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Beat by: No Name Productions
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Lyrics:
Why does it feel like a battle
Inside of my head, im defending my castle
Supposed to be king but their holding me captive
Now everything that i do is a challenge
Won’t let me leave, their picking apart all my dreams
Their listing my flaws and it seems
I’m fallin apart at the seams
These demons critiquing my deepest of secrets they beat me and leave me not breathin’ 
I’ll give you all of my feelings
I’ll give you all of my passion
All of these things that I write in my raps
Avoiding the past but I’m going backwards
On to my last nerve, onto this search for my purpose and losing all hope isn’t new but I’m growing, ignoring the thoughts that promote all this warfare, their hoping That I won’t wake up in the morning
I hate it
I’m tellin myself to be patience
That one day I’ll be on their playlist
That someday i won’t just be nameless
But until then I’m stuck in this cage
I put all these blocks in front of my way
So if I don’t make it, it’s cos I’m contained
Afraid that ill fail so i stay in these chains
I’m hearing them say Ah
Why aren’t you happy
Why do you carry around all your baggage
Why when you’re here does it feel like your absent
Why do the voices inside of you head always think that they have all the answers
I am just askin’ they put me on meds and I’m losing my passion
But then when I’m off I desent into madness
But what is the difference when you know that both of these endings are tragic
What if the fears that i have are imagined
And doubt didn’t spread through my head like it’s cancer
And i could just manage to act like I’m happy when people are asking me all of these question
Or not get so stressed when I’m feeling the pressure of putting out songs that i know can better
That voice doesn’t let up, cos nothing is ever as good as it could but I’m learning my lesson
Ahhhh
I’m closing the door
At least for the moment on all of my thoughts
And we can’t get along cos we yell when we talk
Cos we both should’ve know that we’re growing apart
Tell everybody that this is the start
When you say your a fan you’ll be naming this song
I don’t know how long but know this is the launch
So pack up your bags if your coming along

The Start

Misery - AE

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Misery - AE

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