Lexapro original demo

not asleep
ignore the facts
go inside 
I can tell your lying 
I think its cute
when its obvious
and you know im just a vessel
salty water
message from god
gummy blood

well im concerned on the cosmic plane
good and bad is a made language
poetry so stupid and fake
but I still hope you'll find it lovely
cause I think you're lovely
will you love me 
love me
love

now without you wow im getting smarter
suddenly my heart is totally cool
one second please I can't try any harder
I believe in you close to me
but I hate the past
get it out of my head
makes me wanna die
makes me wish I was dead

but that's so stupid so I won't say
I think in New York I wanna drop lots of acid
if dumb is happy then try harder
id be surprised if you didn't hurt me
I wanna look but should I mind my own business
CHANGE THESE MF LYRICS GIRL 
id be surprised if you didn't hurt me
I think you're lovely
so how could you love me
love me
love me
ha

Oh No I Threw Up

- take ah’a out of bridge, unnecessary better striped down

You Didnt Know

Unfinished Demo

2. Happy Girl original demo

My mind hurts I go outside to run away
Out in the snow shock so I can escape me
I don’t feel it maybe im somewhat vacant
Did I just want something that cannot happen?

Watching all the smart girls out doing dumb things
To be in a state opposite to reality
I need that I wanna feel alright ideally 
Love is the cure what this is feels for real 
they're  high 
like the chemtrails
Over the night club
to be laughing 
to be pretty 
to be seen

Don’t worry about how the story will end
The truth usually betrays people in the end
To wish away and erase the painful memories
im back in the city meet me for a drink bb

Grey day dim in the rain wet clothes piled on the floor
I don’t feel like a real woman ???? but I felt so pretty as ugly before
The fact is every one of us is arrested
or maybe or maybe or maybe

pretty ugly Unmixed Demo

I was happy in the zone
in the club fairy dusted fun
enjoying whatever to achieve
cameras out no more guilty
to perform out all night
sitting here reminds me why
there is no time to regret
innocuous its my business
 
come on keep the candle burning
come on keep the dream on fire
come on keep the candle burning
come on keep the dream on fire

everything that's good in life
I can half control my life
and ill hit the road again
without no resentment
im as strong as I wanna be
take care of you make my money
city changes every day
I think that we'll be 

come on keep the candle burning
come on keep the dream on fire
come on keep the candle burning
come on keep the dream on fire

Swimming at the motel six 
Dance along romance music 
Crush modelos under stars
Swinging in the old backyard
 
no ones left back home to miss
to know what you were or did
some things take a real long time
sun hits highway gold like

honey
american honey

American Honey Unmixed Demo

Seems like something should be there but isn’t
In my restless dreams I see that town 
Barefoot on the porch the summer hisses
I feel like the weight i’m under now 

I can feel my heart
Im the same as I always was

No one talked to me i stood there reeling
Near the flat shoals curb where we would link
See the boys laugh in my cornered moment
Then they walk up always scared for me

And I say 

I can feel my heart
Im the same as I always was
I can feel my heart
Im the same as I always was

How do I choose what’s real or ideal?
Run my head on movie tricks?
Closest i have ever felt to that
so how do i read the hand i get?

the same demo

sometimes wen things are hard that's when you gotta be grateful

I really do have love for god and meaning
But I can rarely take it on the chin
Who don’t want an agreement
Easy fantasy to get wrapped in
Why should I want when I can simply do this
If that’s the way of giving back to you 

Yeah
I keep seeing something behind me
Yeah
I keep seeing something behind

Decisions wash baptism without water 
The hypnic trance when you glow through a star 
leave or stay it gets harder 
Only losers become afraid 
I could turn away to face ultimate freedom
To give you life I know that you deserve

Yeah 
I keep seeing something behind me
Yeah
I keep seeing something behind me

Thank Uu (born from a wish) demo nostalgia

Possibly something more breakbeaty at the beginning

Absorbed in the head 
Locked into a trance
memories amphetamines
Butterflies on the breeze

