jaydes didn’t do anything wrong

no food in the morning
even just the thought is a chore
the school day is haunting
our friends wont know us anymore

no food
no awful feeling
i grab the bottle
10 pm

No Food

there's puke on the floor
there's a knife in the puke
there's vodka on the table
in the corner of my room
and i'm not supposed to be here
i don't know what to do
i never planned this far
i get up and go to school
i leave after first
to try again

skin's too thick
i give up
never told
anyone
alive always
only forward
born again
you left me here
alive always

it'll never be enough
the hardest thing you've ever done
and you just can't help yourself
i wish you were someone else

Alive, Always

Short Sleeves

we're both so tired today
we're both so tired today
we're both so tired today
we're both so tired today

you hang a white flag above the door
it's okay
just for today

they're all waiting for you
they're all waiting for you
i will always follow you
you will always follow me

Today I Laid Down

told u i hate u
i regret it
ex ho getting jealous
and everybodys headless

am i dead?
its in my head

and im tired of being careless
i woke up in my bed sick

anyways, whats going on with u?
i wont split ur heart in 2
ur friends told me that ur bad news
but idc ur worth it
and my head is hurting
tell me whats with all the flirting
u said it wasnt working
hoping that im not a burden to u

obvious inspo dis song is ass but niggas love it so i’ll keep it up for yal

burden

only im scared
"dont leave", "ur dead to me"
just use ur fucking head
dont leave ur boyfriend for me (you'll jus end up dead..)

i know you know

dont leave ur boyfriend for me he loves u i dont

spotify

boyfriend

watch out make out
just kill me sarah
fucked up goth teens
living alone..but
dont cut im not done with u
fucked up but now im done with u

loser

kill me, sarah

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[doaj track 6]

oh you finally got the gut?
to go through with your number one plan

death of a jester

plan

ozempic dese niggas little to me
i never cared 
but dese niggas hate me i get it like plead 
these niggas scared
and i never cared for nobody but me
you niggas get it 
i hate it 
these niggas trippin
ill fake it until i get it hoe

goth bitch
fucking cut her wrist
cause she just into that
fucked up
suicidal jester cuz he into that

parasocial niggas u venting up on the internet
i could die on live cuz im sure niggas would b into that

jester fucking dead on the floor 
he took his life
these niggas hate me dont care to be known
i live in private
fuck it i could really take it away
but i dont mind
cause everytime that i open that door
i see a lie
inside my mind, fuck.

jester said this tho
bitch look out your window
two shots
fucked up on her nigga she a widow
red hair goth bitch look like black widow
i could try to save the bitch but im just not a hero


nigga fuck the jester
its too bad impress
the whole cliques a mess
and u cant save em.

jester please hold me

jester

awful girl
its your time
to tell me why
tell me why
awful girl
how come i wanted you

jester

aeter

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