this was never finished so yay -_-  came up with the chorus early last year but never rlly felt comfortable to drop this because im so self conscious about my music rofl 
hope someone hears this and enjoys it :) also don't ask for it to drop on streaming or anything, i'm gna post some songs on here but only for FUNNNN (and boredom honestly), i don't plan to become a musician. 

produced by omar duro
vocals, mixing, fx, songwriting all by meh :D


LYRICS:

thought I was lost
need a another high
bring my heart right back to life, now I crave u all the time
then I found u
at the right time of the night
thought I'd drink until I die, p-party till I'm fine
didn't take long...
till I found myself obsessed 
ur my new addiction baby
god, I'm such a mess
and now I'm
calling every second
hoping you'll hear my message

don't wanna hit and run
then u break my heart
reopen every scar
throw my heart back in the dark
hit and run
I fall for every word
heart's bruising from the hurt
throw me back just like some dirt
hit and run
then u break my heart
reopen every scar
throw my heart back in the dark, hit and run
I fall for every word
heart's bruising from the hurt
throw me back just like some dirt
hit and run

verse 1x and then chorus <3

Hit & Run [prod. Omar Duro]

this is never officially coming out. somewhat finished. also i think someone else officially bought the rights to the beat so. fun.

prod by omar duro
vocals, mixing, songwriting by meh :D

Maniac! [prod. Omar Duro]

UPCOMING SONG TEASER (prod. me)

prod. Omar Duro (he's literally so talentedddd)

this is a rough demo i made for fun lolz i was bored and wanted to make a song with this beat.

Hook Up [prod. Omar Duro]

prod. omar duro
mixing / lyrics / vocals: me

Perfection [prod. Omar Duro]

if monster energy (ultra strawberry dreams flavor) was a song..

Theme Song [prod. Dark Fantasy]

this is what u get after drinking 12 redbulls.

just a demo haha

Obsession [prod. Lil Zaynne]

Fight Or Flight [prod. Omar Duro]

demo

never coming out officially, just a rough demo and idea that i recorded in like 3-4 mins lmao

Touch N Go [prod. kngxdior & Omar Duro]

prod. EightySevenMusic

my future album will be called Overnight Sensation but it will not have this track on it...

i was listening to a lot of livvi franc when i made this.

not at all done. I've reworked and re recorded this but it doesn't have the same feel. so here u go. I'm not finishing it. this song is about a lot of things. the feeling of wanting to get someone ur interested in's attention despite being ignored time and time again. knowing it could never happen. or might never happen. or we're not deserving enough for it to happen to us specifically. but yet we still chase it/that person, knowing the realistic outcome but holding onto our thought out, "perfect" outcome. no one ever correlates it with wanting to make it as a star. with music I often find myself trying to find motivation in dropping demos/ideas. sometimes I feel like i'm just overworking myself for nothing and throwing my stuff out to a brick wall. but despite my occasional feelings I still keep writing/recording and will continue trying to. i love electro pop and pop punk (surprise). that's the music i've always wanted to make. I might never make it as a popstar. but I won't know the outcome if I don't try and remain determined. i refuse to give up.

*I do not own this beat nor am I claiming to. just a concept idea.*

Overnight Sensation [prod. EightySevenMusic]

took this open verse song and recorded verses for it. not finished but idc. future stuff is gonna be better. very fitting for october. hope u like it! <3


prod. benny blanco
writers - adam von vain (for my verse haha), neon hitch, benny blanco

zombie (feat. neon hitch)

wrote this about relapse sex/going back to someone who's not good for u but ur so used to them you cant imagine life without them...enjoy :D

Relapse [prod. J Official]

Give Me What I Want [prod. EightySevenMusic]

Starstruck [prod. AEon]

Leave U! [prod. EightySevenMusic]

Feel This High [prod. phoenixelement & kngxdior‬]

beat samples hate me, love me by the iCarly legend "Ginger Fox". <3 not finished at all lol. I don't think i'll ever finish it but it was recorded for "Music Is All Around Me".

