Hard to Get By (feat. scorpio)

This is a song about a man who lost his wife and their son who lost his mother. I hope you enjoy!

Nothing's Changed & Nothing's New feat. Evan Marzz (prod. Wonderlust)

Watch "the bear" top 5 shows imo
luv take care

Lyrics:
im outside crying alone, she dont care im on my o-own
watch the water fall party in april i know
i dont care no more, dead to me oh god
you disgust me, fucked up too many times now ill leave it be

i wanna be you, no you dont, attention and desire, mirrors all alone, does that even matter? of course it does!
everyone adores you, you think ur so hip so cool taking pills during school while i sit and watch you tie your own noose looking all so sexy wish i was you but instead ill ju-just

im outside crying alone, she dont care im on my o-own
watch the water fall party in april i know
i dont care no more, dead to me oh god
you disgust me, fucked up too many times now ill leave it be

partyinapril (prod.nesquikhero)

literally the first thing i listened to this year

thirty dollar t shirt i might as well die in it (glaive cover)

https://soundcloud.com/ilyl1ght
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Lyrics:

You, you don't need me
But you really want me

And I dont't wanna talk to you
The way you fucking talk
You got me pissed off the way you
Open up your tongue
The way you're apologetic
Man it hurts my fucking lungs
You're gonna eat your words 
The way you talk to me like that

You talk to me like that
While you're breaking down
I hope you fucking die 
So I don't hear a sound
I can take the pressure 
But not this amount
Can you shut the fuck up 
Can you close your mouth

Bring me to hell
I need some time to think
I need some closure today

I feel the pressure in my chest late at night
Oh god it gets harder
Why should I keep trying?
Dont say that you love me if its all a lie
I'm so disgusted at you by the sight
Go and tell me pretty lies
Say that its my fault this time
Go ahead and talk to me
The way that you've been talking
Go ahead and prove to me
The truth behind your colors

Go ahead and talk to me 
The way that you been talking
Go ahead and prove to me 
The truth behind your colors

You, you don't need me
But you really want me 

You, you don't need me
But you really want me

You don't need me
But you really want me
You keep calling 
But I don't feel like talking 
No I don't feel like talking

spotify

you don't need me w/ ilyL1GHT (nevrfall)

a cover of a sample flip by ovine hall (a glaive alt)

lyrics
What do you do when all that you want just isn't enough?
When all that you have is turning to dust? I don't know
What do you say when everyone's leaving
Because of the way you acted and the way that you're perceived? I don't know
What do you do when you're alone
And you're sitting in your room and there's writing on the walls? I don't
Know, I don't know, I don't know
I don't, I don't know, I don't
And I don't think that I ever will
And I don't think that I'll ever heal
And if you shoot me now, then shoot to kill
That's the only way I'll know it's real
And I don't think that I ever will
And I don't think that I'll ever heal
And if you shoot me now, then shoot to kill
That's the only way I'll know it's real

glaive - if you love me now then shoot to kill (cover)

@onlyfriendyeah
@tnvr555 

give a second dose
anything not to feel this
you know i’ll go ghost
pack my bags and i’m leaving 
and you will find a note
cause i've learnt i love you most...
but you seem to attract the fucking crowd i can't deal with

but time and time again was it worth it?
tell them love how you’re picture perfect
me? i’m trash washed up on the surface
i’m always the worst :))

now we’re falling again
into the darkest of nights
you can say you want me
but you already left my side...
hate myself less
but it’s really bad tonight :/ 
i can’t keep on fighting
i’ve got too much on my mind!!!

darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you :/ 
darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you :( 

say i dont need ur validation
but that's a lie
i cant hold a conversation
i'm too tongue tied
couldn't break it off, not to save my life
instead of amputating i let u bleed me dry
fml
hold me up to hang me high
and if the fall dont break my bones youll twist the knife
and pull me close

lover

i will never be happy with u - alt

i will never be happy with u w/ onlyfriend [tnvr]

i keep the tv on so i don't feel alone (prod. ocurie)

lovingly

epic song ft. vails @alex-thomas-fox
prod. @pastencounters

LYRICS

Push me down to broken bricks, ill build back into double
Dust and ashes, crumbled stone, forage thru the ruble

Lone soul, i took action
Lost all, control, 
severed good ties to my faction
I pray i still got home

Took a rotten path back home to where i dwell
Some friends may leave but the real ones are still here to tell
Things will change, time moves forward
Forgive your mistakes, but i wont forgive your words

Wording how i never felt, put me in the wrong
You were one of my best friends, in a second gone
guess one-sided connections, dont last long

Lone soul on another journey
Grab my bag, but i'm not leaving in a hurry
Blood may spill, but my truth will always cure me
I know who i am, fuck the judge and jury

[vails]
And all these thoughts I’m having lately all just seem too Copesthetic 
When I struggle with my mental health they call me so pathetic
 It’s a lot to fuckin handle, 
and it’s hard to face a smile
 I can pretend like I’ve been fine
 but my reflections in denial 
I’ve been a lost cause, a lone wolf in my eyes 
It’s been so hard, way too real to be lies 
I’d swap paper for a bitch but seems that bitches want the paper “Not a hater”, see you later? Thinking twice about it maybe I’m a lost soul

[Blospar]
Lone soul, i took action
Lost all, control, 
severed good ties to my faction
I pray i still got home

Running thru the forest and the trees where my lifeline
Even if i had a portal back i could never find the right time
Or the right life, just to get by, cause in this timeline, im never satisfied

partyinapril (prod.nesquikhero)

adis.

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