Beat by Blunted Beats - I do NOT own rights to the instrumental. All lyrics and sound effects are my own. First song, first upload, first everythaaaaang, everybody. 

Hungry For Love

Original lyrics by Addison Andelin. 
Beat by Prod. Tempest. 


LYRICS: 
I wanna slit my wrists in a bowl of cold water, honest
I’m on the track spillin blood emotions in a sonnet
Nobody can fuckin hear me, so theyre all heartless
No one knows about my struggle, so I got this
I’m at a loss for words, (speechless)
Never thought I’d be her, (regrets) 
The girl that’s damaged and hurt (bleedin) 
Seemingly she will never see her worth 

What’s wrong ?? 
Do my verses disturb 
You?? are you not comfortable 
With me expressing my dirt??
I SAY ART IS WORK
Music is long hours, 
Editing each verse 
Trying to create something
You want to be heard
But don’t get lost in (3x)
Creation for others

I’m here, for me 
And all my blood emotions
I’m not myself, but I’ve got myself
I’m going through the motions
If you’re not down, 
Im'a have to ask you to step down
I’m here for me,
And in my blood I’ll drown 

(fading repeat of verse 1)

Blood Emotions (Beat by Tempest)

This is a comical interpretation of what it's like to live with mental illness. Pharmaceuticals become a way of life. I'm chillllll. 

Pharmaceuticals by Punky Brew (Feat. Addi Sinn)

A cover of hurt by Johnny Cash. I used a standard karaoke inst. with no backing vox on it. <3 Enjoy 

Johnny Cash, Hurt (cover) 'Cash By Sinn'

lyrics. kind of: 


They say to me, You've Been a ghost
I say "Ghosts are my biggest fear." 
I try to talk, but they don't know 
Asking questions but the answers would bring em to tears


I feel like nobody knows me, except the man who controlled me,
Because he forced me to show him, parts of me he'd never seen
I feel like I'm fuckin crazy, but my symptoms are labeled 
I self medicate, I'd smoke you all under the table 
 
I say to them,
You just don't know
I'm sorry if I seem a little bit withdrawn
Should I go out? Should I stay at home? 
Meet new people or just feel my feelings all alone?

I feel like nobody knows me, except the man who controlled me,
Because he forced me to show him, parts of me he'd never seen
I feel like I'm fuckin crazy, but my symptoms are labeled 
I self medicate, I'd smoke you all under the table

This is the roughest pain Ive ever known, but if I can get through this
Then I'm fuckin made of stone 

If there's no light at the end of the tunnel, 
There's always...the option to go home 


beat by: www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZWMKSCcs4D8

Been a Ghost

Whose skin 
Is it that I'm in?
Feels like I'll
Never sleep again
Tonight, I stayed up a little late
Cuz someone offered me a key of ...cocaine

Cocaina 
That yayo x2 etc

Cocaina lyrics by Addi- Halsey Gasoline Type Beat (Prod. by Verbs)

Where Were You

Unedited, no mastering. Will revisit & revise. Have my naked voice HASHTAG NO FILTER. Lic. Beat purchased from Gold's House

Addison Andelin's Album

'Made the Cut' A. Sin -UNEDITED TEASER-

Professional dancer, experimental everything else

A Sin