WITHOUTURLUV [Prod. PhoenixElement] (Ruff Demo)

recorded for "Music Is All Around Me" months ago but scrapped from tracklist. love this demo though i had a cold when I recorded this LMAOOO

Tears [Prod. EightySevenMusic] (Demo)

i was bored and made this. will re record the verses soon and post the full :-D

Masquerade (Ashley Tisdale Cover) [Snippet]

Self Control [prod. sparobeatz]

inspo for this song was the site stickydrama. it was a tabloid site that talked and reported scene/emo drama constantly, despite the fact that the scene kids the site attacked were just simply trying to find themselves. so it felt fitting for me. i'm always interested in finding love but won't waste my time with someone who loves drama and finding issues with everything i do.

StickyDrama [prod. kngxdior & phoenixelement]

also inspired by a site that was very terrible. tried to make it into a lighthearted song. hope u like :p

Is Anyone Up? [prod. phoenixelement]

Control [Prod. Adam Von Vain]

old demo. never put it out because it's kinda mediocre. beat is incredible though. produced by omar duro

lyrics:

CHORUS: 
wish i'm a robot
let u do whatever u want
so u could get away
with playing dumb
wish I'm a robot
I know that you'll never give up
look what you've caused, now i'm not in love

VERSE 1:
u play so innocent
now i've got u down on ur knees
and yet u twist it
everything u wish u could be

self inflicted
what's ur last words for me?
addictive
ruin everything you see

pre:
i'm pretty used
to what u do
not out of the blue
for u, deny the truth
was stuck on u
but now we're through
I hope u meet ur match soon

CHORUS: 
wish i'm a robot
let u do whatever u want
so u could get away
with ur act of just playing dumb
wish I'm a robot
I know that you'll never give up
look what you've caused, now i'm not in love

verse 2:
u play so innocent
now i've got u down on ur knees
and yet u twist it
everything u wish u could be

self inflicted
what's ur last words for me?
addictive
ruin everything you see

pre:
i'm pretty used
to what u do
not out of the blue
for u, deny the truth
was stuck on u
but now we're through
I hope u meet ur match soon

CHORUS: 
wish i'm a robot
let u do whatever u want
so u could get away
with ur act of just playing dumb
wish I'm a robot
I know that you'll never give up
look what you've caused, now i'm not in love

Robot [very rough demo]

i hate this demo so much. recorded very early last month. again better fresh stuff is coming <3

Just That Hot [Prod. Lil Zaynne]

one of my best songs ever can i get an amen

Nightcore - Obsession [prod. Lil Zaynne]

now THIS....i love this one.

slightly sped up to make it more upbeat :-D

Pulse [Prod. Kngx Dior]

recorded in november of last year. open verse unintentionally. couldn't figure out good fitting verses for this song. I still can't figure a right chorus for this instrumental.


bridge is about co dependency. becoming so dependent on someone (or even a group of people!) or something that u begin to lose the fun aspects that define u,  thus "giving ur soul away". a lot of times it happens without us even realizing in the moment. or we notice it but we feel too defeated to try and make an effort for solely ourselves. thing is, it's a double entendre that's open to interpretation about fame, a relationship of any sort. idk. I'm rambling. hope u luv the song :d production inspo was dev/the cataracs. if you've never listened to them, what r u doing??

Career Suicide [prod. me]

BRUTALITY sessions/scrap...

LYRICS:

CHORUS:
I MAKE MY OWN HEAD SPIN
AS I DROWN OUT THE LIGHTS....
SOMETIMES I WISH I'D QUIT
YET I FALL DEEPER IN LIES.....
CREATE AN IMAGE, A PERSONA
HIDE BEHIND IT TONIGHT!
IT'S SO UNUSUAL
ONLY THING THAT YOU'LL EVER FIND

I MAKE MY OWN HEAD SPIN
AS I DROWN OUT THE LIGHTS
SOMETIMES I WISH I'D QUIT
YET I FALL DEEPER IN LIES
CREATE AN IMAGE, A PERSONA
HIDE BEHIND IT TONIGHT
IT'S SO UNUSUAL
ONLY THING THAT YOU'LL EVER FIND

VERSE 1:
STUCK AT THE BOTTOM
ATTRACTED PROBLEMS
CAN'T SEEM TO SPOT THEM
IN MY LIFE.....

