle on my mind, every time I hope, I get yanked by the chain, let me tie my own rope, 
I ain’t never sold cane, I just slanged some dope, while trump molesting women, oh he got yo vote? 

You Insist the world way back was better than this, 
Shits the same, it ain’t change, that’s what a catalyst is, 
Machiavelli on this strain, some fisher, I’m calling Davis, watts through Foucault, with Plato in my rotation,  
When you gone learn bourgeois to blame, 
are you my equal or you gone stand my way…..


_v_ c----- -

Intro: 

When I was a kid, 
I couldn’t understand, why’d we hurt each other, 
Was it just for land?

Wasn’t it for another? wasn’t it for love? 
wasn’t it a breach trust from above?

Certainly not because we hate them, 
Certainly not because we ain’t them, 
Certainly not because they different 
Gluttonously capitalists ate them
————————————————————————
(Start 0:28)

Luxury, 
All you can eat, 
Some may suffer, this is peace, 
Nothings fair, 
Nothings fair,
Watching me with cold stares,
I concede 
I concede, 
In my chest a holes there, 
I believe you call this lust, 
I desert, cut the shit

(Start 0:48)

I wanted——I wanted
Watched it slip through my hands,
I wanted—— I wanted
Guessin now I understand 

(Start 1:06)

So many, 
Serve us, 
In Luxurious lust, 

I’m blinded by rage, and I give up, 

I hate you, in my heart —an I give up
Won’t forgive this ——luxurious lust

Luxxxurios Lust

Crooked neck heritage

Be better

The ideas of Angela Davis, Martin Luther King Jr, and Malcom X are massively watered down and white washed for a mainstream audience. This song is all I, I am,  and you are the Becoming of Le Murder.

Becoming Le Murder

my music a safe space, if that safe space was on fire💕
all my music is non profit.

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