Name: Old Scam by adew
Duration: 2 min 43 s
Description: recorded in 2022 with @Schwartzkoff (recording and mixing) and @user-459041128 (drums!) check their stuff out. I was sitting on these for a while, i'm working on something full length currently.

vocals are a bit off-beat sorry ://

dancin all around my room
i don't know what the fuck to do
too mant people in my head
i can't even be better of dead

i hate myself i wanna die
i wanna commit suicide

end me, end me, end me
end me, end me, end me
end me, end me, or i'll end myself
x2

end myself, end myself
enter hell

and i'll be gone
and you'll be there
but you're in hell
and i'm not scared

scared of death
scared of bullets
i don't care, bullets and blood splatters
fall on the ground, all from the sprinklers

saw you in the cafeteria, i was in the bleachers
i can't even see smoke, i still fuckin hate you
i just wanna die now
yea my mind is hazy

oooo


end me

A little tech is good for you
Might develop that brain
There's just no way that
It could make you insane

It all started out so innocently 
But now my eyes are glued to the screen
Senses are dulled and brain is fried
Don't wanna touch grass wanna stay inside 

Now I've said the wrong words
They're gonna make sure everyone heard
So I better start sucking cock
Or else I'm getting doxxed
I fell down so easily 
Now my friends stopped talking to me
I’ve got the weakest of wills
So now I’m getting blackpilled

Why does life have to be so hard
Having to deal with retards
I don't care what you want
Stop acting like a cunt
We all know you have no swag
Because you're a giant fag
Now that you're a public figure
I'm gonna call you a narc

I know that my life has gone to shit
But I don't see any way to change it
Stuck behind computer screens
Is a hell that's so much worse than is seems

Leave me alone not doing alright
Still terminally online

Meowbah Did Nothing Wrong

faggot

brainsoup

whyd u have to go away i sit and lay all day
no goals no energy just want to rot away
ill just close my eyes go to bed i hope i die
when i do youll be the last one on my mind

cuz i hate living the same day
wishing I can go away
slit my veins and blow my brains
im fucking going insane
solitude and emptiness
im falling into pieces
now my life has no meaning
soul has died and IM SCREAMINGGG

and now youve came and went
along did my soul too
i wish that i could have held on to you
seems to be too late now, youve found somebody new
oh how i wish that i didnt know that too

cuz i hate living the same day
wishing I can go away
slit my veins and blow my brains
im fucking going insane
sollitude and emptiness
im falling into pieces
now my life has no meaning
soul has died and IM SCREAMINGGG

Solitude & Emptiness

die alone

recorded in 2022 with @Schwartzkoff (recording and mixing) and @user-459041128 (drums!) check their stuff out. I was sitting on these for a while, i'm working on something full length currently.

Old Scam

tech club
https://soundcloud.com/pnaxx

You don’t understand
They never fucking understand
And I have no one
I only got my guns
And im driving fast
Drunk from your house again
I know i cant have you
But you’re all i ever wanted

I hate this gay fucking world
I think im gonna get hurt
I never had a chance
I don’t think that its fair

Don't think that it's fair
I want them, they don't even care
My fucking heart has a tear
I'll die in my shitty chair
How can i face it
I can't replace them
I fucking hate it
I'll die in my chair

I hate this gay fucking world
I think im gonna get hurt
I never had a chance
I don’t think that its fair

I think I'm gonna get hurt
Remember when you wore my shirt
I don't think that it's fair
I'll die in my shitty chair
I hate this gay fucking world
I'd b w u I swore
I wanna take you to dance
I never had a chance

i never had a chance (ft 404me)

i wrote this around sept of 2022 glad i can finally finish it.

i dont wanna go to school
i dont wanna go to work
stay at home all day
drink my problems away
yea im such a fucking fool
to think id ever be with you
i see u have someone new
wish i didnt have a clue
led me on i feel so used
feel so sad i feel abused
yea i bet you feel amused
i feel like this because of you

i dont know why i feel this way
you make me feel Not Ok
it hurts to think of you
your in my head rent free
id rather just drop dead
just to get out my head
i hate your fucking guts 
thought of you just drive me nuts

because of you

[Verse]
I really loved her
She was really cool
I made her songs
And wrote her notes too

She doesn't love me
Anymore
After I poured my 
Love on the floor

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

[Verse]
Was it cause I'm stupid?
Or why as it cause I'm dumb?
Why do I always feel
Like I done something wrong?

Unstable for her love
I don't know what I've done
To make her go away from me
Tried so hard she'll never see

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

Unstable For Her Love

mashed songs that are stuck in my head idk
songs covered:
SS - when i die bury me at the emo gazebo
UhOhSlater - i'm sorry that I blew my brains out across the room
Cameron Phlodge - Dalepilled
Cameron Phlodge - Bill Elliott
NXP - Daydream

Old Scam

adew

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