Look at all the damage we repair
Safe inside the people that your with   
Deep down I know and believe
Deep down I know and believe

i’m the loneliest doll
But there it was fine
It’s natural 
Cuz dreams are just like beer
And we were drunk all year

night knows what morning can not see
And we saw the strings that connected things 
Deep down I know and believe
Deep down I know and believe

In my life there’s nothing as boring and so pure as those times that dragged forever still all I have is to find you here anyways

Foreverrr

I was happy in the zone
In the club fairy dusted fun 
Enjoying what I worked to achieve
Cameras out no more guilty 
To perform out all night
sitting here reminds me why
There is no time to regret 
Innocuous it’s my bus-

Come on keep the candle burning
Come on keep the dream on fire
Come on keep the candle burning
Come on keep the dream on fire

Everything that’s good in life
I can half control my life 
And I’ll hit the road again
Without no resentment 
Im as strong as I wanna be 
Take care of you make my money 
city changes every day
I hope that we’ll be o- 

Come on keep the candle burning
Come on keep the dream on fire
Come on keep the candle burning
Come on keep the dream on fire


No ones left back home to miss
To know what you were or did
Some things take a real long time
Sun hits highway gold like honey
Honey 
Honey 
Honey

Honey (im Drowning version) demo

first thing waking up there’s a weight that I’m below
I live the most in a memory 
Get it out my head
Or Pray to get out of the shit 
The Summer south is like a sweet dream
Don’t you want to feel so real?
Don't you wanna live with god again?
I don't want to fight but I always try
Deeper than it is from the outside
Turn in my last check try to take me away from me 
My world is at its start or ending
Don’t you want to feel so real?
Don’t you want to live with god again?

how do you choose what's real or ideal?
run your head on movie tricks?
always at the start and ending
so how do you read the hand I get

surreal upbeat desperate version

normal 4 am quiet demo

autopsy guitar ideas

Always catching you spinning in the circles of the night the
Whip got so close it hurt sweet as sizzurp its nature your hammered  
Shut up more than usual how did you become someone like that
You’re not so shy when were outside (you're pockets lined) id rather sit alone like a wierdo


Don’t work if you’re doing it on purpose
Don’t work if you’re doing it on purpose
Don’t work if you’re doing it on purpose
Know who you are 
Know who you are

Just be yourself resolve to stop it creeps me out your bags are full
Dont you feel crushed you ate it up you won’t feel new with the old tricks 

Don’t work if you’re doing it on purpose
Don’t work if you’re doing it on purpose
Don’t work if you’re doing it on purpose
Know who you are 
Know who you are

hammered (demo)

nobody else  new version insert voice memos later short version demo

Talk to someone

msu version 2 demo

why does this always happen demo

below unfinished demo

I can’t focus on anything at all
And I dont do it to finish first but now
I’m staring in the corner its my punishment
Punishment
Im never gonna fall away 
And I dont wanna change 

I can’t lose 
cuz I’m just here to have my fun and act like
everything is perfect even when its not I guess thats your punishment
Punishment
If anybody’s down on that
Then they can go wrong if they want

Are you still here with us
I count the hours 
I know you're out there
You dont stop 
It’s just in your head
in your head
in your head

We dont need that 
If you’re not going to have it
what the point of this if this it dont clear 
your head
your head
your head 
 
None really warned me I would get into this trouble
But id rather fight than switch can only stay mad for so long until im over it
This is reality
not falling through the cracks 

you’ll start doing it with the guy who are better than you
Thats what this is all about
Its doing things you didn’t know you that could do before
You really have to see yourself
I want it cut and dry

Are you still here with us
I count the hours 
I know your out there
You dont stop 
It’s just in your head
in your head
in your head

We dont need that 
If you’re not going to have it
what the point of this if it dont clear 
your head
In your head
In your head 
 
You take a slam you get hurt but 
Ive worn myself down to a nub
With nothing else around
Its a great stress release 
Fly baby fly
And you can lose track

adderall song demo

He saw me cave
In the parking lot
Thats why were eating this fish
I like my life
Street stuff we do and watch

