this was never finished so yay -_-  came up with the chorus early last year but never rlly felt comfortable to drop this because im so self conscious about my music rofl 
hope someone hears this and enjoys it :) also don't ask for it to drop on streaming or anything, i'm gna post some songs on here but only for FUNNNN (and boredom honestly), i don't plan to become a musician. 

produced by omar duro
vocals, mixing, fx, songwriting all by meh :D


LYRICS:

thought I was lost
need a another high
bring my heart right back to life, now I crave u all the time
then I found u
at the right time of the night
thought I'd drink until I die, p-party till I'm fine
didn't take long...
till I found myself obsessed 
ur my new addiction baby
god, I'm such a mess
and now I'm
calling every second
hoping you'll hear my message

don't wanna hit and run
then u break my heart
reopen every scar
throw my heart back in the dark
hit and run
I fall for every word
heart's bruising from the hurt
throw me back just like some dirt
hit and run
then u break my heart
reopen every scar
throw my heart back in the dark, hit and run
I fall for every word
heart's bruising from the hurt
throw me back just like some dirt
hit and run

verse 1x and then chorus <3

Hit & Run [prod. Omar Duro]

this is never officially coming out. somewhat finished. also i think someone else officially bought the rights to the beat so. fun.

prod by omar duro
vocals, mixing, songwriting by meh :D

Maniac! [prod. Omar Duro]

UPCOMING SONG TEASER (prod. me)

prod. Omar Duro (he's literally so talentedddd)

this is a rough demo i made for fun lolz i was bored and wanted to make a song with this beat.

Hook Up [prod. Omar Duro]

Dance For! [prod. Diemond]

prod. omar duro
mixing / lyrics / vocals: me

Perfection! [prod. Omar Duro] [demo]

open verse unintentionally. couldn't figure out good fitting verses for this song. I still can't figure a right chorus for this instrumental.

career suicide! [prod. me]

story with this is pretty interesting. 

so i came across a botdf instrumental (not a fan of the music/especially dahvie, some songs like yo ho and lovestruck r cool but the instrumentals and merch is so KEWL) back in feb last year and there was an unreleased instrumental leaked which happened to be this one.

wrote and recorded this months later when I figured out how to really make music. there's not much info abt botdf's producers (I don't blame them). so ya. fun. this is never officially coming out as one it's not great and two i'd have to ask #that man for permission to drop it...which I refuse to ever reach out to him.

Theme Song! [prod. Dark Fantasy]

wrote this for a friend and ended up making another song for them cause i hate this one haha

Freedom (All I Need Is) [Prod. Me]

this is what u get after drinking 12 redbulls.

just a demo haha

Obsession [prod. Lil Zaynne]

Fight Or Flight [prod. Omar Duro]

demo

never coming out officially, just a rough demo and idea that i recorded in like 3-4 mins lmao

Touch N Go [prod. kngxdior & Omar Duro]

prod. EightySevenMusic

my future album will be called Overnight Sensation but it will not have this track on it...

i was listening to a lot of livvi franc when i made this.

not at all done. I've reworked and re recorded this but it doesn't have the same feel. so here u go. I'm not finishing it. this song is about a lot of things. the feeling of wanting to get someone ur interested in's attention despite being ignored time and time again. knowing it could never happen. or might never happen. or we're not deserving enough for it to happen to us specifically. but yet we still chase it/that person, knowing the realistic outcome but holding onto our thought out, "perfect" outcome. no one ever correlates it with wanting to make it as a star. with music I often find myself trying to find motivation in dropping demos/ideas. sometimes I feel like i'm just overworking myself for nothing and throwing my stuff out to a brick wall. but despite my occasional feelings I still keep writing/recording and will continue trying to. i love electro pop and pop punk (surprise). that's the music i've always wanted to make. I might never make it as a popstar. but I won't know the outcome if I don't try and remain determined. i refuse to give up.

*I do not own this beat nor am I claiming to. just a concept idea.*

Overnight Sensation [prod. EightySevenMusic]

this demo is a year old!! didn't care to finish it but i kinda luv it. vocals weren't giving (I was dealing with a cold when i recorded this LMAOOO). new stuff will be way better <3

Magic [prod. Me]

took this open verse song and recorded verses for it. not finished but idc. future stuff is gonna be better. very fitting for october. hope u like it! <3


prod. benny blanco
writers - adam von vain (for my verse haha), neon hitch, benny blanco

zombie (feat. neon hitch)

wrote this about relapse sex/going back to someone who's not good for u but ur so used to them you cant imagine life without them...enjoy :D

Relapse [prod. J Official]

Give Me What I Want [prod. EightySevenMusic]

Starstruck [prod. AEon]

Leave U! [prod. EightySevenMusic]

Feel This High [prod. phoenixelement & kngxdior‬]

beat samples hate me, love me by the iCarly legend "Ginger Fox". <3 not finished at all lol. I don't think i'll ever finish it but it was recorded for "Music Is All Around Me".

WITHOUTURLUV [Prod. PhoenixElement] (Ruff Demo)

recorded for "Music Is All Around Me" months ago but scrapped from tracklist. love this demo though i had a cold when I recorded this LMAOOO

Tears [Prod. EightySevenMusic] (Demo)

i was bored and made this. will re record the verses soon and post the full :-D

Masquerade (Ashley Tisdale Cover) [Snippet]

recorded this in feb out of boredom. not finished and I don't plan to re record it haha

Just a Friend [Jasmine V Cover]

tried to write something i'd pitch to britney for her femme fatale album. I failed. luv that album tho. this is just a demo.

Just That Hot [Prod. Lil Zaynne]

Self Control [prod. sparobeatz]

inspo for this song was the site stickydrama. it was a tabloid site that talked and reported scene/emo drama constantly, despite the fact that the scene kids the site attacked were just simply trying to find themselves. so it felt fitting for me. i'm always interested in finding love but won't waste my time with someone who loves drama and finding issues with everything i do.

StickyDrama [prod. kngxdior & phoenixelement]

also inspired by a site that was very terrible. tried to make it into a lighthearted song. hope u like :p

Is Anyone Up? [prod. phoenixelement]

wrote this in feb of last year. recorded this in october last year however never put it out as it sounded too rough demo-ish. idrc about that anymore, i like the song so here u gooooo. also wow i sound young here a bit 


instrumental - Guinevere - Crazy Crazy (Instrumental Remake)

All The Time [Prod. CardiDardi] [Demo]

not finished. just an idea. i don't own any rights to this beat, just wanted to post this :D

Sun Comes Up [prod. Disco Diva]

Feels So Right [prod. SparoBeatz]

Music Is All Around Me [Prod. EightySevenMusic]

I Hate This Part [prod. kngx dior]

Truth/Dare [Prod. SpArObeAtZ]

just a cover of a neon hitch/kerli song that never got released >.<

Push Rewind [Prod. Tom Meredith]

just a demo xx... i don't own the rights to this beat

Paper [prod. Sevenths]

Finish Line [prod. SpArObeAtZ]

FASCINATION [Prod. Omar Duro] (Unfinished)

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