chorus:
2021 
im living my best life
me and my bros vibing we staying up all night
7 am, no sleep, i got red eyes
idontever wanna go backk yeah i dont wanna rewind

verse:
i dont wanna be here yeah i would rather be somewhere else
yeah please dont even come near i would rather be with friends instead yeah ohh ohhh
he talking hella shit for someone who dont got their cash up
u not on my level so lil bih u better back up
making beats at midnight mountain dew is in my glass cup
hang up, pack up,  bih you better catch up
and this year, finally posting my beats on the internet
in the deep end like im eric, gotta get my paycheck
all these memories i made i would never forget
yeah the whole crew bout to pull up to my address
all these problems got me feeling like a fuckin mess
why are we still in here? im so upset
i just wanna live my life with no regretssss

2021 (prod. Tenoji + Hyacinth3)

dysphoria

guitar by sadisfying

lyrics-
It’s like I was saying the other day, it’s like, nothing really feels like it used to. I just- like, I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. It’s just, I don’t know why I’m still going at this like somethings gonna change. I just really feel like it isn’t, but…


It’s not my fault 
Why do you talk to me like that?
It’s not your call
How I feel about that 
It’s all my fault 
How’d I forget about that?
Break my fall
Landed flat on my back

I’ll be
A different person in the morning
Promise you’ll see
Watch me bloom I’m always growing 
I love to watch the trees
God I wish that that were me 
Always at peace 
All the life I oversee
That’s nothing like me
Always biting at my teeth 
It don’t surprise me
Not a lot of good I see 
But why dislike me?
Why do you cut me at the knees?
Do you despise me?
Or is it something that I can’t see?
Why can’t you tell me just what you need?

break (prod. me)

with - @555phoenix
prod - @siemspark & @daks9k

*humming :p*

baby are u clueless?
u make me feel useless
please just let me do this
sorry, i can't help it

i wanna be good for something
lived my whole life being nothing
lately feel like i've been slumping
please, just let me feel like something

tell me how ur feeling
baby, u know i regret that
sayin' all ur problems,
they were just a minor setback
miscommunication just makes everybody else mad
every time u stand up, 
u can hear ur bones crack

love story, but the pages were yellow
u looked in my eyes, the mood was so mellow
think i'm in love, but i cannot tell

(phoenix)
tell me do u ever get tired
of trying
over n' over n' over again
u could start all over,
but u'd just let them win, oh

girl, u make me feel useless
i got a gun to my head,
i'm fucking ruthless
n that new man that ur seein'
i'll leave him toothless
n' that boy after him,
i hope that u abuse him

hindsight

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