I'VE GOT A HABIT
OF BEING RECKLESS
OF FEELING TEMPTED
AND YET I TRY

PRE:
TO HOOK AND PULL U IN
IM SUCH A MASOCHIST 
I'D THROW MY SOUL AWAY
TO HAVE U FOR THE DAY

YOU'LL FIND ME CHASING FAME
SOME NIGHTS I'LL GET AWAY
PATTERN REMAINS THE SAME
THINK I'LL ELABORATE 

CHORUS:
I MAKE MY OWN HEAD SPIN
AS I DROWN OUT THE LIGHTS
SOMETIMES I WISH I'D QUIT
YET I FALL DEEPER IN LIES
CREATE AN IMAGE, A PERSONA
HIDE BEHIND IT TONIGHT
IT'S SO UNUSUAL
ONLY THING THAT YOU'LL EVER FIND

I MAKE MY OWN HEAD SPIN
AS I DROWN OUT THE LIGHTS
SOMETIMES I WISH I'D QUIT
YET I FALL DEEPER IN LIES
CREATE AN IMAGE, A PERSONA
HIDE BEHIND IT TONIGHT
IT'S SO UNUSUAL
ONLY THING THAT YOU'LL EVER FIND

VERSE 1:
STUCK AT THE BOTTOM
ATTRACTED PROBLEMS
CAN'T SEEM TO SPOT THEM
IN MY LIFE.....

I'VE GOT A HABIT
OF BEING RECKLESS
OF FEELING TEMPTED
AND YET I TRY

PRE:
TO HOOK AND PULL U IN
IM SUCH A MASOCHIST 
I'D THROW MY SOUL AWAY
TO HAVE U FOR THE DAY

YOU'LL FIND ME CHASING FAME
SOME NIGHTS I'LL GET AWAY
PATTERN REMAINS THE SAME
THINK I'LL ELABORATE 

CHORUS:
I MAKE MY OWN HEAD SPIN
AS I DROWN OUT THE LIGHTS
SOMETIMES I WISH I'D QUIT
YET I FALL DEEPER IN LIES
CREATE AN IMAGE, A PERSONA
HIDE BEHIND IT TONIGHT
IT'S SO UNUSUAL
ONLY THING THAT YOU'LL EVER FIND

I MAKE MY OWN HEAD SPIN
AS I DROWN OUT THE LIGHTS
SOMETIMES I WISH I'D QUIT
YET I FALL DEEPER IN LIES
CREATE AN IMAGE, A PERSONA
HIDE BEHIND IT TONIGHT
IT'S SO UNUSUAL
ONLY THING THAT YOU'LL EVER FIND

BRIDGE:
TO HOOK AND PULL U IN
IM SUCH A MASOCHIST 
I'D THROW MY SOUL AWAY
TO HAVE U FOR THE DAY

YOU'LL FIND ME CHASING FAME
SOME NIGHTS I'LL GET AWAY
PATTERN REMAINS THE SAME
THINK I'LL ELABORATE x2

CHORUS:
I MAKE MY OWN HEAD SPIN
AS I DROWN OUT THE LIGHTS
SOMETIMES I WISH I'D QUIT
YET I FALL DEEPER IN LIES
CREATE AN IMAGE, A PERSONA
HIDE BEHIND IT TONIGHT
IT'S SO UNUSUAL
ONLY THING THAT YOU'LL EVER FIND

I MAKE MY OWN HEAD SPIN
AS I DROWN OUT THE LIGHTS
SOMETIMES I WISH I'D QUIT
YET I FALL DEEPER IN LIES
CREATE AN IMAGE, A PERSONA
HIDE BEHIND IT TONIGHT
IT'S SO UNUSUAL
ONLY THING THAT YOU'LL EVER FIND

So Unusual [Prod. Bezo17] (Demo)

FeelUrTouch [prod. AleSmurf20]

brutality scrap/horrible demo. brutality is scrapped, better and stronger record is coming soon!!! :D will post more songs recorded for the og project.

