u (ft. melmige) (chibi)

violence (nvki)

blacked out in the end,

and now i'm falling back to hell again,
blacked out in the end,
and now you savin' me from
all of my sins,

tapped out for a minute in the backseat,

laid down because all
my problems catch me,
this is the final goodbye,

i said that a minute might be too long,
but you said that my thinking was
just dead wrong,
i guess this calls for goodbye,

(and now i'm tapped out,
in the backseat)
(started thinking that
everybody just hates me,)

(and now i'm tapped out,
in the backseat)
(started thinking that
everybody just hates me,)

blacked out in the end,

and now you savin' me
from hell again,
blacked out in the end,
and now you savin' me from
all of my sins,

[distant]

okay i know that i'm not perfect,
(not perfect)
need somebody tellin' me
that i'm worth it,
(you're worth it)
sayin' life is good and that
i really deserve it,
otherwise i know i'm worthless,

now i'm sittin' here
sippin' on my root beer,
(root beer!)
i'm failing all my classes
better luck next year,
now my mom's mad,
and my dad's ticked,
what did i do,
to get myself caught up in this,
i see the light and now
you wanna call me,
now it's blacked out,
i really need my mommy,

i know
i know
i know, ooohhhh

blacked out in the end,

(blacked out in the end)
and now you savin' me
from hell again,
(you're savin' me again)
blacked out in the end,
(i'm blacked out in the end)
and now you savin' me from
all of my sins,
(from all of my sins)

i'm telling you bro,

and it's just like
(5am)

BLACKED OUT (W/ A DISTANT VOICE) (IOF)

go back inside
lately i've been like a whole different guy
i wanna go another ride
put ten down, with my hopes up high

oh, put me down
i'll be on the ground
surfing on a cloud
i've been lost and found

oh
i've been the road
said this line before
then i wasn't really bored
stopped to look at the things that i lost
but the road ahead never makes me wanna stop

like oh
i've been looking for the place called home
skipped the skin so i could feel you in my bones
seasons changed and took me away from you
falling down i wanna go with you

know i wanna go with you
let me down
let me rest in my tomb
fall took me right away from you
winter's coming next hope i see you soon

guess i was missing something
that just was killing me
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything

oh i know i can be so wrong
when i speak to you
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything

everything you do is so perfect
stay with me lay down on my chest
even tho i know i'm imperfect
it's all for you,
it's all for you

even tho the sun finally went down
and when the rain starts pouring down
i still hear echoes all around

know i wanna go with you
lie me down
let me rest in my tomb
fall took me right away from you
winter's coming next hope i see you soon >:)

guess i was missing something
that just was killing me
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything

oh i know i can be so wrong
when i speak to you
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything <3

EVERYTHING (IMMORTAL)

BEAT : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rAVrI28NlYU&ab_channel=LyricsBasedOnCost

talk (cover)

STREETLIGHTS (FT/ A DISTANT VOICE)

prod. McX

I wasn't pickin’ up your texts or calls 
When you're away I end up facing withdrawal 
I know it's dumb baby I want you all to myself 

‘Cause I don’t really give a fuck if you proud of me 
I know i've never been the best but it's a lot to see 
Oh baby i’ve been falling down so won't you wait for me
(1, 2, 3, 4…)

‘Cause I feel like a system programmed to break down 
Realized that I would be a chemical route 
Your eyes red while texting that you hate me 
Oh baby wont you say the same thing
‘Cause I feel like a system programmed to break down 
Realized that I would be a chemical route 
Your eyes red while texting that you hate me 
Oh baby wont you say the same thing

You say I drink too much
I think you do too much
I think you’re messin’ up my sleep
And I won’t ever have these dreams

When i’m not with you
So I won't give you anything
You’ll find me lying on the streets
Since you know…

That I don’t really give a fuck if you proud of me 
I know i've never been the best but it's a lot to see 
Oh baby i’ve been falling down so won't you wait for me 
(1, 2, 3, 4…)

‘Cause I feel like a system programmed to break down 
Realized that I would be a chemical route 
Your eyes red while texting that you hate me 
Oh baby wont you say the same thing
‘Cause I feel like a system programmed to break down 
Realized that I would be a chemical route 
Your eyes red while texting that you hate me 
Oh baby wont you say the same thing

