Hey, don't cry
It's okay
All of them will pay

All of them will pay, will pay
Pay

It's what you wanted
It's what you needed
You will regret if
You don't complete it
All of our eggs are
Now in one basket
And it's crashing down

They don't need us anymore
No more

I don't even know what I'm feeling right now. What should I even be feeling?

i just want to be held for a while

I actually sat down one day with my friend so I could record them, and as you can tell I got some brilliant stuff out of it. This isn't even a quarter of the screams they let out.

Yes, in the end a very concerned girl came inside the room to check on us. I don't think she talks to us anymore, but it was worth it.

I made the instrumental in a day and got some really nice sounds out of this new amp I downloaded. Had no time to master though. Need to upload before midnight, or else I'll have to wait for another week to upload.

Guttural Screams of the Fujoshi

I originally wrote this song for a D&B themed collaboration but the collaboration was cancelled so I thought I'd finally finish it up and post it. I don't usually make this kind of music but I gave it a go!

Music, lyrics and tuning by Jade Kaiba.
Official art by YAMAHA.

Special thanks to my patron, wondersmith, for their support.

Lyrics:
When I look round all I see is regret
The stench of alcohol and cigarettes
People like you well they just never learn
You play with matches then you're gonna burn

Ahh ahh ah ah x2

I keep my head down as I walk on by
No time to waste on all your honeyed lies
I don't need sympathy to lead me astray
If you disappoint me I'll just throw you away

Ahh ahh ah ah x2

Ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh x2

I'll run far
In the dark
And I'll hide my heart
So it never gets to break
Keep your memories
And fantasies
'Cause all your smiles were fake

Ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh 

Ahh...

[Vocaloid Original] Disappointment and Bitterness feat. Cyber Diva and Cyber Songman

Here's a song my brother and I wrote for the Magical Mirai 2017 song contest.

Lyrics:

The world is always spinning
Sometimes it feels out of control
Take my hand and let me guide you
Before the burden takes its toll

If you're lost and you want to be found
Just know I'm always around
All you have to do is follow the sound
Follow the sound of my voice

The future is never certain
Sometimes you feel you're on your own
Remember we're in this together
You don't have to face it all alone

When you're lost and you need to be found
You know I'm always around
All you have to do is follow the sound
Just follow the sound of my voice

Mixed and mastered by Michael Cushion Jr

https://www.mikesmixmaster.com

Illustration by Lily Grasso

https://www.artstation.com/feyspeaker

My Voice

Here's a song I wrote for the Tsurumaki Maki Birthday Festival 2021.

Lyrics:

It all started when I was younger
Just an awkward kid in grade school
Navigating the waters of childhood
All I really wanted was to be heard

I wouldn't have to take it much longer
What didn't kill me made me stronger

Can't break the spirit that's inside me
There's a fire that burns deep within
Can't stop the energy that drives me
There's a light that shines on forever

Can't crush the dreams that inspire me
You only get one life, make it worthwhile
Can't catch a star that isn't falling
Watch out, I'm a radiating SUPERNOVA

It all worsened as I got older
Such an awkward teen in high school
Suffering the pains of adolescence
All I really wanted was to fit in

I don't have to take it any longer
What doesn't kill me makes me stronger

Can't break the spirit that's inside me
There's a fire that burns deep within
Can't stop the energy that drives me
There's a light that shines on forever

Can't crush the dreams that inspire me
You only get one shot, make it matter
Can't catch a star that isn't falling
Stand back, I'm exploding like a SUPERNOVA

Mixed and mastered by Michael Cushion Jr

https://www.mikesmixmaster.com

Illustration by Lily Grasso

https://www.artstation.com/feyspeaker

SUPERNOVA

I wanted to use Kiyoteru and Gakupo together for a duet and the concept for this song came to me as a mix of Kiyoteru's character backstory and my own experiences. It ended up being a strongly emotional song and I hope that those emotions come across here.

Music and lyrics by Jade Kaiba.
Art by Akia-AP. Photo from Pixabay.
Special thanks to my patrons wondersmith and rinneil.

Lyrics:

Never questioned
Followed blind
How can I leave
That behind

I always believed
You'd be there for me
But if I go down this path
Where will it lead?

Life was simple
When you stayed in line
But there's no doubt now
In this heart of mine

If I am a sinner
Then let me burn
I already chose this
Now it's your turn

I see my soul is tainted black
If I lose myself I can't turn back
Forget about what's right or wrong
Just tell me what it is you want?

Chorus:
In the end I stand
A broken man
Caught out in the rain
My feelings denied
For what am I when
Stripped of my faith
Are the writings flawed?
What kind of God
Let's love go to waste?
Could it be
The answers were
Right in front of my face?

I doubted once
But now I've grown
And I won't let you
Face this alone

You're just a temptation
And desire won
Now I face damnation
What have I done?

If you feel the same
Then take my hand
If you just explain
They'll understand

It might have been
Easy for you
Oh, tell me, God
What should I do?

Chorus:
In the end I stand
A broken man
Drowning in the rain
My feelings denied
For who am I
To strip you of your faith
Are the writings flawed?
What kind of God
Let's love go to waste?
Could it be
The answers were
Right there upon your face?

Coda:
I tried my hardest to abide
Don't leave my love here crucified
If we must both go down in flame
I'll hold you till we rise again

Chorus:
In the end we are
Two lonely hearts
Caught out in the rain
And we can't deny
The reasons why
For questioning our faith
The writings are flawed
No kind of God
Lets love go to waste
Now I see
The answers are
Right in front of my face

[Vocaloid Original] Questioning feat. Kiyoteru and Gakupo

Here's a song I wrote as a tribute to anime music and classic space operas.

