hi im very sad... im very depressed!
no needs me thats how useless i am so i guess thats saying somthing right?
i just dont know why people hate me is it cuz my looks do i look ugly?
i mean im a lil smart right?
im not that ugly right?
am i that bad?
people spread rumors about me and it sucks!
people judge me on my looks...
they judge me before they get to know me...
they are why i am depressed...
and my bully was right i am depressed cuz of my parents...
and thats why im like this..
my brothers call me a physco and that i need to go to jail and that they wish they were never my brothers!!!!!
i get called ugly and stupid even my parents do!
they cant even trust me!
my parents called the cops on me when i was 11 years old...
my own friends forget about me!
they even forget about my diabilities and call me dum but they dont relise what they do by saying that!
my friends leave me for popular kids!
they just leave me in the dust to rote like some blind animal!
my dad yells at me for not knowing how to do math!
im so sad i cant stop crying!
im so tramitized somtimes i cant even go to sleep!
i cant even focus on ONE subject i cant even do ONE math problem without getting distracted!
thats how bad it is!
if u think i should die go down in the comments on "im very sad" and comment as long as u can and say "USELESS" in the coments.... bye........
and if your not doing ok im here and dont EVER think I WILL NOT LISTEN i WILL ALWAYS listen ive been thro some stuff to and i know how most of you feel ok and dont say i dont cuz my brother MADE me watch him TRY to KILL HIMSELF!!!!
and im sorry for all of you guys i know its hard and i get it everything will be ok when im here got that!
u guys are my life! 
and i love you huys so im gonna say this till you 100% get it IM HERE FOR U SO MESSAGE ME IF U NEED TO OR WANT TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GUYS BIG ANOCTMENT!!!!
my gf might go away so i just wanted to say i might not post btw still love u guys BYE!!!!!!!! <3
BTW my best friend that supported me in my love of music id g-g-g gone..........
so if i dont post im sorry... i just yk im sorry ill try... ik yall count on me rn... but i dont got no one rn so im rlly srry plz dont leave! i still luv yall!!!!!!!11
ty!!! <3

no one cares about me and im useless so is life