update - this was the first song i ever fully recorded and finished and felt proud of and content with. :-) thanks for supporting me guys. i used to feel so self conscious about myself and my music and now i embrace it. it’s all an extension of me. 

og description:
this was never finished so yay -_-  came up with the chorus early last year but never rlly felt comfortable to drop this because im so self conscious about my music rofl 
hope someone hears this and enjoys it :) also don't ask for it to drop on streaming or anything, i'm gna post some songs on here but only for FUNNNN (and boredom honestly), i don't plan to become a musician. 

produced by omar duro
vocals, mixing, fx, songwriting all by meh :D


LYRICS:

thought I was lost
need a another high
bring my heart right back to life, now I crave u all the time
then I found u
at the right time of the night
thought I'd drink until I die, p-party till I'm fine
didn't take long...
till I found myself obsessed 
ur my new addiction baby
god, I'm such a mess
and now I'm
calling every second
hoping you'll hear my message

don't wanna hit and run
then u break my heart
reopen every scar
throw my heart back in the dark
hit and run
I fall for every word
heart's bruising from the hurt
throw me back just like some dirt
hit and run
then u break my heart
reopen every scar
throw my heart back in the dark, hit and run
I fall for every word
heart's bruising from the hurt
throw me back just like some dirt
hit and run

verse 1x and then chorus <3

Hit & Run [prod. Omar Duro]

UPCOMING SONG TEASER (prod. me)

prod. Omar Duro (he's literally so talentedddd)

this is a rough demo i made for fun lolz i was bored and wanted to make a song with this beat.

Hook Up [prod. Omar Duro]

if monster energy (ultra strawberry dreams flavor) was a song..

Theme Song [prod. Dark Fantasy]

this is what u get after drinking 12 redbulls.

just a demo haha

Obsession [prod. Lil Zaynne]

demo

never coming out officially, just a rough demo and idea that i recorded in like 3-4 mins lmao

Touch N Go [prod. kngxdior & Omar Duro]

took this open verse song and recorded verses for it. not finished but idc. future stuff is gonna be better. very fitting for october. hope u like it! <3


prod. benny blanco
writers - adam von vain (for my verse haha), neon hitch, benny blanco

zombie (feat. neon hitch)

Starstruck [prod. AEon]

recorded for "Music Is All Around Me" months ago but scrapped from tracklist. love this demo though i had a cold when I recorded this LMAOOO

Tears [Prod. EightySevenMusic] (Demo)

i was bored and made this. will re record the verses soon and post the full :-D

Masquerade (Ashley Tisdale Cover) [Snippet]

Self Control [prod. sparobeatz]

inspo for this song was the site stickydrama. it was a tabloid site that talked and reported scene/emo drama constantly, despite the fact that the scene kids the site attacked were just simply trying to find themselves. so it felt fitting for me. i'm always interested in finding love but won't waste my time with someone who loves drama and finding issues with everything i do.

StickyDrama [prod. kngxdior & phoenixelement]

also inspired by a site that was very terrible. tried to make it into a lighthearted song. hope u like :p

Is Anyone Up? [prod. phoenixelement]

Control [Prod. Adam Von Vain]

i hate this demo so much. recorded very early last month. again better fresh stuff is coming <3

Just That Hot [Prod. Lil Zaynne]

one of my best songs ever can i get an amen

Nightcore - Obsession [prod. Lil Zaynne]

now THIS....i love this one.

slightly sped up to make it more upbeat :-D

Pulse [Prod. Kngx Dior]

Prod. Mavrick Pop Beats. enjoy :-D

LYRICS >.<

VERSE 1:
THE CAMERA FLASHES
SPOT U IN ACTION
THE TIME IS PASSING
YET WE'RE STILL ACTING

MY HEART'S LEFT RACING
U SPEED THE PACE AND
I TAKE THE FAME IN
SO SICK OF WAITING

PRE:
I DON'T WANT LOVE
IF IT'S CHEAP!
SPEND ON ME
DRIVE ME CRAZY

LATE NIGHTS
CATCH U IN MY DREAMS
AWAKEN ME
I FIND LATELY...


