if I had a chance a to take it back
I wouldn't take it
if i had a chance to make it last 
I wouldn't fake it
fake it till i make it,  
make it till I break it, 
shaking cuz the pain I go insane this house is vacant,
 playing in the flames i love the pain I love to chase it. 
chase it cuz it made me who I am I have to blame it, 
blame it on the grey that made a stain, I have to paint it
painted it the way it the way I am, 
its dry I cannot change it. 

no I never lost
 cuz I never fucking had it,

tell me what it cost
stuck paying for the damage

felt the fucking rush
like I was racing thru this traffic

it was never lust it was love 
and now i damn it


until I fucked up and then I did it again
and then I fucked and I lost it again
and then I fucked up and I lost the one friend
that I wanted straight down to the end
now I'm fucked laying down in my bed
I need something to get you out of my head
I feel nothing when I hit it again
ill say nothing just outta respect

i got the best of myself
i got a chain on my belt
always running on E 
and thinking sometimes it helps
keep a load in the brain and hope it shoots at itself
i hope my clothes dont get stained when i take a shot at myself




we lie to ourselves all the time. 
do you know when you tell yourself the truth?
can you lie to yourself and believe it?
hiding from your own lies
true colors to anxious strangers
having fun and having nothing.

neverlust (prod. ERLAX)

you could've listened to me
you could've heard what I said
we could've made up a plan
you should've stayed in my bed 
you could've listened to me
now I wish I was dead
and I'm glad that it's me
because unlike you I always wanted to bleed
because unlike me you never wanted to be
with two feet down now there's flames in your street
now I'm down the road and you sigh with relief



we're just a concept. 
had the same idea since we both met,
got rid of the tears but youre still wet,
were just a hot mess
cool it with a car wreck 
pull the wheel and watch end the madness

fucked up 
wish I wouldve blacked out
shouldve passed out 
shouldn't have gone to your house
say it right now 
say you love me right now
hands are tied down 
I'm still getting high now
but I might drown
watch me burn this whole town
that way we could talk now?
maybe we could lie down?


MORE LOVE LESS DRUGS
MORE DRUGS LESS LOVE
I DONT KNOW WHICH ONE
I GOTTA PICK ONE

concepts (prod. by grayskies)

kissing on you

CLUELESS

♡˖꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱ 
(༎ຶ ෴ ༎ຶ)
༎ຶ‿༎ຶ

Pulling Up

YOUCANFLY (prod. ERLAX)

holding down (prod. by blvnkface x sadface)

stillthinkthat (prod by. Noir Zero)

does it feel the same 
does it sound okay

drugs, please. (prod. by Why Loner)

blaming my own brain because it told me not to love

raking up some change so I can buy some fucking drugs
blaming my own brain because it told me not to love
taking the long way home but the tank is fucking done
push myself away I taste the drip upon my tongue
racing on the way home but I didnt wanna stop
I'm a psycho I'm unable I'm about to fucking drop
wish me luck wish me nothing wish I'd get struck down by god
TAKE ME TO THAT ONE NIGHT
WHERE I FUCKED EVERYTHING UP
MY OWN KNIFE IN MY OWN BACK
DAMN WHAT HAVE I BECOME
AS I STARE INTO THE MIRROR MY REFLECTION POINTS A GUN 
AS HE SPEAKS I CANNOT HEAR HIM AS THE BLOOD FILLS UP MY LUNGS
cursed with a blessing, as I scream inside my truck
the abilty to love didnt last that very long
at least now I'm gone and she cant see what ive done




wish me nothing [prod. by mikzy]

freeway [prod. by cobalt]

i look good as fuck and i dont take no pictures
bite you hard as hell until i give you blisters
think about it now im kinda glad i messed up
think about it now im kinda glad you confessed now

I know you saw me on the road 
yeah that was me
I know you saw me on your phone
don't smash ur screen 
I never helped when u were low
I let u bleed 
its okay we're all alone 
now rest in peace

all my life I followed the lines I followed the signs 
the signs were wrong, they straight up lied
I called you twice, nevermind
fuck it I'm gone
claim your side, speak ur mind
theyre trying to fuck so they'll play along
nobody to trust everybodys wrong
so tired of lust and the fucking drugs

aesth.edeek

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