Dear papawsh,
Firstly, I know I made a terrible mistake by forgetting about our monthiversary. I would not make any excuses because if I would be so upset and disappointed too if you ever forget about it, but really. I am very very very sorry, but I will make sure this is the last time I forget about our monthiversary.

Secondly, Happy 4th Month! Please know that just because I forget about our 4th Month doesn't mean I ever stop thinking of you. 4 months together and I'm still afraid of losing you. Even in my busiest day, every little thing I find daily reminds me of you. I always try to reply to your message while I'm waiting for my train or bus, between my meal when mamapaws is not watching, or when the streetlight is red. 

I wish I love you was enough to describe what I feel towards you because what I have for you is bigger than that. And this song is always my favorite song that reminds me to how I feel towards you. I was at doubt for many times if I should confess my feelings to you. How if you don't feel the same? How if I get hurt again? How if it doesn't go well? But there is always something about you I want always stay with you. 

I was afraid of what I experience, but with you, I learn relationship is not a straight and smooth road. It's never easy. You are the exception of my fears, you are the exception of when I said I won't ever be in love again. There are maybe better chances with anyone else, but I still won't trade anything I have done for us for anything.

Lastly, Happy 4th Month
I love you so much

Yours Truly,
Katie.

P.S. Sorry the cover is not the whole song because I'm suck at high notes
and I'd like to write more but ninjas are coming cutting onions.
I love you.

adorapawsh