CHORUS:
ROUND AND ROUND
IS ALL I KNOW, IT'S
ON THE GROUND
MY CHANCE OF YOU, I'M
FALLING DOWN
REGAIN MY VISION...
IT'S TWISTED
BUT YET I FALL IN

ROUND AND ROUND
IS ALL I KNOW, IT'S
ON THE GROUND
MY CHANCE OF YOU, I'M
FALLING DOWN
REGAIN MY VISION
IT'S TWISTED
BUT YET I FALL IN

VERSE 2:
THE CAMERA FLASHES
SPOT U IN ACTION
THE TIME IS PASSING
YET WE'RE STILL ACTING

MY HEART'S LEFT RACING
U SPEED THE PACE AND
I TAKE THE FAME IN
SO SICK OF WAITING

PRE:
I DON'T WANT LOVE
IF IT'S CHEAP
SPEND ON ME
DRIVE ME CRAZY

LATE NIGHTS
CATCH U IN MY DREAMS
AWAKEN ME
I FIND LATELY...


CHORUS:
ROUND AND ROUND
IS ALL I KNOW, IT'S
ON THE GROUND
MY CHANCE OF YOU, I'M
FALLING DOWN
REGAIN MY VISION...
IT'S TWISTED
BUT YET I FALL IN

ROUND AND ROUND
IS ALL I KNOW, IT'S
ON THE GROUND
MY CHANCE OF YOU, I'M
FALLING DOWN
REGAIN MY VISION
IT'S TWISTED
BUT YET I FALL IN

CHORUS:
ROUND AND ROUND
IS ALL I KNOW, IT'S
ON THE GROUND
MY CHANCE OF YOU, I'M
FALLING DOWN
REGAIN MY VISION...
IT'S TWISTED
BUT YET I FALL IN

ROUND AND ROUND
IS ALL I KNOW, IT'S
ON THE GROUND
MY CHANCE OF YOU, I'M
FALLING DOWN
REGAIN MY VISION
IT'S TWISTED
BUT YET I FALL IN

Falling Down (HOT iLeaks Exclusive)

All The Time (prod. me) [Demo]

So Right [Prod. SparOBeatz] (d1)

recorded in november of last year. open verse unintentionally. couldn't figure out good fitting verses for this song. I still can't figure a right chorus for this instrumental.


bridge is about co dependency. becoming so dependent on someone (or even a group of people!) or something that u begin to lose the fun aspects that define u,  thus "giving ur soul away". a lot of times it happens without us even realizing in the moment. or we notice it but we feel too defeated to try and make an effort for solely ourselves. thing is, it's a double entendre that's open to interpretation about fame, a relationship of any sort. idk. I'm rambling. hope u luv the song :d production inspo was dev/the cataracs. if you've never listened to them, what r u doing??

Career Suicide [prod. me]

from my upcoming project, "BRUTALITY", coming july of next year.  :-D

LYRICS:

VERSE 1:
An image perfected, for the life we've been given
Can't take this affliction or your addiction

In the spotlight, I'm dancing on the floor
Like Britney, gimme more
Reckless like i'm in "Jersey Shore"
In the limelight, I seem just fine
But this love is suffocating and I think it's time

CHORUS:
Might find me watching "The Hills"
I'm so much more than a thrill
Or just an obsession that you feel
I'm not that superficial, your image ain't official
You just keep hiding who you are, wait for your heart to rip

POST CHORUS:
In two, all cause you
Don't wanna tell the world what you do
This love is cruel
Between us two
Fell deep, now i'm through with you

(Drop)

Verse 1 repeated along with Chorus/Post :)

Tell The World [prod. Omar Duro]

i got bored. was going to post something else but ya the software I use for my music is glitching and not saving my work.....#fun. enjoy o.o

if used, please credit me! - xo, adam <3

follow my second account @stardoll2009 if u like shit like dis :o

If U Seek Amy/I Kissed A Girl (*HOT* NEW MASHUP)

music is all around me sessions. recorded this back in june while sick. enjoy. new better stuff is coming in a few weeks from my new project -_-*

go follow @stardoll2009

hot mess! [prod. kngx dior] (d1)

almost named my next project over this (this was written and intended to be a title track)

lyrics:
VERSE 1:
I TAKE A SIP, MY HEAD RUNS CLEAR...
I ISOLATE, AND UR NOT HERE....
OOH WOAH

PRE:
I'VE BEEN, SUCH A MESS BUT!
UR THE ONE, THE BEST
I TELL MYSELF
IM FINE


I'VE BEEN, SUCH A MESS BUT!
UR THE ONE, THE BEST
I TELL MYSELF
I TRY

CHORUS:
UR JUST A FANTASY
A NEW BRUTALITY
AND I PICK MYSELF UP
NEED U TO LOVE ME!

