bruh #3

prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
i don’t even know who is real
all of you confuse me i don’t know how to feel
and i should know who is real
guess that you can see i need to go and fucking heal

what’s the point of loving me then hitting me
at this point you probably should get rid of me
i’m destroyed you cheated are you kidding me
in a void defeated please don’t pity me

from the first time to the last time go away now
i know you want me right back i can’t stay now
tryna heal but you stabbed my back i’m afraid now
i can’t feel cuz trauma i’m trapped in my brain now

fuck me over act like everything’s fine
fuck me slower scratch my nails on your spine
i’m becoming sober and it’s harder to find
any fucking closure get the fuck out my mind

fucking took it all and then you stabbed me in the back
i’m so shook i’ll fall into another fucking trap
why are you obsessed with making me feel so damn bad
why are you obsessed with me you know you make me sad

yeah
yeah
i'm so fucked i’m pulling right apart like yeah 
yeah
yeah
cut a fuckin hole inside my heart like yeah

i don’t even know who is real
all of you confuse me i don’t know how to feel
and i should know who is real
guess that you can see i need to go and fucking heal

what’s the point of loving me then hitting me
at this point you probably should get rid of me
i’m destroyed you cheated are you kidding me
in a void defeated please don’t pity me

from the first time to the last time go away now
i know you want me right back i can’t stay now
tryna heal but you stabbed my back i’m afraid now
i can’t feel cuz trauma i’m trapped in my brain now

trauma [prod. fendi444]

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~LYRICS~

(Verse 1)
back with the screams 808s feeling the hand of the angel caressing my face
deep in the pit I go deeper and deeper feel like im starting to lose track of the days
these people all irritate me, i don't know where I can go, bitch im just looking for peace, what do you got?
actually nah fuck it 
just give me all that you got
make sure you quick so you dont end up shot
scoping the lot i dont want them to find me
blood out my nose like my brain start to rot
talking out loud like whos that behind
cashier confused  he just look at me crazy
blow out his brain made it look like a painting
walk out the store I aint think nothing bout it
knew my way home but I think I rerouted

(Chorus) x2
man in psychosis starts killing the people
they didnt know he suppressing the voices
they gotta catch him alive but its pointless
he on a spree from the night to the morning

(Verse 2)
walk in the door and go straight to fridge grabbing bottles he losin his high 
stench of the booze on his breath feeling closer to death he dont care bout a dwi 
he found a seat on the couch saying prayers to a god wrote a fate that he couldn’t deny
speaking in tongues as his body ascended like angels started carrying him up to the sky 
reaching for heaven but he so far from it there aint nothing holy bout him the devils little puppet snap back to the couch he aint his own house the whole family screamin shouting he covered in blood but they saw he was smiling the mother start saying like please do not hurt us but he didn’t realize the dad had a shotty he reached for the pistol inside of his pocket he blew it

(Chorus) x2
man in psychosis starts killing the people
they didnt know he suppressing the voices
they gotta catch him alive but its pointless
he on a spree from the night to the morning

THE LOYAL DISCIPLE (LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION)

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featuring @fuckapache (0:20 - 1:30) & @drear26 (1:30 - 2:04)
art by @yumi_0

chordophone lyre plucked (feat. apache & drear)

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/wndwsdwn

Baby I feel burnt out
I need a second
Look at how I turned out
Lethal weapon
I don’t even work out
But I’m flexing
No one wanna know me so I’m lonely in my record
Dropped out
Lost now
I just wanna live with love now
Up down
How my feelings goin
Around
I doubt
Every single person
Round me
Right now
(Right now)
I got 50 on me
Living lonely
I’m the only one I’m giving dollie
Got some homies, sippin 40’s, talking to the police
Imma drown into this bottle
I’m not talking codiene
Fellin hollow, with this sorrow never want it goin
How it happened, but it happened and I’m not the goalie
You could shoot a couple targets but don’t shoot em at me
So don’t shoot em at me
She can have me when she want me
Whenever she need it
Like it’s nascar baby I’m never depleting
Racing laps around ur feelings while feeling defeated
I’m a rockstar, hate me, while I get to dreaming
While I get to dreaming
I’m passing and leaving

Burnt Out (Prod. WNDWS)

SERIAL KILLA, RAISED IN THE VILLA
DEMONS IN MY HEAD SO I GOTTA PULL THE TRIGGA
DONT FUCK WITH MY CLIQUE CAUSE WE ALL THE SAME PERSON
NERVOUS 
CAUSE A FUCKIN PIG BEEN LURKIN
BREAKDOWNS
TAKIN PILLS DAILY
I CANT EVEN BREATHE CAUSE SHIT IS FEELIN HAZY
MAYBE
I GOT HELLA PLANS FOR THIS WORLD BUT IM STUCK
INSIDE A HOSPITAL AND ALL MY FANS ARE MAKE BELIEVE

