Droken Roys

BEAT by xxddm96xx
Mixing & Mastering by xxddm96xx
Written by Sang Joon & Mur.Ba

Sang Joon x Mur.Ba x Lisp - Luka

Stream "Can't Let Go" on :
- Spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/6ai36ACeiHoZeRNeqzgVjd
- YouTube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BaUXWPqkF3I

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Ramandhika :
- Soundcloud https://soundcloud.com/ramandhika
- Spotify https://open.spotify.com/artist/47WzpqQTUuAnZQsMl6V6Kt
- Instagram https://instagram.com/rsafedhika

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[Verse : Limbx]
The only way that I could see you is inside my dreams now
Silence from the other side is really loud now
Pretending like it's alright under the grey clouds
We drowned in our emotions but still had a good run
I can't breathe under this ocean
I can't find other solution
So many things got left unspoken
We burning down in flames, our soul is broken
Broken, ripped my heart open
Okay, hope you're doing okay
Just stay, would you please just stay?
Too late, now it's all too late

[Hook : Limbx]
I wish that I could throw away these feelings
Deep inside my heart, I know that the scars won't be heal
And you changed with the seasons go by
Can't find the good in goodbye
I still remember those times
September run through my mind

[Verse : Ramandhika]
Breathe in, love
I don't know where I should drive this car on my own
I can't let the sparks on your head is going paper thin
Can I stay here with all my thoughts?
I can't let go my feelings, oh- the happiness 
And loneliness without you here
I can't let go, can't let go
And the doctor seems quiet
When your soul begins to float
Is this what they called home?
Is this truly a home?

[Hook : Limbx]

Can't Let Go

Can't Let Go (feat. Ramandhika)

cross the road, find my house
broken window, bloody pillow
no brother to call a hero
kill me and count to zero

standing in the middle of a green yard
my family's sleeping below a graveyard
there's a house but I can't call it a home
dead clock, three chairs, and a smiling picture

it's over
the world was the one who killed me

Kyofusho - Count for This Is a Hide and Seek (Cover) Reprod. Sukvbus

(Saintsinner)
something you have to remember that im here to listen
to your voice like the past on december, im right here tryin
theres something ive always wanted to say, you left me here with the scars, but i don't see any chance
yea i dont see any chance, i dont see any chance to bloom
ive been drowning far away from you
how can this be like this, im curious

ku terbuang, dia beralih
kau yang tersayang, aku sang pengganti
peranku terhenti, goodbye for you kekasih
gali semua benih yang telah tertanam
aku telah sadar aku memang cadangan
usap semua air mata di setiap malam
telah lama ku sembunyi dalam diam
dalam kelam ku bertinggal, titip salam
selamat tinggal untuk dirimu
kan kumulai hari hari tanpa hadirmu
karena bersamamu aku slalu membiru
ku tak butuh dirimu berada di sisiku

(Lzcaa)
its over 
the year we going through together 
what you tryna play a game with me dear
I think we can't start over, it was over 
waste my time to loving u

thought u can loved me even with ma flaw
i thought u will be my romeo but, i just realize dat im not a Juliet
i cant give u enough even try ma best
love was a game for u, now u're cheating on it

we better off alone baby
we better off alone
we're not playin hide and seek but many things dat u hide for me
how far we can go? this time i should go
this game was over, no more xo like a tick tac toe
its over

(Indrawgsa)
Kata ini  lagi tak bisa kuucapkan
Tak ada lagi alasanku untuk berharap,
Saat ini kisah kita terhenti
Waktu bersamamu tak mungkin terulang kembali,.

