It was always meant to happen, the stars were aligned — and to end. Like Lana del Rey’s California, it’s a quiet wish: I hope you find someone that feels right for you..

Lyrics:
And hope you find,
you find your California.
Hope you can finally leave the 
mask outside the door.
I hope you find, I hope you find
a dimmer flame now, a lighter
and warmer, less intense kind of fire now.
The kind that doesn't light up an internal war now, 
the kind that doesn't make you scared though somehow wanting more.

Leave a little space for me,
I'll leave a little space for you;
somewhere down the line we'll see,
we played just the right role.

Leave a little space for me,
I'll leave a little space for you; 
somewhere down the line we'll see
it was almost worth fighting for.

Lyrics: Adriana Lazcano.

California

A soft confession wrapped in sarcasm. It’s about insecurity, pride, tenderness — and how a little pettiness can be part of the healing.

Lyrics: 
Who's gonna wish you happy birthday tonight? 
12:01 hits — who will wait for you now? 
You think that I’ve forgotten, 
But in fact, I have it noted... 
Who's gonna wish you happy birthday tonight?

 Will you be with someone? 
Or will you be on your own?
When the clock hits the first minute after midnight, you know?
 I hope that you'll be lonely — and for that, I feel so sorry,
 But who's gonna wish you happy birthday tonight?

I wish I could be there, wish I could be your birthday wish,
 At least I wish I could say I am someone that you miss, 
Saw something I'd like to buy you, 
 Should I send it? That’d surprise you
That would be a bit selfish...
 So I'm not gonna wish you happy birthday tonight.

 I don’t think you should be lonely,
 I, in fact, think that you’re lovely, 
And I wish I could say "happy birthday" tonight. 

  I do wish that you spend tonight on your own, 
 I do apologize — you never did me wrong, 
But I admit that I so miss you, 
and I wish that I could kiss you, 
So I hope you don’t get a birthday kiss tonight.

Lyrics: Adriana Lazcano

2nd House Ruler

The spark that feels cosmic. A fast, rare connection that burns too brightly to last, but long enough to change something in you. It felt like the universe rearranged itself for a moment, just for us.

Lyrics:
We were a moment in time,
hours that felt like endless nights.
We were redefining space and time,
two souls colliding out of sight.

Red string theory never promised forever,
it could have been brief, but still meant something bigger.
Maybe we met before on a soul level?
Only honesty, no expectation,
our case should be put under observation.
We might not see each other again—maybe we will,
but either way, we were a rarity.

A microscope couldn't capture our emotions,
A telescope wouldn't see the grandness of it.
And i might be exaggerating,
But to me it felt like a commotion
skin to skin like an explosion
Yeah there's no doubt we were a rarity.

Maybe we were just momentum,
set in motion by forces unseen.
An action with no reaction,
a collision without a machine.

The speed of light found it hard to reach us,
so we were hard to see— maybe someday, but no wonder,
we were a rarity.

Lyrics: Adriana Lazcano

Rarity (Single)

The sweet delusion of early love. A random love ballad, rambling about that person. Everything reminds you of him — a line in a video, a flicker of light — and suddenly, it all feels like a message. It’s innocent. It’s cosmic.

Lyrics:
And all is — I’m just sitting here
Watching pointless things again
Then this video came on
It was about black holes — how they
Bend space and time,
And I know it’s weird,
But it reminded me of you and I

’Cause if you met me in the middle of a black hole
They call it a singularity
We can’t get there now,
But what I feel for you
Would survive even that
And did you know — the light that once reflected off your face
Is frozen somewhere in this vast place
And that will never go away

’Cause if we were both just light beams
Which we might be someday
We’d stop in time —
I’d walk with you on the event horizon
What’s inside, we’ll never know
But if there’s any trace of you in there
It couldn’t be that cold

And I know I sound kinda strange right now
But you never leave my mind
And if you ever do leave, you’re free to
But please don’t —
You transcend all logic,
Even Einstein would be confused
I should name a whole part of my brain after you

Oh, what a fool — to love you like I do
It’s truly a singularity, it really is
I’m stuck here in the middle
And there’s no return
I wish we were photons
So time would stop for everyone but us
Maybe I’m just rambling —
But it’s only ’cause of all the love I’ve got for you

Lyrics: Adriana Lazcano

Light Beams (Single)

Being haunted from past baggage, feeling uncertain about opening a new door. A plea for clarity, or release. Sad Country Version. 

Lyrics:
I traced the shape of something unseen,
a presence I swore was waiting for me.
I had traces of darkness clouding my mind,
a daunting fate I refused to write.

I sensed the chill before the door could unseal,
A pull that drowned the doubts i concealed,
Still, I stepped in with just a candle in hand,
hoping its light would drown the omens out.

And out of all the souls trapped in between realms,
your ghost is the one that scares me the most.
My mind for you is a foolish host,
yet I summon you, and shadows come close.
You still roam this earth, yet you never appear,
so why are you still haunting me?

I see your name flicker in the dark,
You gave me nothing but the illusion of warmth,
a hollow whisper carved in my skin.
Then left before the fire sank in.

I turned the cards, but the message was hollow,
a voice in the static, a name I still follow.
A séance of silence, a ritual in vain,
were you ever real, or just another spell to break?
You still roam this earth, yet you never appear,
so why are you still haunting me?