HEY BITCH WATCH WHERE YOU STEPPIN
YOURE FLEXIN ON A FUCKIN LEATHAL WEAPON
HEY BITCH WATCH WHERE YOU STEPPIN
WE GONNA START A BLOODY ARMAGEDDON 

IN THE BACKSEAT AND YOURE RIDIN WITH A STRANGER
HE'S GOT A NICE SMILE AND HE AND TOLD YOU THAT YOURE PRETTY
WHAT A NICE NIGHT
WHAT A NICE GUY
TAKE ANOTHER SIP THEN ITS LIGHTS OUT
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IM SORRY, IT DIDNT MEAN TO GO LIKE THIS
BUT I GOT SOME FEELINGS THAT I CANT EXPRESS
THE BLOOD ON MY KNIFE TREATS ME BETTER THAN YOU DO

SLIPPIN
BETWEEN THE CRACKS
AND GOD DAMN WHY DOES IT HURT SO BAD
LOCK MY DOORS AND DRAW THE CURTAINS 
MY TIME HAS COME AND IM FUCKIN CERTAIN I,

RUNNIN, RUNNIN FROM MY PAST LIFE
(PARANOID)
NEVER SLEEPING IN THE NIGHT TIME
BITCH JUST CATCH THIS BLADE SO I CAN REST
BITCH THINK SHE CLEVER LETS PUT IT TO THE TEST

HEY BITCH 
DIDNT GET THE MESSGAE 
PRETTY BLONDE HAIR STREAK LOUD IN THE WRECKAGE
OH SHIT WE FUCK WIT NO PROTECTION 
COUPLE MONTHS LATER NOW SHE PUSHIN OUT THE SECOND COMING
I HEAR THE ANGLES CALLIN 
WHAT DO THEY WANT FROM ME

I CANNOT FUCK WITH THEM 
MY BIGGEST FEAR IS DROWNING 
ALL  A SUDDEN WANNA THROW ME IN THE FOUNTAIN 
AND WHO THE FUCK AM I I GUESS I NEVER FOUND HIM

IT FEEL LIKE EVERY DAY IS SOMETHIN ELSE I GOTTARUN AWAY 
LETS TAKE IT BACK IM BOUTTA GUESS YO FATE 
SO I SUGGEST YOU DO NOT COME MY WAY 
IT FEEL LIKE EVERY DAY IS SOMETHIN ELSE I GOTTARUN AWAY 
LETS TAKE IT BACK IM BOUTTA GUESS YO FATE 
SO I SUGGEST YOU DO NOT COME MY WAY 

HEY BITCH WATCH WHERE YOU STEPPIN
WE RUNNIN ROUND IN THE CITY NO PROTECTION
AND EVERYONE IS HELLA SHITTY CUZ WE LET EM 
WE JUMPIN IN EVERYBODY THAT WANNA GET IN

HEY KID YOU AINT ALLOWED TO SAY SHIT 
AND YOU AINT GONE LIVE LONG ENOUGH TO GIVE A STATEMENT
THEY BEAT ME UP AND EVERYBODY FUCKIN HATES IT 
JUST WAIT ENOUGH UNTIL I FIND A FUCKIN WAY IN

HANDCUFF NO LUNCH FOR THE CRIMINAL 
A COUPLE MONTHS AGO I SWEAR THAT WE WAS WINNIN THOSE 
JUST PUT A KNIFE INSIDE HIS THROAT WELL BE SWIMMING IN DOUGH
THE LIFE IM LIVIN WITHOUT DOPE IS FUCKING DIFFICULT

YOU UH YOU AND FUCKING ME
YEAH WE THINK SO DIFFERENTLY 
EVERY TIME IM IN DEFEAT 
YEAH YOU KICK ME DOWN RUN AROUND AGAIN

IT FEEL LIKE EVERY DAY IS SOMETHIN ELSE I GOTTARUN AWAY 
LETS TAKE IT BACK IM BOUTTA GUESS YO FATE 
SO I SUGGEST YOU DO NOT COME MY WAY

SUBURBAN SOCIOPATH (FT. TEENAGE DISASTER) (PROD. KYRIGO)

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lonely again (interlude)

Blood in the snow OUT NOW
ft. @yun-chxpo 
produced by @proderis @longlostzim

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