YUNG LEAN - HURT /// AE RISING COVA

蛸 undulating
蛸 ninjas hiding
蛸 蛸 moving fast
うねる身体
im 蛸 undulating
蛸 everywhere i go
俺は俺は俺は俺は俺は俺

water swag
water swag on
water blade
water dragon
walk on water
drink a potion
わからん何も
osian gang resurrection
ae healing you そうでしょ
漏斗から air
張る protection
お金稼ぐ OEG

#ae #aeoxve #lazydoll #leafpng #8 #伪装章鱼 #위장떡 #흔들다

aeoxve - octouflage (lazydoll)

@lazydoll music for ecology instrumentals

延命治療が終わり
綺麗事が剥がれてく世界
君はおれから離れて正解
だっておれもおれが分からない
never sober 耐えれない最近
演じてます 強い人のフリ
苦しみ 天井が見えない
むしろ恐怖が今は心地いい
多分今のおれは痛い かなり
拗らせすぎたこの自己愛
辞められなくなる自分語り
いつまで経っても独りよがり
浸り　痛い
成れ果て 十代最後のハロウィン
この狭い部屋でおれは夢をみる
全てを知るために夢をみる

prolong prod rw0

prod me @lazydoll

w/ @sierothegoat

imagine 上 自分次第
ふわり 全てを俯瞰
メタりすぎて俺不在
ぐったり きみと回すblunts
真理とか信じない
シュレディンガー 開けるまで
心臓止まったらごめん
一瞬で見てるブルーフレイム
死んでみてもok
皆 tryna be ok
皆 tryna be ok

Jo Malone付けて会いに行くよ7B (30)
She don't need no makeup, あの子はso sweet (sweet, sweet)
有り余るロマンス でもしない浮気
江戸川からtmj walkin' (Hit)
Hit, 巻くV, Kidori (Aruki)
タバコ辞めた もう買わないbic (Bic, bic)
バイトももうせんよbye, hop on C truck, that beast (Beast, beast)
掘り当てるmoney bag, tree どう森
8pm in tmj
いつもより悲しい10時半の終電
涙が叫んだ、「何もかも足りない」
No "No Sleep", 冷たい風が吹いた

romance ft siero

SEU$I - LIGHT IT UP (元気になる) FT. LAZYDOLL & IN-MARK (PROD. LAZYDOLL)

Seu$i - light it up ft lazydoll, in-mark

piano by lazydoll

can we stay here 
looking at the stars 
taking breaks from our lousy brain 
nothing can make it stop 
throwing pills in my gut
its only temporary they say
idk how long i can do this 
can we  stay together 
while i can hold on to this right now
can we b at the top 
I just wana b at the right place

ᶠʳᵃᵍᶦˡᵉ ᶠʳᵒⁿᵈ✢

池袋(okudakun)

Lo-Fi Coffee Nights

Candle

"All things considered, getting all of this out with music just feels right? Like I can use the album to point to it to explain how I feel instead of having to think about [it] all the time, but at the very least, I want it to be the best apology I can give to the people who deserve it (even if they'll never hear it). And at a time where I can genuinely feel my brain starting to melt and the memories start to fade in the midst of everything, it'll be a way to go from faking some semblance of happiness all the time to at least trying to give myself the hugs and self-love I need to keep going, if only because I can't ask for forgiveness from the people I've hurt." -me, 4/21/2025.

"fleeting memories; feigning happiness" is a personal journey for me that follows, among other things, the course of a romantic relationship, the stages of grief that came with it, and my understanding of my eventual diagnosis of bipolar II disorder. I suppose I'll leave it at that.

Thank you for giving this album a listen.

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