Mungkin telah tiba saatnya,
Untuk mengihlaskan cerita
Yang pernah ada,
Dalam hidup ku
Saat ini Ku sudah melupakan dirimu

mix&mas by me and Fatur, Indrawgsa

Alternate ft. Lzcaa, Indrawgsa

tears and lies w/sweet pablo

Produced by : KamiPanda
Performed by : Nomed99x & Saltzydream
Written by : Nomed99x
Mixing & Mastering by : Nomed99x & Kamipanda
Sample by : Ruang Dua - Sekadar https://soundcloud.com/ruang-dua/ruang-dua-sekadar-live-on

Part of : https://www.instagram.com/sloncult/
https://www.instagram.com/achlystic/
https://www.instagram.com/digitalroninclub/

Wajah ft. SaltzyDream (Prod.KamiPanda)

Buku 1 : Dystopia

Produced by : KamiPanda, Sukvbus, Riothunnid, Bagoussh
Performed by : Nomed99x, Datmatz, Lil Dif, Klaun
Mixing & Mastering by : Nomed99x, KamiPanda, Rynvr, Taureans, Sukvbus

Morning Star World

Nomed99x X Lil Dif - Akhir Dari Awal Yang Indah (Prod.KamiPanda)

and now we’re just an empty gun
we shared a lot, what we’ve become?
two strangers on the same boat
turn back the clock, leave it behind
why cant we just stay the same?
why cant you just stop the blame?
im here waiting for you to come home

im here waiting for you to come home
and i’ll stay the same, i’ll throw my throne
and i’ll be here, if you need me to
to wipe your tears, and get you thru

it hurts
to see you fly away
it hurts
just wanna see you someday

and now we’re just an empty gun (empty gun)
we shared a lot, what we’ve become? (we've become nothing)
two strangers on the same boat (i don't wanna talk to you)
turn back the clock, leave it behind (behind)
why cant we just stay the same? (like we used to)
why cant you just stop the blame? (like we used to)
im here waiting for you to come home

Misanthropy Club x Ramandhika - But Is It Enough?

Achlystic is a New Wave Emo & Hip hop collective based in Indonesia.

[lyrics]

cross the road, find my house
broken window, bloody pillow
no brother to called a hero
kill me and count to zero

standing in the middle of a green yard
my family's sleeping bellow a graveyard
there's a house but I can't call it a home
dead clock, three chairs, and a smiling picture

it's over
the world was the one who killed me

Disiden
https://soundcloud.com/disiden

Lil Kyofusho
https://soundcloud.com/lilkyofusho

Anxiety, Sobriety.
https://soundcloud.com/anxiety-sobriety

$kepti$
https://soundcloud.com/devilboi-crybaby

purb/TANAKA
https://soundcloud.com/lilpurb

Deemust
https://soundcloud.com/moneymaccc

NOMED99X
https://soundcloud.com/nomed99x

Bloodstvin
https://soundcloud.com/bloodstvin

RYVNR
https://soundcloud.com/ryanrhamadan

Collaborate with 

Dizzy Corpse
https://soundcloud.com/dizzycorpse

Brocken Hourglass

count for this is a hide and seek

Lil Kyofusho - Count For This Is A Hide And Seek (prod. Lil Kyofusho)

Tenang

Sang Joon (상준) - Berlalu

Being an Addict isn't a Crime

Thanks for all the pain you gave to me. I deserve all of it. You should stay happy, Dragonfly. I'm sorry for everything.

Produced by Kamipanda, Purb, and (-)
Written by Nomed99x, Kamipanda, Purb, and (-)
Performed by Nomed99x
Mixing & Mastering by Nomed99x

Let Me Go (Prod.KamiPanda)

Sang Joon :
- Soundcloud https://soundcloud.com/xxddm96xx
- Instagram https://www.instagram.com/xxddm96xx

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[Hook - Limbx]
I know we're not getting along
But I don't wanna see you on your own
Alone tonight, let me treat you right
You don't gotta worry 'bout anything
You really don't gotta worry 'bout anything
And I know what it feels like feeling 6 feet
Underneath this darkness, got me so helpless
Girl, you don't gotta worry 'bout anything
You really don't gotta worry 'bout anything