DOMINO EFFECT

Yeah I'm terrible at saying what I mean,
My materials decay right at your feet,
Colliding paths but we were never meant to cross,
Taking psilocybin just to take hold of my thoughts,

I'm petrified and got a red light on,
Yeah dissociate lives narrating stories in a song,
Though medusa died I'm moving gravel like its stone,
I know you're terrified to admit that you're in the wrong,

But you're calling,
Oh,
And you're calling,

Kerosene,
With LSD under my tongue,
I'm turning seventeen,
But try to forget where I'm from,
I'm making enemies,
So I wont give you what you want,
I'm on dependency,
You cant hit whenever you want,
And it's more than just a song,
I pull a psychadelic beat so I can drop all of my thoughts, (shh)
This exactly what you want,
So close that fucking door,
I'm already in my car

MEDUSA (drmabeats)

SELF SABOTAGE (SHADE08)

cover of a song by Ryan Hall :)
lyrics by Ryan Hall
produced, mixed, and mastered by me <3

heat of the moment, fuck it's 95 degrees
i hate this venue but the way she look at me
say she'll take me to a show
hey girl i don't really know
about that, she's punching my back
said, maybe it could be some fun
cus she hooked up with all the plugs in downtown
now i'm not about that, but
now we're speeding the highway
this shit makes me feel alive, maybe i could be alright
walk through the doors this shit's loud as hell
she said hold me tight let's dance
feel the heat of the moment
heat of the moment, fuck it's 95 degrees
i hate this venue but the way she look at me
wondering, will it ever cool down?
this georgia weather got me begging on my knees
her name ain't georgia but she's got my favorite peaches
am i too forward or should i just keep on feelin it
said "don't call me baby cause i'll hear that shit on repeat"
babe, let's head outside cus it's getting harder to breathe
let's hit the road, i'm on my own
too far from home to give a shit, babe
turn it up, i taste the blunt
up on my tongue, kissin your lips, take
what you want when you want it
bite my lip till hurts, shit
staying up till the crack of dawn
but i still got work in the morning
she says i'm so immature
i bite my tongue cause i can't
think of anyone but her
we're heading back to her place
she's got ac but i'm sweating like a bitch
she says let go because it is what it is
heat of the moment, fuck it's 95 degrees
i hate this venue but the way she look at me
wondering, will it ever cool down?
this georgia weather got me begging on my knees
heat of the moment, fuck it's 95 degrees
i hate this venue but the way she look at me
wondering, will it ever cool down?
this georgia weather got me begging on my knees
this georgia weather got me begging on my knees

95 DEGREES

Mixed by me and Lio Kalebic, Produced and mastered by me. McX on the guitar <3
Lyrics by me and Lio Kalebic

You're stainin my walls with passion
Lacking soul
You're magical
Im fuckin up my serotonin levels
Just to get a little magic oh
A couple golden teachers
Just so wisdom from the fruit
Could be passed fourth
Baby im the sun
Im the moon
Im your god
Im now everything u know

I wasted time
I wanna take your mind
Just to replace this harsh
Chemical phase of mine
I want reality
What did I do to me
My ego dissolutes
Im melting endlessly

Yeah
But now im flowing back out
Letting go has never made me wanna fuckin shout
Im picturing my future life with everything I fucking doubt
I guess its all disposable
Yeah
But is that rly what I want
Spending my life under covers of my wrongs
Im sobering up and im manic not for long
Your attention's replacable

Colliding effect
With the body you left
Got your hold on my eyes
While you put hands on my neck
Fading now, you reminded me
Everything that you want but dont need

Its all in my head
Tell me what you gotta
There’s blood on my chest
I can feel it

Taking novicane just to feel in all
Flooding up my lungs with a chemical

Its a chain-chain reaction
And we had fun
Cause I dont know
What happened
The theatrics
I said id
Go

Colours changing at night
You try to keep it alive
Id walk my foot off the edge
To bring you peace of mind

I wasted time
I wanna take your mind
Just to replace this harsh
Chemical phase of mine
I want reality
What did I do to me
My ego dissolutes
Im melting endlessly

Yeah
But now im flowing back out
Letting go has never made me wanna fuckin shout
Im picturing my future life with everything I fucking doubt
I guess its all disposable
Yeah
But is that really what I want
Spending my life under covers of my wrongs
Im sobering up and im manic not for long
Your attention's replacable

