Im drownin in my regrets 
Hate how I treated you
Im such a stupid neglect
I should've played by the rules

And things I left unsaid
I should've said it to you
And I'll just rot in my bed
Hoping that things go smooth

Start fuckin my wrist up
I wish I was like you
I wish I was normal 
They see more than I do

Do you see my pain girl?
Know you see it all
Think you missed my veins girl
When you cut me off

I just might go insanse
Cus all my songs sound the same
And everyone I loved everyone I trust
Always end up ina grave

And it was never lust when I said I loved you
Tell me do you feel the same?
Said you wanna read my mind
So go grab the .9 put a bullet thru my brain

Im goin insane
Girl put a bullet in my brain

Wish I was more to myself
Wish I was talented 
Wish I was more than enough
But im a fuckin mess

We all just turn into dust
No point in makin amends
I thought that love was a must
But I wont waste my breath


Do you see my pain girl?
Know you see it all
Think you missed my veins girl
When you cut me off

I just might go insanse
Cus all my songs sound the same
And everyone I loved everyone I trust
Always end up ina grave

And it was never lust when I said I loved you
Tell me do you feel the same?
Said you wanna read my mind
So go grab the .9 put a bullet thru my brain

Im goin insane
Girl put a bullet in my brain

BlahBlahBlah

Thank y'all so much for 800 followers!!! I know it's been a while but I'm getting back into the swing of things, hopefully I'll be back soon with more music <3

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should be!

Free lunch (edit)

lestalkaboutit (flip)

love me now

I heard about Claud on accident a few years back. I remember hearing the single for "Guard Down" and thinking "Hey, that's pretty good. I should sample this."

My first idea was to do an NY Drill remix of it, thinking that because they were from New York, it would be kinda funny. Problem was, I never had the motivation and never got around to it. Later on I end up finding out that Claud... is not from New York. They're from Highland Park, IL. 


Realising I had no meme-like idea to pin this to, I just decided to do it in the style that I've enjoyed making. With the intention of possibly writing to it... giving it the intentional theme of Claud's voice being like my nervous system telling me "Don't Let Your Guard Down". The idea being the feeling of anxiousness with new love created by past relationships... and eventually learning to be vulnerable with my new love as it ends with "Let Your Guard Down".

Either way, this was fun to make, and I'm basically considering it done so I don't overthink it into mush. 

If Claud happens upon this: Hey. Thanks for being a musician. I thought the song was dope and I hope you enjoyed my little sample flip piece right here.

If you're wondering about the title: I wanted to reference "Guard Down" in a way that amused me... also I play a lot of fighting games, so I felt like an arrow for "crouch guarding" using your Super Monster era colour scheme would be a nice touch.

Crouch Guard

how many niggas make you wanna go and up the ends
it was pretty bitches, it get really vicious when you're in
i got plenty digits, make her panties disappear for 10s
no offense, but with full offense, we dont smoke no mids

im the shit, lurking thru the crypts the dead so effortless
skeletons, move with elegence, its why im far from tense
i know niggas that got buried with some mary and some blicks
rest in peace to Scary .. to the man who got em rest in piss

glitter wrist for risk, i reward a hit, i just record a bit, dont take no pic
i dont show no face, my fit could pull ya bitch
im doing this, 'member resin bowls, them highs were hit or miss
im missin shit, aint gon get too rich to ever reminsce 

its sum thug music, it's okay to cry dont needa split ya wig 
its love music, roll another one and love ya chick
if you abusin, i jus pray u make it in the end, it's above music
this one dedicated to the trench, it's above music

kind of shit that makes u seek a smile, but wont nothin do it
i been fiending for that shit a while, put yo arm into it

s.n.d

ihaditcoming

what are r fighting for demo [prod. sickboi]

Natural Element proudly presents the long-awaited album The Paradigm Shift by one of Amsterdam’s finest and most prolific producers, Kid Sublime. Following on from the 12” single ‘You Got Me Runnin’’ which dropped in the summer, this 8 track, double LP offering is a special piece of work crafted during the pandemic years and Turbulence recording sessions with maestros Beka Gochiashvili and Mishulino.
The album showcases the evolution of Kid Sublime’s sound and the influence of London’s vibrant broken beat scene, with him having connected with some of the artists around the time of the passing of the legendary Phil Asher. It touches on house, bruk and even techno, with his signature soulful touch palpable across the whole record. Features include talented London artist Oliver Night, Sydney-based vocalist Natalie Slade and long time collaborator, flautist Han Litz, amongst others.

The Paradigm Shift LP

APPAREL PREMIERE: Kid Sublime - Stay Over ft Natalie Slade [Natural Element]

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what are r fighting for demo [prod. sickboi]

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