VISUALS : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BSuUqeixHOc&ab_channel=DOWNFVLL

BROKEN

I got a fucked up brain,
It's always breaking me down, 
I live in constant fear of letting people close to me down,
Im Hit with waves of emotion I can feel myself drown,
Wish I can let go of the sadness that's been plaguing me now,
But I cant,
It's stuck in my head,
I need to kill it off,
In my bed,
Wishing I was dead, 
45 will send me off,
How do you, 
Say goodbye,
When you don't,
Know whats supposed to comes next,
Wish I didn't have to feel all the shit I have felt,
I got blisters on my feet its like im walking through hell, 
I had to turn the bottle and try to drown it myself,
I wound up in a mindset that corroded my cells,
Chain smoking till it makes it harder to breathe,
You carry your best friends casket just to put him beneath,
When the devils taking over you have no room to grieve,
When your subjected to the pain close your eyes and remember me 
The money the music the drugs the liquor they're tempting, 
You like to count your fucking problems instead of counting your blessing,
This life ain't a fuckin game you can't go change up the settings,
We're all slaves to the media and it's fucking depressing, 
You Put on a false persona and act like everything's perfect,
When you are rotting to the core and inside you feel worthless,
Ignore your mental health then you're defeating the purpose,
Tell it all boils over and hate will slowly rise to the surface,
Wish I didn't have to feel all the shit I have felt,
I got blisters on my feet its like im walking through hell, 
But I needed all that pain cuz it made me myself,
You gotta put it behind you and learn to just say farewell, 
Life's filled with these struggles,
You gotta keep on your hustle, 
Gotta get free from the rubble,
the missing piece to the puzzle, 
When the devils taking over you have no room to grieve,
When your subjected to the pain close your eyes and remember me 


Note To Self prod. FALLEN

Dead Eyes (Prod. unknwnshi)

IG: https://www.instagram.com/shade666apollo/

Prod. @therealthundaa
Mixed & Mastered by @max000_000
Cover Art by https://www.instagram.com/danzaro.jpg/

Lyrics:
Losin' myself, like where the fuck am I goin'
Lookin' in the mirror, I ain't even sure if I know him
I ain't even sure if I

Escape the maze, then I'm caged
It's back to the same old shit again
One moment, I'm on top of the world
The darkness hits, then I feel like I can never be rid of it
Sometimes the beat feel like my only friend
So when my progress meets a dead end
I tend to descend
Into a dark, unforgivin', and most shadowy bend
So that smile you're seein' is probably pretend
The life of a starved artist
Who depends on his pen to defend himself from the darkness that lies within
And fend off the ghosts that often postpone my hope
I'm broken, tryna pick up the pieces, like where the fuck they go
Slowly overtaken by my woes
Flirtin' with death but when I flow, I feel the need to take it slow

Ironic 'cause that's when I start to give a fuck and get my ducks in a row again
See, every now and then, I transcend the abyss
Learn to live in bliss but then that class is dismissed
Pursuin' happiness then it's
Back to the end of the waitin' list
I'm hatin' this life
The brightest days keep feelin' like night
Pullin' myself closer to the Reaper's scythe
But when I grip the mic, that sliver of light proceeds to shine
So when I feel like nothin's left, I look to the pen to make it right
Look that Grim motherfucker in the eye
Tell him take a hike, it ain't my time
I'm clearly conflicted and it's evident in these lines
That maybe I'm relyin' too much on these rhymes
But shit, this is more than just a pastime
This that shit that gimme purpose
Without it, time is just sand in a glass that pass by
But with this music, my demons could never ever ever ever ever ever ever outlast I

I'm lost in my thoughts
I'm too often feelin' fraught
Tryna think happy thoughts
Just reminds me what I'm not
I feel like John Constantine
All these demons I have fought
I'm pursuin' happiness, they actin' like it's somethin' that is bought
But it's not, they say it depends on where you shop
That cannot be the case
It is not that fuckin' simple for the pain to be erased
I miss the good ol' days
Sometimes I wish I could retrace my steps
Back to my youth but I can't
So I'mma try my best to progress everyday
Fuck bein' depressed, I'mma lay
These thoughts up on a page
Stage an attack on this darkness and watch it fade away
I found my way up out the cage

Before I Became the Reaper, I Was Tempted by Death

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Before I Became the Reaper, I Was Tempted by Death (Prod. thundaa)

Chemical Surf - Hey Hey Hey (Original Mix) by Bunny Tiger!

