[31 january 2023 1am]
barely functioning, friendship issues and underlying feeling for friends.

girl what you feeling?
like am i still dreaming?
like tell me what's real end
oh no.. i cannot pretend
no i cannot feel it
tell me what's the reason
all i feel has been sealed in
if you don't wanna talk then i'm leaving
just feel like ill collapse like a building
a million reasons i can't fuck with you
i can't keep pushing if you don't.. like we won't make it through
it's not my fault that you can't make no proof
i'll sit beside you and i'll tell you all the shit you do
make it make sense
how you not gon like me then you hang with my friends
you would do the same if i had all the bands
no i can't maintain this shit.. really i can't
i wonder how deep this shit get
and i wonder how you do this all again
and i thought that you and me.. we were the man
thought you had a plan.. but it ain't work out either way
all the shit you been doing wrong.. i can't say to your face
i know i won't say nothing wrong cause you get mad everyday
and if i talk to you like that... nothing gon change
i swear to god you switched up.. i can't keep up with your pace
i understand you got an image.. but ain't nothing a race
you burden my shoulders a lot.. so i want u erased
i can't even listen to you now.. that's a medicine of your taste
nowadays talking to you.. swear to god feels like a waste..

feeling (yuna)

prod @krmeee

mix + master by me ^_^

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fell in love in your convertible car 
i dont really know what to think of it
n i see u smile in these photographs 
is it ok for me to call u my first love ?

hide under the bed sheets
ill wait until your mom leaves
we’ll stay awake all night
u make me forget abt my life
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first love

first love ‧₊˚✩彡  (kuromee maniksprod)

prod me + @makemeapromise
mix & master by me

lyrics:
im on search idk wht to do
im on edge all i can do is think of u
lookin in the mirror like wht am i supposed to do
im scared of myself
scared of being hurt too

whats the difference? i cant fuckn see it
whats the point? idk if u mean it
jus tell the truth yeah no deceivin
dont lie to me again, dont test my patience

lead me on lead me on, go ahead n lead me on
not ur pawn not ur pawn, no im not ur fuckn pawn
put me off put me off, go ahead n put me off
waste my time, waste of time
all u did was waste my time

wish i could take it back but thats not ur plan
gotta cut u off, swear its for the best
fuck it all fuck it all
cant stand, cant take the fall
i should just end it all...

Commemoration

fears

spotify

fears「stardust、surgeon」

medicine prod.ID

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/friendly
Lyrics: 
Dont do love cus it always make my heart break
I don't tell you but you tend to make my heart ache
Dont take my world and put me through another change
Think about you all the time so say your here to stay
Please don't go away
If you don't wan talk right now I'll still be here another day
But I wish I could ask you what your plans are every single day
I wish I could be honest but I think that youd be scared away
I don't really understand the expectations
Sick of losing patience
I cant really take this
Can you say if im mistaken
I just wanna understand the part I should be playin
Wish I could explain the feelings in formation
Its a combination
You swamp me with sensations
Maybe we could be each other's motivation
Your so perfect like your fabricated
Watchin how you move and making observations
You know you look good without the decoration
We can still have fun without the conversation
But I love the conversation
Girl youve got no limitations
Think you gave a hint but I can't take it
I just wanna learn all your fixations
When you want me heres your invitation
Dont do love cus it always makes my heart break
I won't tell you but you tend to make my heart ache
Dont take my world and put me through another change
Think about you all the time so say your here to stay
Please dont go away

Another Change (friendly)

·unable to find·
     ·ilyhanni·
      ·4hanni·

Kirsch w/ukiirin

produced by tykun
vocals + mixing by me !

reflection (tykun)

my ig - https://www.instagram.com/alwayysover/

[0:00] - solo
[0:40] - solo
[1:23] - solo
[2:02] - https://soundcloud.com/bakanozenshee
[2:38] - solo
[3:22] - solo
[3:50] - solo
[4:28] - solo
[5:13] - https://soundcloud.com/ripwarheart + https://soundcloud.com/prodjayysoul
[5:54] - https://soundcloud.com/alfiesnapped
[6:38] - https://soundcloud.com/prod-rioxion
[7:18] - https://soundcloud.com/prodjayysoul + https://soundcloud.com/prodmelik 
[7:59] - https://soundcloud.com/kashik05
[8:39] - solo
[9:04] - https://soundcloud.com/prodjayysoul + https://soundcloud.com/prodmelik
[10:21] - solo
[10:48] - solo
[11:27] - solo
[11:42] - solo
[12:05] - solo
[12:30] - solo
[13:05] - https://soundcloud.com/dami4k
[13:54] -solo
[14:22] - solo
[14:48] - https://soundcloud.com/blazedini

November clips 2023-(Zenshee, Rioxion, Jayysoul, Warheart, Blazedini, Alfie Snapped, melik, kashik)

candy jelly luv ^_^
shot an arrow thru my heart ♡
i, i wanna be w u
dont wnna gro apart
ur my bunny ^w^ sent frm heaven
say the word lets do wtever
place ur hand in mine, ill be ur baby, 4evr

ik u like the fruits, frm the gardn in the city
u kno that, the sunrise has got u lookin so pretty
take a picture in my mind cus i dnt wanna forget this time
when u wre mine !

gnna bring u to my flwer field n show u my world
get some daisies make arrangements for u to be my girl
cus i got u on speaker mode on my life
i want u to be my wife
im hoping that u dnt find somebody else yea

u made me feel much bettr
like my favourite sweatr
regardless of weather
thats wht u do ^^

ill never turn back time
ur always on my mind. . .

❀ f1wrf1d ❀ (y7xnxx)

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