Eye U Down [prod. SpArObEatZ]

from my upcoming project, "BRUTALITY", coming july of next year.  :-D

LYRICS:

VERSE 1:
An image perfected, for the life we've been given
Can't take this affliction or your addiction

In the spotlight, I'm dancing on the floor
Like Britney, gimme more
Reckless like i'm in "Jersey Shore"
In the limelight, I seem just fine
But this love is suffocating and I think it's time

CHORUS:
Might find me watching "The Hills"
I'm so much more than a thrill
Or just an obsession that you feel
I'm not that superficial, your image ain't official
You just keep hiding who you are, wait for your heart to rip

POST CHORUS:
In two, all cause you
Don't wanna tell the world what you do
This love is cruel
Between us two
Fell deep, now i'm through with you

(Drop)

Verse 1 repeated along with Chorus/Post :)

Tell The World [prod. Omar Duro]

from my upcoming project, "BRUTALITY", coming july of next year. :)

LYRICS:
CHORUS:
I'm done, you lost
The guy that would love you
The guy that you trust you

I'm done, so long
You had your hold on me
Now I can finally breathe

(breathes)

Can finally breathe...

VERSE 1:
Drink in my hand, I'm feeling alive
I'm loving the night, enjoying the ride
And the rush of getting so high
On this bass tonight, heart's cold just like ice

PRE:
Time to face the consequences
Our love was such a mess, it's disturbing
Wanted, you're sick and dirty
But you ever did was hurt me

CHORUS:
I'm done, you lost
The guy that would love you
The guy that you trust you

I'm done, so long
You had your hold on me
Now I can finally breathe

POST: 
Keep up, up, up with my love, love, love
Keep up, up, up with my love, love, love

Keep up, up, up with my love, love, love
Keep up, up, up with my love, love, love

VERSE 2:
Stranger walks up in this club
Now I think i'm, falling in love
Gave them my heart
and my love
Take me home, that's all that I want

PRE, CHORUS, POST, THEN PRE, CHORUS & POST :-D

Done [prod. EightySevenMusic]

i got bored. was going to post something else but ya the software I use for my music is glitching and not saving my work.....#fun. enjoy o.o

if used, please credit me! - xo, adam <3

follow my second account @stardoll2009 if u like shit like dis :o

If U Seek Amy/I Kissed A Girl (*HOT* NEW MASHUP)

posted this on my old main YouTube channel years ago. had to change the pitch for copyright reasons + it's cooler this way. if used, credit me plz!! - xo, adam :-D follow meh second account if u like cool $hit like this <3 @stardoll2009


songs used:
KE$HA - BLOW
BRITNEY SPEARS - (DROP DEAD) BEAUTIFUL

(Drop Dead) Beautiful & Blow [*HOT* NEW MASHUP!]

BRUTALITY sessions/scrap


just a demo xx... i don't own the rights to this beat

Paper [prod. Sevenths]

i post demos on here regularly. i want everyone who checks out my work to leave this page feeling something. whether that feeling is anger or excitement, even. that's the goal of art. if i'm not doing that, I'm not doing my job. i am determined to make it and stay fully committed to my creative vision. i don't intent for my music to sound great. they're all rough demos and everyone who listens, gets the vision and general idea for what i'm doing. i have many concepts and plan to explore them all. join the ride or feel free to hate me into success. both benefits me in the end.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀more about me: i'm indo-caribbean. yay. i also want to make punk rock songs and those songs are coming soon. just trying to find my sound before i make permanent decisions to my career and just posting demos as i find it. :]

adam von vain

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