This really got me looking at music a whole different way

always a failure

while the skys fallin down

tell me how it feels to fade away

HUGE shout out to @blue.wrlddd for the cover art!
produced by @myss

imxero - is it my fault? (prod myss)

dissonance

all plats now

listen on all plats: https://jetcube.vyd.co/Tearing
https://linktr.ee/addyctive

iii can see your lies
whyyy tryyy?
thinking bout the past, how I wish we could last
(last, never last)
oh I need you back with me
notice how you make me complete
on my mind, bae you are my light

and you're telling me, I try so hard
and you're telling me, it's not my fault
and I know it's not my fault, cause baby I know you try
and I know you want just love, so baby stay with me
and baby, can you tell when I say im not well, cause baby you know well
that it's not my fault

oh save me, (bleeding) (bleeding)
bleeding your words cut me
my skin needs you badly
my skin needs you badly
craving needing your skin 
craving needing your skin
screaming on the inside
maybe I'll be it next time

know you wont choose me so just let me be
I know, I know I said you make me complete
but now is not the time, I chose you and you messed up twice
we just can't get it right, can't get it right.

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tearing (addy + fallen)

Amotti - shoegaze

Alive (scrapped song) Otuka

otuka - alive (scrapped extended demo)

[LYRICS]
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to-
These nights I've cried my tears go fast
I've got nothing left for me to last
I can't take no more, of the lies oh can
I lean on you before I collapse
Still stuck in the past
Oh I might collapse
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to blame

(adlibs for 2nd drop)
Am I insane? please tell me now
I might collapse, my legs feel hollow
You let me fall you let me down
I can't get up myself please  tell me how

prod. Rick Hardy

collapse

stream it on spotify <3
https://open.spotify.com/track/5YOnNbA8U9kbi3LA8ZCyWS?si=dd07a0bc2d1f4401

do you remember me

[LYRICS]

You pierced my heart right through my chest
I didn’t want this thing to end
Now I’m bleeding out my body
Would you hold me till I’m dead
Hold me till I’m dead
The blood you’ve spilled my darling
Both your hands are stained with red
So hold me till I’m dead
Hold me till I’m dead
Please just hold me till I'm-
It hurts my heart to say your name
The cadence of you brings me pain
Act innocent but you’ve got stains
Like falling glass I feel the rain like my tears
Got cuts that you might fear
We're not the same my dear
So save yourself
And get away from here
You pierced my heart right through my chest
I didn’t want this thing to end
Now I’m bleeding out my body
Would you hold me till I’m dead
Hold me till I’m dead
The blood you’ve spilled my darling
Both your hands are stained with red
So hold me till I’m dead
Hold me till I’m dead
Please just hold me till I'm dead
So hold me till I’m dead
Hold me till I’m dead
Please just hold me till I'm dead

till I'm dead

https://open.spotify.com/track/7G6r0iFNG7W4l3hBMv4rBk?si=wOylH_-jSpSi2vnC1QSNLw

Unslept

I REALLY HATE BEING EVICTED

(please go listen to it on spotify to support the artist)
not mine, just uploaded it because it's only on spotify

kinoue64 - who are you?

kind of scratchy | untitled project 001 sessions | ambient atmospheric psyche drone industrial horror WIP | shifty 7.1 es 68 bpm take 1 82025

8. 如初 freestyle（prob.Scriptvre）

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tearing (addy + fallen)

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