trashed in the tech club

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

Did you know there's only a limited amount
of happiness on earth to even go around
and it would be nice to get my hands on some
other people always turn out to be
the problem

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

ill max out all my credit cards and never worry again
cause im a rich greedy banker winning this zero sum game
and fuck having friends they just get in the way
im a crab in a bucket pulling you down
the drain

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

Emotional Autarky

Pop-Phlodge

Lyrics:

I’ve been thinking
About the things you say
Every morning when we awake

You act like he’s still near
You act like you need here
I wish you would make it clear
told me he disappeared 
I just can’t trust you dear
my eyes fill up with tears
You're lying to me I fear
It’s his name I hear

I’ve been thinking
About all the things you say
every morning 
About the time when we awake
I’ve been thinking 
About how it brings me pain
I’ve been thinking
About how you say his name

I woke up alone today
on the ground my cold feet weigh
take a shower, clean my face
go to work from 3 to 8
cover shifts, jim's got a date
so burnt out, and I get home late
feed the dog, and clean the plates
eat alone, then I hit the hay 

I’ve been thinking
About all the things you say
every morning 
about the time when we awake
I’ve been thinking 
About how it brings me pain
I’ve been thinking
About how you say his name (x2)

I've Been Thinking

No Friends

sit across the room, who else could be in my view but you, feel so far away, feel so far away but i could kiss with bullet casings, bullet casings riddled cross the room, im rly gna miss u too, bombs in the lunchroom rly gna miss u 2, remember i had never met u, but now ur in view, predators form when stress builds up inside, served with a side of library suicide

library suicide

i really like this song, so dont take it down sc

I want you to be
as miserable as me
i want you to scream and I want you to bleed
i want you to hurt
i want you to hurt
i want you to be buried deep down the dirt

I WANT YOU TO HURT
I WANT YOU TO HURT

Why arent you sad?
why aren't you mad?
why is your life great
and why is mine so bad
I wish you the worst
I wish you the worst
I wish that i could see you be carried away inside of a hearse

I WANT YOU TO HURT
I WANT YOU TO HURT

Wrath - Fried by Fluoride (yet another reup)

my contribution to the basement tapes comp...

she’s got a cottage-core profile picture on twitter
she’s gonna tell you her opinion on Israel
crucifix between her cute collar bones
pretend to not like her but I really wanna kiss her

cause she’s so based
she’s so based 
she’s so based
she’s so based

her portfolios all in on crypto
she’s gotta a big network yeah she’s really in the know
cigarette burns on her shooter tshirt
smoking outside the show on the patio

yeah I know, I should probably say no
but shes even read notes from the underground
haven’t felt this way in forever
cause I think we’d be so cool together

cause you’re so based
you’re so based
you’re so based
you’re so based

cause she’s so based
she’s so based 
she’s so based
she’s so based

she's so based...

Cultist Girlfriend

Pls follow Fried By Fluoride
https://open.spotify.com/album/07ds3GizG9fhauv0YzPgwo?si=OSgLiL5bQUuj-GVcuU-7zw

Fried By Fluoride- When Pigs Fly

everyday, i sit pondering
everyday, i spend wide awake
spending days, in my bed wondering
spending days on end, wide awake
they all worry about extinction
i just worry about myself
i'm just worried about me
invested in all the bullshit
and i don't understand why
i always have to feel this way again
i wish i could control it
the image burned into the front of my head
they all worry about extinction
i just worry about myself
invested in my decision
i invest time in myself

extinction

Zoning Out Ruined My Life

What It Ain't

ists a cover https://soundcloud.com/school-shooter/death-by-cop

this time with vocals you can actually hear i think

death by cop (school shooter cover thing)

MISCARRIAGE

My heads in the clouds 
Can’t focus again
I’m staring silently 
But not listenin’
I’m wondering why
I was born this way
Seems like the drugs they gave me 
Have fucked up my brain

I’m an adhd retard
Concentrating is so hard
I’m an adhd retard
Focusing is so hard 
x2

And I just don’t know 
My minds out of control 


I’m an adhd retard
Concentrating’s so hard
I’m an adhd retard
Focusing is so hard 
x4

ADHD retard

can't even read a book
my head's too cooked 

not even if i tried
my brain's too fried

a slave to dopamine
a flesh machine

a short attention span
blame instagram

i'm just an addict
need my kicks, it's sick

can't even watch tv
must see my screen

i'm just dead inside
can't cry (i've tried)

i only laugh at memes
living the dream

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i get 20 to life
and i can't get out

what keeps me up at night 
my phone's blue light

i hold it my hand 
just to fall asleep

it makes me feel secure
stockholm syndrome

just waiting for the bell
the buzz, the beep

like a parasite
i live on bytes

i see red thing i click
to get my fix

"it makes you satisfied",
they said (they lied)

refresh the page again
might change, must check

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i got 20 to life...

just one shot at life
i guess i lose

i'm playing a game 
i did not choose

stuck here in my cell
a living hell

the devil is a dell
samsung
intel

Cultist Girlfriend

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