UR NEVER CLOSE TO ME
BUT U PRETEND TO BE
WE'RE JUST A FANTASY
A NEW, BRUTALITY

[INSTRUMENTAL BREAK]

PRE:
I'VE BEEN, SUCH A MESS BUT!
UR THE ONE, THE BEST
I TELL MYSELF
IM FINE

I'VE BEEN, SUCH A MESS BUT!
UR THE ONE, THE BEST
I TELL MYSELF
I'LL TRY

CHORUS:
UR JUST A FANTASY
A NEW BRUTALITY
AND I PICK MYSELF UP
NEED U TO LOVE ME!

UR NEVER CLOSE TO ME
BUT U PRETEND TO BE
WE'RE JUST A FANTASY
A NEW, BRUTALITY

UR JUST A FANTASY
A NEW BRUTALITY
AND I PICK MYSELF UP
NEED U TO LOVE ME!

UR NEVER CLOSE TO ME
BUT U PRETEND TO BE
WE'RE JUST A FANTASY
A NEW, BRUTALITY

BRIDGE:
AND I HOPE SOMETIMES
IT'LL GET BETTER!
I'M WORSE THAN THE GUY
U MET, YOU'VE LEFT HIM
x2

PRE

CHORUS:
UR JUST A FANTASY
A NEW BRUTALITY
AND I PICK MYSELF UP
NEED U TO LOVE ME!

UR NEVER CLOSE TO ME
BUT U PRETEND TO BE
WE'RE JUST A FANTASY
A NEW BRUTALITY

UR JUST A FANTASY
A NEW BRUTALITY
AND I PICK MYSELF UP
NEED U TO LOVE ME!

UR NEVER CLOSE TO ME
BUT U PRETEND TO BE
WE'RE JUST A FANTASY
A NEW BRUTALITY

Brutality [prod. me]

LYRICS:
CHORUS:
YOU'RE JUST A TOY FRIEND..
I'M PRETTY BORED AND
I WANT MORE WHICH
U CAN'T GIVE ME TONIGHT

UR JUST A TOYFRIEND
IM PRETTY BORED AND
I WANT MORE SO
WALK OUT THE DOOR THIS TIME

VERSE 1:
THERE'S NOTHING COOL ABOUT U
SKIN TO SKIN
I CAN'T BELIEVE I FOUND U
TOOK U IN

I'VE MADE IT CLEAR, I TRIED TO
PULL U, QUICK
BUT UR LOVE IS SO FOREIGN

PRE:
TELL ME YOU'VE BEEN WAITING
FOR THIS INVITATION
U WENT IN TO TAKE IT
U WON'T STOP
THIS CONSTANT COMPLAINING
DONT THINK I CAN TAKE THIS
OR I'M AS COMPLACENT 
I'LL JUST RUN

CHORUS

Toyfriend [prod. kngx dior]

LYRICS:
DO YOU REALLY WANT ME?
OR DO U NOT?
U KISS AND TELL, NO I HAVEN'T FORGOT
THE TIMES THAT YOU TOLD ME
TOLD ME U LOVED ME
(OH WOAHHH)

I FIND MYSELF SO SICK OF YOUR GAMES
IM NOT EVEN MOVED 
BY THE WORDS THAT U SAY
THINK YOU CAN PLAY ME
THINK YOU CAN BREAK ME?

(OH WOAH)

PRE:
CAUSE EVEN THOUGH I CANT GET MYSELF TO MOVE ON
WHILE U MAKE A MOVE ON
SOMEBODY ELSE...