[Verse - Limbx]
Baby everything I do is always coming back to you
I just wanna go back, but there's nothing I can do
You don't gotta hide the truth, just tell me what you have been through
I can be your everything, girl I won't let you feeling blue
Grab my hand again, pull me close to you again
'Cause I been through hell and I don't wanna go there again
Baby I don't want the pain, thought you were my Mary Jane
Baby I don't want the pain, girl you're making me insane

[Pre-Hook - Limbx]
And I don't wanna love no more
Can't get attached with all these hoes
I think I'm better on my own
I think I'm better on my own

[Hook - Limbx]
I know we're not getting along
But I don't wanna see you on your own
Alone tonight, let me treat you right
You don't gotta worry 'bout anything
You really don't gotta worry 'bout anything
And I know what it feels like feeling 6 feet
Underneath this darkness, got me so helpless
Girl, you don't gotta worry 'bout anything
You really don't gotta worry 'bout anything

[Verse - Sang Joon]
'Ku selalu ada saat kau terluka
'Ku kan membuat dirimu selalu bahagia
Selalu tertawa, kita berdua, lewati cerita
Tapi kau tak pernah hargai semua
Waktu yang ku beri terasa terbuang percuma
'Ku mulai coba tuk menghapus rasa
Dan 'ku akhiri cerita kita

[Pre-Hook - Limbx]
And I don't wanna love no more
Can't get attached with all these hoes
I think I'm better on my own
I think I'm better on my own

[Hook - Limbx]
I know we're not getting along
But I don't wanna see you on your own
Alone tonight, let me treat you right
You don't gotta worry 'bout anything
You really don't gotta worry 'bout anything
And I know what it feels like feeling 6 feet
Underneath this darkness, got me so helpless
Girl, you don't gotta worry 'bout anything
You really don't gotta worry 'bout anything

Better On My Own

Better On My Own (feat. Sang Joon)

murder me with silence i've lived in.
erase me, i'll never fit the bill.

,, buıɥʇʎɹəʌə sɐ 'ooʇ noʎ əʌol ı ,,

lisp x okra - silent

OFFICIAL LYRIC VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PoG-Sw1OvS8
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Connect with ANXI:
https://instagram.com/anxisleepingatparty
https://soundcloud.com/anxiety-sobriery

Connect with Sang Joon a.k.a xxddm96xx:
https://instagram.com/xxddm96xx
https://soundcloud.com/xxddm96xx
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0OD2ilrNFdjr5yPzUn_WZQ

DIGITAL RONIN
https://instagram.com/digitalroninclub
https://soundcloud.com/digitalroninclub

I Read John Chapter 8 Verse 44

Air Mata

Air Mata (feat. Sang Joon)

Lyrics:

hear the sound of my soul crying hard again.
follow my brain, but i cant take the pain.
crying in the rain, still leaving a stain.
my stupid heart pumping sadness in my fucking vein.

floating on memories.
drowning in miseries.
stuck in reveries.
you are my remedies.
every second, every minute, every fucking day.
every fucking time, you will never fucking stay.

stuck in loving you.
hurt in keeping you.
hard to leaving you.
killed till black and blue.

stuck in loving you.
hurt in keeping you.
hard to leaving you.
killed till black and blue.

hear the sound of my soul crying hard again.
follow my brain, but i cant take the pain.
crying in the rain, still leaving a stain.
my stupid heart pumping sadness in my fucking vein.