Lyrics: Adriana Lazcano

Phantom (Sad Country Version)

The lyrics speak for themselves. Raw honest. Adulting is not easy but that's life. Really though, go to therapy if you can. 
Lyrics: 
In this room again  
Nothing to do, 
I don't even care. 
But I don't feel dead  
I feel like I should be doing—

Something  
Find a job  
Something  
Find a love  
Something  
Getting lost

Instead I'm just here smokin', 
30 but I don't have a plan.
I thought things would work out  
But then they didn’t  
I guess that’s shitty life

Why do I feel so young?  
I feel like I could do anything on my own  
But there’s so much to be done  
I wanna start but I don’t know how  
Maybe I should be—

Poppin’  
Adderall  
Poppin’  
Clonazepam  
Poppin’  
Sertraline

Go to your doctor though

Lyrics and production: Adriana Lazcano

Teen adult, but not really... idk

We've all survived one </3 
Lyrics: 
Perfectly curated  
Even your playlists  
But you still look irritated  
Like life betrayed you  
You iced me out for no reason  
Congrats, that’s cold — in every season

You're the ice king!
You're the ice king!
You're the ice ice king! 

Cool, detached  
Got a crown made of unread texts  
Icy stare, designer flex  
But I'm freezing my ass out  
You're the ice king  
Such a cold cold thing

You set the rules, then ghost the group  
Talk like a monk, flirt like a loop  
Left me on read like a royal decree  
Guess you're allergic to intimacy  
No spark, just frost  
No heart, just cost  
This ain't a Disney movie, babe — you lost

You're the ice king!  
You're the ice king!
You're the ice ice king! 

Cool, detached  
Got a crown made of unread texts  
Icy stare, designer flex  
But I'm freezing my ass out  
You're the ice king  
Such a cold, cold thing

Not a nice king, nah  
Just an ice ice king  
You post quotes about love  
But I’ve seen the typing screen  

Your majesty everyone, 
The Ice King 

Lyrics: Adriana Lazcano

Ice King

a heartbreak song written in neon. based on a true story (mine). I do love synth and scary movies tho, hope you enjoy. <3
Lyrics: 
I’ve been watching horror movies, 
just to feel something at all. 
But none of them work— 
the scariest thought I know, 
is you forgetting us.

I know we’re done. 
Believe me. 
I don’t dream of turning back. 
But on a cold day… do you feel it? 
Do I flicker in the cracks?

Will you think of me, 
come December? 
Just one second— 
a flicker in your mind.
No monster could compare 
to the fear that you don’t try. 
Not even shadows, 
not even ghosts 
could haunt me like 
you letting go.

My nightmares play on loop. 
We’re smiling from a distance— 
then we vanish in the dark. 
Like a tape too worn to witness.
A poltergeist of us remains 
in hallways I can’t leave. 
But you forgetting how we felt… 
that’s the part 
that makes me scream.

So come on, films… 
come scare me. 
Try to make me 
not care.
If he forgets… 
If he forgets… 
me.

Lyrics&production: Adriana Lazcano

Scary Story

Took California original (which is also fire) but i'm no longer feeling dream aesthetic dream pop core. So I decided to release the bare bones version, yes, raw vocal take minimal editing, pure human emotion and added an 80s rock inspired electric guitar solo as chaotic emotional  release. Because that's life. Hope you enjoy. <3 Original indie dreamy version pinned to my profile.

Lyrics:
And hope you find,
you find your California.
Hope you can finally leave the
mask outside the door.
I hope you find, I hope you find
a dimmer flame now, a lighter
and warmer, less intense kind of fire now.
The kind that doesn't light up an internal war now,
the kind that doesn't make you scared though somehow wanting more.

Leave a little space for me,
I'll leave a little space for you;
somewhere down the line we'll see,
we played just the right role.

Leave a little space for me,
I'll leave a little space for you;
somewhere down the line we'll see
it was almost worth fighting for.

Lyrics: Adriana Lazcano.

California (Stripped)

Lyrics:
I could be the moon 
Just to light up your nights
Slowly turn back off 
For the dawn in your eyes 

Look up at the night sky baby 
I can be there shinning on you 
Want me to be a star? Or just a satellite? 
What about a plane in the night sky? 

Turn me on, warp me up or turn me around
I can be a shooting star just make up your mind
The sky is set up, up to you to fantasize  
Baby I can be what you need to light up the night

Swallow me up like a black hole 
Meet me at the event horizon 
Two outcomes might be, depends on who sees 
Darling leave it all to me

Lyrics and production: Adriana Lazcano

Flare

A fun little romantic country ballad (: Bonfire vibes.
Lyrics: 
He came down in a blaze, a comet’s glow,
Silver suit shining, like a star’s afterglow.
He stumbled on boots and a hat in the hay,
In Georgia’s fields, he turned night into day.

His words were like stardust, raw, sincere,
A voice that could calm every earthly fear.
With a lasso of light, he roped my heart tight,
A space cowboy in silver, under moonlight.

Oh, space cowboy, from the cosmos above,
Riding starlight trails, bringing down love.
In your shiny silver suit and a story untold,
You’re a tale from the stars, a dream to hold.

He spoke of galaxies, far and wide,
But his hand in mine, two hearts collide.
His laugh was a melody, sweet and strong,
Far away from the stars, we found our song.

Supernovas burst as we dance by the fire,
Beneath Georgia pines, you set my soul higher.
No spaceship could carry the weight of this spark,
A love written in stars, ignited in the dark.

Oh, space cowboy, from the cosmos above,
Riding starlight trails, bringing down love.
In your shiny silver suit and a story untold,
You’re a tale from the stars, a dream to hold.

Lyrics and creative direction: Adriana Lazcano

Space Cowboy

Cosas que pienso antes de dormir... pero todo pasa.

Todo Pasa

Ladrillo en el mar

Lyricist + concept creator. Not my vocals. 
All lyrics and creative production by me.
This is a space for songwriting and storytelling.

Adriana Lazcano

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