all of my songs in the order i wrote them (the loose story of the last 2 years of my life)

chronological adam fadi

we got time

A life full of charm 01: Bare the loss

the least i do is try to try
ignore the fade away from the corner of my light
Stuck within limbs and bones
Another passenger arrived

Stupid girl who has a lot to learn
cant pick and choose what you'd prefer
and make mistakes that leave their mark in the dirt
I can only hope im with the odds
permanent care or none
if it goes there i couldnt bare the loss

sometimes im scared of what we'd become
of course i miss u when ur gone
imagining im sitting by you its a one on one
its not the same through the phone 
i dont know where u came from
and i dont know where we'll go

whyd u fit the other side so well
make me believe we'll be alright
you've been my favorite thing no doubt 
uh huh hahaha
im deadset cus theres nobody like
baby you're my best friend for life 
lets go far out, lets go now

i'm trying to find something to follow
whether i would believe it or not
so if one of us happens to die tomorrow
we can keep more than memories to comfort us
okay i mainly hate the waiting when its so long
and then for once i didnt want the time to spare
i know that nothing guarentees i'll have some good luck
but if i go with u i would feel safe no matter where
i'd burn out every light and just trek along
or if u decide ur done liking me after all
they dont get it like i get it 
so mean and treat it like a joke
moving on from the out 

we speak quietly
putting me right to sleep
and im so sorry im not there
i shouldnt be afraid of it irrationally 
as long as u dont confirm fears
i wait for the minute u might not like
it comes apparent i'm just stuck i should let it go i was unprepared i was...
awake in the middle of the night because
we've been apart its not fair

whyd u fit the other side so well
make me believe we'll be alright
you've been my favorite thing no doubt 
uh huh hahaha
im deadset cus theres nobody like
baby you're my best friend for life 
lets go far out, lets go now
awake in the middle of the night 
because i like the way you keep me up
and who could blame me when i'm dreaming bout us
awake in the middle of the night because you call my name i think u must sleep talk or maybe u were dreaming bout us

Bare the loss

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wide awake

pumped up with adrenaline
we been through hell, no tennyson
these drugs the only medicine we need

so let's light up like edison
no point pursuing betterment
when we know we're all skeletons-to-be

oh cuz
ain't nobody grew up in an age like this
cut your hair like that change your face like this
no the world's never moved at a pace like this
can't find our place in a place like this

so we all get drunk
fill lungs
feel sad until we feel numb
then mask it just to get some
& tell ourselves
we don't want love  

it's cyclical
we get physical
but don't care about each other

& we're miserable
we get cynical
that we'll never find a lover

we run if it's real
but stay if it's lust

don't say how we feel
we just wanna fuck

afraid to be healed
afraid to be hugged

our whole generation's afraid to be loved

afraid to be loved
afraid to be touched
afraid to be held
& told we’re enough

afraid of the feelings we keep bottled up
so used to the bleeding we’re all going numb

oh she’ll be here it’s eminent
i’ll meet my dear no venison (get it like meat? deer? deer meat?)
cuz time ain’t no impediment to me

oh cuz
ain't nobody grew up in an age like this
cut your hair like that change your face like this
no the world's never moved at a pace like this
can't find our place in a place like this

so we all get drunk
fill lungs
feel sad until we feel numb
then mask it just to get some
& tell ourselves
we don't want love  

it's cyclical
we get physical
but don't care about each other

& we're miserable
we get cynical
that we'll never find a lover

we run if it's real
but stay if it's lust

don't say how we feel
we just wanna fuck

afraid to be healed
afraid to be hugged

our whole generation's afraid to be loved

it's cyclical
we get physical
but don't care about each other

& we're miserable
we get cynical
that we'll never find a lover

we run if it's real
but stay if it's lust

don't say how we feel
we just wanna fuck

afraid to be healed
afraid to be hugged

our whole generation's afraid to be loved

afraid2beloved

SHAPE UP

BRAINFREEZE

spaaaceee

glaive - nobodys fault (attalus remix)

Asheville

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Nintendo 3DS Lyric Video: https://youtu.be/RMIFcnYqSrQ?si=ua6nTj9ITdlbv3m5

Lyrics:

Run! If they saw me
Feel! Like a zombie
I feel the weight of the world falling on me

Hide! When I'm nervous
Crawl! To the surface
They couldn't love you if they ever would've heard this

I feel my throat till it hurts
And it keeps getting worse
But I can't go back now

And I still miss how it felt
But I tell myself
You're prettier without!