Lyrics:

Staring at the waters edge
Listening to the beat of your own heart
Can you feel the calm before the storm?

Throttle up, the engines roar
Racing to confront the threat ahead
Can you see the clouds forming in the distance?

Go - Into the firestorm we ride
Soar - Into the firestorm we fly
Titans charge as we join the fight
Angels sing as two worlds collide
Valkyries dance in a symphony of light

Breaking through the stratosphere
Leaving Earth behind to touch the stars
Can you see the home we must defend?

Standing at the planet's edge
We are pushing forward unto dawn
Can you feel the hopes of those back on the ground?

Go - Into the firestorm we ride
Soar - Into the firestorm we fly
Titans fall as we turn the tide
Voices ring with our battle cry
Skies ablaze in a symphony of light

Mixed and mastered by Martin Kano

https://www.fiverr.com/martinkano

Illustration by Lily Grasso

https://www.artstation.com/feyspeaker

Symphony of Light

YouTube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hvJsyesPNb8

Lyrics:

You can't escape me
You can't mistake me now
These emotions that I feel
My addiction can't be healed
Has me consumed
Oh, I will kill all the likes of you

My dark extensions used to creep past any of your borders
And then one day you got away, you were just out of my reach
Killing me
I feel alive at last

You can't escape me
You can't mistake me, baby
For my wrathful soul is drenched
With repulsion and revenge
I will kill you

Can you feel your fucking heart pounding?
I can
Since the day you fucking cut me off
It's been hell

Kiss me
I'm doing this world a favour
Your existence was mistaken (Oh, from the start)
Across the street
Watching from your window
I will strip you down and I will haunt you
Until the end of time

[SynthV Original] During the time of impunity (feat. SOLARIA Lite)

This is my entry for the Solaria Song Contest.

Music, lyrics and tuning by Jade Kaiba.
Art by Akia-AP. Background image by Buddy_Nath on Pixabay.
Special thanks to my patrons, rinneil and wondersmith!

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
I built these walls around me
Far before your armies found me
I donned this suit of armour
Far before you gave the order

Rap Verse 1:
Guarded myself just like a fortress
But I know this time I can't ignore this
Full scale assault on my heart
If it's war that you want well then let the battle start

Bridge:
These scars aren't wounds they're proof
Of the battles I've fought and won
So if you're gonna mess with me 
You're flying too close to the sun

Chorus:
So fire if you dare
And catch my solar flares
You'll wish it was all over
When I go supernova
You burnt my soul to embers
So I'll make you remember me

Verse 2:
You brainwashed your disciples
Until all complaints were stifled
You built a cult of hatred
'Till your lust for power was sated

Rap Verse 2:
Each day your selfishness increases
Now it's time that I pick up the pieces
Won't be a pawn in your game
I can stand up and think for myself if it's all the same

Bridge:
These scars aren't wounds they're proof
Of the battles I've fought and won
So if you're gonna mess with me 
You're flying too close to the sun

Chorus:
So fire if you dare
And catch my solar flares
You'll wish it was all over
When I go supernova
You burnt my soul to embers
So I'll make you remember me

Me... (x7)

Coda:
Like an eclipse you
Blink and I'm already gone...

[Synth V Original] Close To The Sun feat. Solaria

Video with Lyrics: https://youtu.be/NDyr29FhobY

Hey guys! I'm thrilled to share with you my latest song, "The Stars We Share"! It's a collab song between me, Aya, and MiraiSunday. The illustration, funnily enough, was made long before the idea for this song even came to be. Mirai drew a rough version of this as an early draft/idea for Paradise, which was later superseded by Paradise's current art. I didn't want this picture to go to waste so I wanted to use it for another song and so I asked Aya if she could come up with any ideas based on the picture, and we came up with a theme of sharing dreams in the form of stars. Aya then made the first draft of the song, and then I edited it.

So, I just want to say, a special thank you to Aya and MiraiSunday for their work. There's no way this song could exist without them~ 

BUT OF COURSE, I also want to thank YOU GUYS for coming to listen to my music! I always feel honored to share with you guys ^^ Have an amazing day! :)

Lyrics:
When the thread of a dream
threatens to break
All you need is kindness
From that which we make

Pulled from the tearing stream
Our hearts held firm
Friends who are so priceless
Together we learn

When lonely threads are breaking
When chiming stars are crying
I’ll hold you up above
To shine the way you love

Offer a helping hand
Through trials will allies stand
And link visions on a string
Such light our stars now bring
So let us sing

The stars we share
Will fill the air
The stars we share
Will fill the air
Our hearts we’ll bear

They mock us together
laugh when alone
But we will shine brighter
Through pain we have grown

As birds of a feather
Fly in the sky
We’re stronger together
No reason to cry

When the joined threads are straining
When gathered stars are laughing
I’ll give you strength, no fear
To hold high what is dear

Let hesitance dissolve
And Strengthen our resolve
To accomplish something great
We share a dream, don’t wait

Offer a helping hand
Through trials will allies stand
Link visions on the string
Such light our stars now bring
So let us sing

[Fukase V4 English] The Stars We Share [VOCALOID Original]

Hi! I love to make VOCALOID songs and illustrations! Check out my YouTube also~ http://www.youtube.com/c/AegisSan

[Fukase V4 English] The Stars We Share [VOCALOID Original]

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