What you doing right now
Favor I need 
Im sweating but
Its awful good to see you 

Am I doing the right
Am I doing the right thing thing
Im out of the blue I laugh not to cry

Am I doing the right
Am I doing the right thing thing
Its fucked getting hurt
But its part of it

I felt like whore receiving money for this
Under the moon
Held by your warmth

Im more of a body 
When it’s against yours
His hands upon me
I swam up to shore

Swaying and floating
In my imagination
Your hung up eyes
Searching for invitation

Im going im sorry
If it means anything
You’re a real legend


Do you know what’s next
Do you know what’s next
Do you know what’s next

Take the road u houldve take
The problem with being a woman
People are always 
Tryna tell you what you should do

Just have to disappear
But I dont have no regrets

I dont know what do 
I dont know what do 
Been taking night shifts

I dont know where im going
And I dont have to tell
Im just a regular person
Doing best with what I have
What you wanna do 
Rushed in and rushed back out
  
Took over your truck
Im drinking its funny thanks
Good show ill see you tomorrow
I did the best that I can
That why I came here tonight

glitter demo

I knew it 
Cuz it happens like a ritual
I knew it
While I was waiting around expecting the call
I knew it
reconciled with the outcome 
I knew it
And subject got exhausted 
Was a slight mistake
And I gotta turn my face away

But we’re running out of things to say
Were running out of things to say
Resist
And you know that I hate to wait
Another drive drive away
we’re running out of things to say
Resist
we’re running out
we’re running away  
     
I knew it
Cuz I came down just to see
I knew it
When the judgement walks or swallows me
I knew it
What I did last night there was he
I knew it 
And im listening in a daze 
I just wanna hear him speak
But I dont even wanna hear him say 
Hey 

Cuz I know I need a break
Were running out of things to say
Resist
And you know that I hate to wait
Another drive drive away

I knew it
Smooth and simple gone to my head
I knew it
How do all these people play pretend
I knew it
I knew I was was posing for him
I knew it
And the knots hold til they're worn out thin 

Can I manage your magnetic blue
Cuz Its blurring everything around you    

cuz we’re running out of things to say
Were running out of things to say
Resist
And you know that I hate to wait
Another drive drive away
we’re running out of things to say
Resist
we’re running out
we’re running away

resist unmixed demo

A whim
Finding a place
possessed 
Scared em away 
Its here
We’d better stay here

We want you to use your power against us
Let the voices steal your soul

We can read the symbols
Were devoted now
I want it again

You’ll bring the gifts 
Tomorrow we’ll sleep it off
Falling in 
hysteria 

We want you to use your power against us
Let the voices steal your soul

Demon shrines
Blood sacrifice
What did you find
Partially changed
Play it back 
All the way through it 

We want you to use your power against us
Let the voices steal your soul

possessed demo

Yes there have been times
I can’t explain it
Thats the way it is
For some reason I 
do not understand
we all have secrets
Its just a matter
find out what they are  
Critical of mine
Corruption and shade
forced resignation
calling attention     
when such things were still
normal bone dry facts

Yes there have been times

You can’t escape without some help 
In the realm of knowledge no thoughts exist
Apart from god we share one will
And we’ll be free when we hold no one to guilt

I could correct instead of punish you
I want in myself what I seek from you 
I guess that passes now for love
But real love can’t ask for anything at all 

My thirty minutes are almost up
I bet he’s hiding somewhere totally cut off
Gone over events too many times
I can account for everything except for why

Hangin around the clowns and the swim girls
You’re pretty pleased with yourself now I bet
dissolve into air you’ll be dirt on the pavement
Some one was lying to you there is always a catch
You’re out of their line of sight in a blind spot
They’ll hide you away and nobody would admit 
There is no shortcut the burden is not light
The one thing in the world u want is an accident
I don’t know wether or not we will find truth
I can’t force you but im so sure theres something you missed

passes

mostly private

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