This house of glass
Has started staring back
I feel the floor falling apart around me

Don't ask me where I went last night
Don't trust me when I say I'm fine
Would you leave me if I had crossed that line?
And could you love me? If you could read my mind

I feel my throat till it hurts, hurts, hurts,
And pull my skin like it's all I'm worth

If I came out would it break this curse?
Or would the look on your face make it so much worse

I feel my throat till it hurts
And it keeps getting worse
But I can't go back now

And I still miss how it felt
But I tell myself
You're prettier without

This house of glass
Has started staring back
I feel the floor falling apart

Stand tall, wash up
Taste blood, throw it up

More pain means more love
I'm not sick, I'm just not enough

Run! If they saw me
Feel! Like a zombie
I feel the weight of the world falling on me

Pray for a purpose
Please make it worth it
How do you stop when you feel like you deserve it?

I feel my throat till it hurts
And it keeps getting worse
But I can't go back now

And I still, miss, how it felt
But I tell myself
You're so much prettier without

This house of glass
Has started staring back
I feel the floor falling apart

I feel the weight of the world falling on me
I feel the weight of the world falling on me
I feel the weight of the world falling on me
I feel the weight of the

HOUSEOFGLASS

prod me
lyrics // 
dont place your bets on me
you’d be one hell of a wife,
i cant afford no ring, girl
he’d probably treat you better than me
better than me, girl

im in your bed alone, 
on nights id rather be by myself
i hate checking my phone
its just another person i left
on the bright side
you believe me 
when i say im at my best
its a lot a words
i should say to you
but theyre better off in my head, oh

california summer
you crash like the waves on me
i hate to see you go
i heard you love another one
i dont blame you
i cant blame you at all
california summer
know you got a place to be,
i hate to see you go
i heard you got another one
i cant blame you
who could blame you at all?

big brown eyes
you’re looking at me like i almost hurt myself
we’ve been through hell
but nothing could compare to this now
you know
the best things dont come easy
and the worst times rarely last
i see your image through stained windows
kiss me through the glass, oh

im in my head alone
on nights id rather be in your bed
you hate the way it goes
im just another person that left
on the bright side you can move on
with your life with no regrets
theres a lot things i should say to you
but theyre buried in my chest

california summer
you crash like the waves on me
i hate to see you go
i heard you love another one
i dont blame you
i cant blame you at all
california summer
know you got a place to be,
i hate to see you go
i heard you got another one
i cant blame you
who could blame you at all?

crash

prod simon m, patrick o'neill, and me

cold sweat
cold heat
hot hands
my bed
you in your dress
hot death
white teeth
hot mess
hold your breath
i wanna be near you (oh!) 
where you are
who you’re with
where you’ll go 
i don’t know (oh!)
you let me in
i’m along 
aperol (oh!)
I can see you for all
Hit the wall (oh!)
empathy is critical 

I’ll be where you are x3
and baby you can have whatever you like 
Where you are 
I’ll be where you are x2
and baby you can have whatever you like
You sent

get along
you look at me 
look like you know 
so pardon me now, if we don’t
I’m in the side room
in the back of the club for a breather till we get back on
gimme a light
I’ll get you something to roll 
you can’t interfere where you’re broke
hit with the fire
I’ll get you in for the low
And maybe we see how it goes
And I guess, that you’re doing it wrong baby
You’re giving it up like you’re dumb
But that isn’t fun baby 
You’re holding a whip, with your tongue
No pulling a punch baby 
They say that a girl is a gun
You could be the one,maybe 
you could have whatever you like 

anything you like 
just me and you with no delusions
and there, you’re right 
it’s just enough to over hear
in the air tonight 
you feel the crush
you feel the moving
it’s rare tonight 
and baby you can have whatever you like 

I’ll be where you are x3
and baby you can have whatever you like 
Where you are 
I’ll be where you are x2
and baby you can have whatever you like

hot death
cold feet
hot fuss
interest 
don’t act like it’s ridiculous 
it’s just 
the way that you move
and the way that you are
you know I really can’t describe 

I’ll be where you are x3
and baby you can have whatever you like 
Where you are 
I’ll be where you are x2
and baby you can have whatever you like

hotdeath (oh!)

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Got your life tied in a knot
Show your worst side, what you got?
Let it go, going for the top
On the road, I can never stop

Head-rush  
Sun-kissed
Change the topic
Our lips
Your touch
Tongue tied
Think I love it
Out my mind

Head-rush
Sun-kissed
Change the topic
Our lips
Live it up
Tongue tied
(Risk is drowning but I'm gonna take it)

(Isn't it fun)
Think I met you in my past life
It's the right time
I can't let it pass by
(In my head)
Living a lie
Losing myself in the moment
Look myself in the mirror
I know I need you right here

Let it all fall down
I can't feel my own
Your name, I call out
You're all-, all alone
Let it all fall down
I can't feel my own
To you, I call out

afraid2beloved

adam fadi

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