Thinkin too much I been goin thru war 🎽

prod. fendi444
mixed by LXXIV

i've struggled many long years with ocd. i've dealt with every subtype from harm ocd to existential ocd. i am better now but this song was made while panicking at 3am a year ago. i hope you find comfort in this song if you suffer from ocd.

lyrics:
i don’t know what to do 
tortured by ocd 
these thoughts are flowing right through 
my mind cant disagree
and i’m so worried i’m screwed irrationality
i try to cope but ensue
i tried out therapy

nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide
nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide

scared i might kill myself why’s this happening
and i’m obsessed bout crazy shit like reverse gravity
and yeah it feels like hell it’s so saddening
feel like i’m not in control i feel crazy stop attacking me

i got scary thoughts based around eternity
and i try to stop but my mind is hurting me
and i’m up at night panicking bout certainty
so i try to fight through my day while burdening

thoughts coming in they inside of my head bitch
stop coming in i don’t wanna be dead bitch
don’t wanna kill wish i could get some leverage
don’t gimme pills hanging on by a thread bitch

thoughts coming in they inside of my head bitch
stop coming in i don’t wanna be dead bitch
don’t wanna kill wish i could get some leverage
don’t gimme pills hanging on by a thread bitch

i don’t know what to do 
tortured by ocd 
these thoughts are flowing right through 
my mind cant disagree
and i’m so worried i’m screwed irrationality
i try to cope but ensue
i tried out therapy

nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide
nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide

OCD [prod. fendi444]

LXXIV - Great Escape

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too sick with it/ 
I ain’t satisfied till every noose has a muhfuckin neck in it/
don’t know how to feel, after popping these pills , lx aint even real, always stay hidden/
checked out from the drugs in my mind what I do this time, I don’t know?
blinds close quick when I go roam/
hold that stick my waist all chrome/
blacked out whips slide by yo home/
solar eclipse when the fye hits your dome/
go off the grid cause I’m tracking yo phone or forever be scarred i wont do it alone/

Tommy guns make em run like Capone/
mafia shit my crew full of unknowns/
in the dirt I left a pile of bones/
on the trees I left some blood for the crows/

fantasize about the murder tactics/
hit squad got em doing backflips/
put that muhfucka in a casket/
keep the strap safe in the mattress/
fuck 12 we get real active/
in the bank take em all captive/
hoodied up they aint know what happend/
ghosts came through and caused havok bitch/

STREAM

TOO SICK

Colder than a blizzard, ice my veins im not no lizard
You garbage like you litter, the triple six wizard
Survival of the Fittest, Mobb Deep code switcher
Teachings of Abaddon, a blackened soul stealer
Retarded ass
Motherfucker find the body at the underpass
Pipe bombs using nails and some shattered glass
Impact akin to a sonic blast, piss black from laced packs, my time has passed
Sicker than coronavirus, please just keep your distance
Its a issue if you expect me to be you piss ants
Fuck you and your whole crew, you wont ever be like Missing
Cutthroat must’ve cut like butter, deep with clean incisions
666 soldier
Flip phone i can fold ya
Mental like an illness, man this sickness caused a coma
You copying, you opposite like polar, solar
Flaring motherfuckers do not roll up, hold up
Weed smellin, non felon, wont see heaven
Just my clique repping, Ima bastard, whys it matter if I live reckless? We all die in the end, bitch I been testing, my methods send a message, listen children

If you say you’d die for me I’ll put you in a casket,
I need you to kill for me not fall in with the masses,
Missing people we are all over the globe we massive,
So if you step up to the team we will turn you all to ashes,
This shit is dust to dust, 
my bullets are full of rust,
Friends aren’t the ones you trust,
So Watch your back out in the cut,
I’ll see you out in the mud,
Blade up to the bloody sun,
I don’t need your permission to kill a fake stab em in the gut,
Masochistic suicide,
These fuck boys tryna kill my vibe,
I don’t need you inside my life,
So fuck off for I waste my time,
I’ll put this bullet in your mind,
To make you think of every time,
You stabbed me the back and wouldn’t look me in my fucking eyes

Rare Case of a Necessary Death (prod. Sphynx)

A Road That Leads to Nothing [PROD. Nekogod]

TAKES ONE TO KNOW ONE [PROD. RAJASTE]

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