EGO DEATH (FT. LIO KALEBIC)

Prod. McX + with tweaks from me

I wanna follow u into ur dreams
Then I'd get to feel like you
I wanna haunt you till you get no sleep
Maybe then I'd be misused

I broke a couple of spines and then I shoved em in my closet yeah
Fuck with what's divine and I'ma show u all ur problems yeah
I could split up obligations but I'd never get to em
Organize my thoughts only to end up at the second one

Was it something I said
I could bite off and chew more till red
Fill my lungs up with lead
Shrapnel poisoning me I'll still take the rest

I wanna follow u into ur dreams
Then I'd get to feel like you
I wanna haunt you till you get no sleep
Maybe then I'd be misused
I don't wanna heal witchu
Fucking up my deals witchu
Said I never loved you but the second chances always got me here witchu
But now I'm going far away
I don't want another day (Waited)
(I waited, I waited so long)

Huh alright there's something I probably missed
From finding myself up to end up in a ditch
I always say look ahead and not back
But I'm reflecting on the somethings that I left up in the past
Second time I do this I won't have to call you back (Was it something I said)
From finally supporting myself just enough to pass (I could bite off and chew more till red)
Being talked over won't really get me to the mass (Fill my lungs up with lead)
Regardless I'll still take the rest (Shrapnel poisoning me i'll still take- bitch I'll still take the rest)

Was it something I said
I could bite off n chew more till red
Fill my lungs up with lead
Shrapnel poisoning me I'll still take the rest
I wanna follow u into ur dreams
Then I'd get to feel like you
I wanna haunt you till you get no sleep
Maybe then I'd be misused

I don't wanna heal witchu
Fucking up my deals witchu
Said I never loved you but the second chances always got me here witchu
But now I'm going far away
I don't want another day
(I waited, I waited so long)

DREAMS

produced, written, mixed, and mastered by me <3

I wanna find the way to get you alone
Even if the skies are fallin
You'd find your way in comin back home
Leveled out my city
Yet it's blocking out my view of the sun
Severing hands never fed empty mouths
So who the fuck am I to become
become
 
Ooh, Im flyin to the island the skies
I wanna find a worthy answer I don't wanna move in disguise

oh i dont wanna lose you yet
got your pills in my pocket
and a wish to be filled like
ooh every time that I look back
I see a vision of the cloud that
once held me back

Huh
Its just a second for me
Never said that we could be homies
Chemicals imblance, I'm losing balance
Pay it off wit talent
You'll never know
I fucked it up and I'd let it go
But I'll cling to it put it on my soul
Sky's blossoming but I see the snow
So I salvage it n I make it flow

I wanna find the way to get you alone
Even if the skies are fallin
Youd find your way in comin back home
Leveled out my city
Yet it's blocking out my view of the sun
Severing hands never fed empty mouths
So who the fuck am I to become
become

Ooh, Im flyin to the island the skies
I wanna find a worthy answer I don't wanna move in disguise

SKYPIEA

hey
haven't your voice in a while
cuz i memorized the patterns of what you say every time
you talk new like if somebody could love you like i would
took a part of me and claimed it as your own at where i stood

but now you're standing in spotlights
lining up for the wrong eyes
shaking heads and you're feeling dread
but you'll fake it like i would

when you're with me you'll be alright
just say the word when the sun rise
baby i could be everything you dreamed of being

but babe you get me so high
you radiate when skies are blue and fill me with life
could scrape me up like resin when i'm brittle in time
but baby its the present won't you fill me with lies

but babe you get me so high
you radiate when skies are blue and fill me with life
could scrape me up like resin when i'm brittle in time
but baby its the present won't you fill me with lies

(won't you fill me with lies)

i can see the lies in all the words they say
i'll take em to the bank
i still see your face in bottles when they break
say what you need and i'll still be here when you need it
say what you need and i'll still be here when you need it

cause i'm an addict
fuck me with some passion
scrape me up like resin
line it up like snow
shot it on an iphone
bender on a flight home
not sure why i came back

prod. me

much credit and praise to @93feetofsmoke for the second half of the song, as his original song is one of my favorite songs of all time !! pls be sure to go show support towards him ^^

and if you made it this far, thank you for taking the time to listen and read the description.

addy

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