CAUSE EVEN THOUGH I'LL SLEEP IN UR BED
I WAKE UP YOU'VE LEFT
I'LL BE UR BIGGEST REGRET

CHORUS:
I'VE BEEN HEARING WHISPERS LATELY
BOUT U AND IT'S KINDA CRAZY
YOU'LL NEVER FIND LOVE LIKE THIS
LOVE LIKE THIS, OH WOAHHH

I'VE BEEN HEARING WHISPERS LATELY
BOUT U AND IT'S KINDA CRAZY
GOOD LUCK IF U TRY!
IT WON'T SUFFICE, U WON'T FIND A LOVE LIKE MINE


VERSE 2: 
IS HE EVERYTHING, THAT U WANTED BEFORE?
I TRIED TO GIVE, BUT U WENT AND IGNORED
YOU'LL REALIZE THE DAMAGE IN ALL THAT YOU'VE DONE
YOU'LL TRY TO TALK AND I'LL BE LONG GONE

I'LL KEEP IT GOING WITH MY LIFE..
I'M NOT THINKING ABOUT YOU, I SAID GOODBYE
I SEE IT ALL SO CLEAR NOW
SO GOOD LUCK WITH UR REBOUND

PRE

CHORUS X2

Whispers [prod. kngx dior]

my worst song ever.

LYRICS:
VERSE:
I FELT A SHOCK
NEVER WAS
THE TYPE TO KNOW LOVE
BUT THEN I SAW THAT YOU'VE GOT
AN INCREDIBLE HEART

I'M TAKING ALL OF MY CHANCES ON U I TRUST...
I TRUST....

PRE:
I KNOW THAT THIS COULD GET UGLY
ALTHOUGH UR ANYTHING BUT
I KNOW THAT THIS COULD GET UGLY
I THINK IM TAKING THIS SHOT

I KNOW THAT THIS COULD GET UGLY
I THINK UR TAKING THIS SHOT

CHORUS:
YOU HIT ME HEAD ON
NOW I THINK IM FALLING FOR IT
U HIT ME HEAD ON, ONE ON ONE
AND IT'S THE SAME LOVE SONG
BUT NOW IT'S RELOADED
U HIT ME HEAD ON, I CAN'T RUN

Head On [prod. BachBeats]

VERSE 1:
NIGHT TO DAWN
CALL U UP
WON'T U REMAIN HERE IN MY ARMS?
I'M IN LOVE
JUST BECAUSE
I DON'T NEED A REASON, YOU'RE ENOUGH

PRE:
I CAN FEEL UR HEART RACE
BLOOD PUMPS AND NOW MY FACE
IS PRESSED NEAR UR CHEST....
CAN'T LAY THIS REST

CHORUS:
KISS ME
LIKE U MEAN IT
TELL ME
I'M ALL U EVER WANTED
TRUST ME
I CAN FEEL IT
TELL ME
I'M ALL U EVER WANTED


BRIDGE:
HOLD ON
WE GO ON
YET SO STRONG
NEVER ENDING 
OUR TEMPT 
IS BEGINNING
X2

All U Ever Wanted [prod. Mavrick Pop Beats]

Like U [prod. kngx dior]

Stickydrama [feat. Sc4rlet Lux]

made by ME! the full song/first demo leaked two months ago however I decided to combine the demo's acapella and rajiv dhall's released version of this song (1D's label sold it to him!). <3 <3

One Direction - Just Can't Let Her Go (Final Version Edit)

ya

from music is all around me sessions. og demo by jaine the machine

next project comes out march 1 and sounds nothing like this

making y2k music and working on my next record.  :-D i post demos on here regularly. i want everyone who checks out my work to leave feeling something. whether that feeling is hateful or even excitement. that's the goal of art. if i'm not doing that, I'm not doing my job. i am determined to make it and stay fully committed to my creative vision. i don't intent for my music to sound great. they're all rough demos and everyone who listens, gets the vision and general idea for what i'm doing. i have many concepts and plan to explore them all. join the ride or feel free to hate me into success. both benefits me in the end.


just trying to find my sound before i make permanent decisions to my career and just posting demos as i find it. :]

adam von vain

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