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Wrote by Kyofusho
Produced by Kyofusho
Mixed & Mastered by Kyofusho

...and then it rained

Beat by Meganeboy
Mix & Max by Sleep Record Syndicate
Song Writer by Sang Joon & HildanLogic

Sang Joon Feat. HildanLogic - Waktu (Prod.Meganeboy)

Beat by anxiety,sobriety.
Mixing & Mastering by Winterslaughter
Song Writer by Irvi Akbar Reynaldi

Put Flower On My Grave ( Prod. anxiety,sobriety. )

"Dead By The Night" EP by anxiety,sobriety. & Limbx
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Lyric

[Pre-Hook - Limbx]
every night i hear the devil in my head
you wont remember me when i lay on my deathbed
tryna find a way around
but all these fucking thoughts always dragging me down

[Verse 1 - Whyfrhnsleep]
All these thoughts dragging me down
And i feel like this brain it's not my own
And it's feel like it's finally december
That's why i can't remember
I don't know why i miss you
I can't even remember you
Tell me where  have you been through
Cuz I'm so lost without you

[Hook - Limbx]
every night i hear the devil in my head
you wont remember me when i lay on my deathbed
tryna find a way around
but all these fucking thoughts always dragging me down
and i be lying if i say im fine
and i guess my life is a waste of time
i never find the light, suicide on my mind
when i leave this earth, believe me that i tried

[Verse 2 - Sang Joon]
Ingin ku tertidur tenang di malam sepi
Saat pikiran dalam otak meninggi
Apakah ini waktunya untuk pergi?
Apakah ini waktunya untuk mati?
Kan ku goreskan pecahan kaca di tangan
Darah bercucuran bersama sebuah harapan
Ku mulai terlelap dalam kegelapan
Ku masih terbangun saat sendirian

[Verse 2 - Sang Joon + ANXI]
Masih ada kah harapan untuk ku engkau berikan?
Masih kah ada hati untuk aku miliki?
Masih ada kah jalan untuk kita satukan sebuah perasaan

[Hook - Limbx]
every night i hear the devil in my head
you wont remember me when i lay on my deathbed
tryna find a way around
but all these fucking thoughts always dragging me down
and i be lying if i say im fine
and i guess my life is a waste of time
i never find the light, suicide on my mind
when i leave this earth, believe me that i tried

Deathbed (feat. Whyfrhnsleep & Sang Joon) [Prod. Blackheart]

Got a night ride with my B smokin' my red tropical
Love this scene but yes I cannot be a fuckin' oracle
Swervin' thru' that night with my Beat blackened ride
Hope my step going that far but prolly end this fuckin' hard

Yes "being" like me never died and always been replaced
Spend whole time to feel my death 
Yes I'm truly fuckin' waste 
Creepin' to my brain
Like that blood and all my veins
This pain cannot feel me more
'cause whole times just like free fallin' off again

Lay my body on my bed
Fantasizing about death
Hearing voices in my head
Feeling tightness in my chest
All this Love and Hate now melt
Blood and Tears run down my face
Go away I leave my cave
Only destruction remains

oh no...

I just want to live my live
Like the way I did before
You break my heart to the core
I'm not stronger anymore
Hold this pain and all this shitty things by myself all alone

I no fear to seek that spear
Raining eyes above all lies
On your knees just flies with tears
Slit my wrist no eyes to cries
But you always broke me down
Everytime I run around
Cleanin' off that fuckin' crown
Drag the lake and let me drown

Seekin' off my phone
Headed-head like brick and stone
Just erase what you still hope
That just a fuckin' time and zone
Screamin' thru' my bones
Broke every part of my own
What is beyond that hell will be known by those who will go fuckin' on
hoe

(I just want to live my live
Like the way I did before)
(You break my heart to the core
I'm not stronger anymore)

Lay my body on my bed
Fantasizing about death
Hearing voices in my head
Feeling tightness in my chest
All this Love and Hate now melt
Blood and Tears run down my face
Go away I leave my cave
Only destruction remains

oh no...
(Lose, Lose, Lose, Lose)

I just want to live my live
Like the way I did before
You break my heart to the core
I'm not stronger anymore
Hold this pain and all this shitty things by myself all alone

Nicotine/Misery Feat. AMMA

check Misanthropy Club's Soundcloud instead this is just my personal acc though i upload some side-projects here :(