Melancholy Side

PRODUCED/ENGINEERED/MIXED/MASTERED BY @TUMAGGZ

@hell_usa
@polarxxopposites
@mvkotsunami
@tumaggz
@gradeaentertainment

100 clout tokens if you guess who's who in the cover art

Hellhound Militia - CHILDREN OF THE CORN

DON'T SAVE ME

Prod by @prodplague906

LYRICS//

Tell em hang me, I don’t know myself let it break me, safe inside my hell 
You should hate me, I don’t know myself let it break me, safe inside my hell
Tell em hang me, I don’t know myself let it break me, safe inside my hell you should hate me, I don’t know myself let it break me, till my veins cave in don’t save me 

Don’t save me I’ll find a way
With Empty words inside the smoke they disintegrate
Take away all of the pain with an early grave, slowly fade through the brighter days I’ll be at the gates
Don’t wait for the weeks I’m gone 
I’m a mess I get worse as the time goes on 
Pass by to the great unknown been trash let go goodnight won’t mourn 

Don’t save me
Don’t save me
Let it break through my skin and replace me 
Don’t save me
Don’t save me 
Let it break through my skin and replace me 

Tell em hang me, I don’t know myself let it break me, safe inside my hell 
You should hate me, I don’t know myself let it break me, safe inside my hell
Tell em hang me, I don’t know myself let it break me, safe inside my hell 
You should hate me, I don’t know myself let it break me, don’t save me

DON'T SAVE ME (PROD. PLAGUE)

Dont worry about me. I am dont crazy. Or maybe not

Jake Hill - Misery Ave (Prod. GHXST)

Lyrics:
Hook:
Feels like I’m dyin’, I’m barely breathin’/
I dun been to places you ain’t never seen it/
Children screamin’, they family greivin’/
On my knees pray to god my soul I keep it/

Feels like I’m dyin’, I’m barely breathin’/
I dun been to places you ain’t never seen it/
Children screamin’, they family greivin’/
On my knees pray to god my soul I keep it/

Verse:
Wake 6am feels like I haven’t slept/
Saw you in my dreams I thought I laid to rest/
But you always remind me that you never left/
Stuck inside my mind until I’m laid to rest/

I been freaking out I’m fighting demons in my sleep/
Chasing ghosts all from my past I just want them to leave/
Somber songs of sorrow play in my head make me scream/
Drown me in the river take the thought of you from me/

Load up the clip in the glock/
Don’t give a fuck if they talk/
Walkin’ the walk that I talk/
You don’t want smoke then don’t start/

Load up the clip in the glock/
Don’t give a fuck if they talk/
Walkin’ the walk that I talk/
You don’t want smoke then don’t start/

Hook:
Feels like I’m dyin’, I’m barely breathin’/
I dun been to places you ain’t never seen it/
Children screamin’, they family greivin’/
On my knees pray to god my soul I keep it/

Feels like I’m dyin’, I’m barely breathin’/
I dun been to places you ain’t never seen it/
Children screamin’, they family greivin’/
On my knees pray to god my soul I keep it/

DYING

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DYING (prod. NetuH)

written/performed by SEPHA.
prod. CHIO. (https://soundcloud.com/user-780638133)
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Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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Lyrics:

I'm thinkin bout all of the cycles i've already done 
in a short space of time
in a short space of life
in a short space of time
in a short space of life

you come to me like the past
when things were original
the present is so unoriginal (oh)
the future might be so typical (oh)
i want the interstellar shit
(x2)

well I watch you go
down the same roads now
and the fashions repeated out
and all the same discussions
well I watch you go
down the same roads now
with the fashions repeated out
and all the same discussions

all 
all falls

you come to me like the past
when things were original (oh)
the present is so unoriginal (oh)
the future might be so typical (oh)
i want the interstellar shit
(x2)

i want the interstellar shit (oh)
x8

Melancholy Side

Ádám Kribusz

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