Tied To A Tree

The False Hydra

Scumdogs of the Universe

Sick of You (30th Anniversary Remix)

Eonian

The Empyrean Phoenix

A Vaca De Fogo [Madredeus Cover]

guitars out of tune, you can hear the metronome (still off beat). no autotune, just vibin'.
Will remake this later, so here is a funny demo for ya :)

sad shit cuh

I write to you from a place where pain overflows,
and yet love still exists, somehow.

You matter to me in a way I had never known.
In your eyes, in your presence, I believed I’d found
a listening ear, an attention, a steady presence.
Maybe it wasn’t always there as I imagined,
maybe it was lost along the way—
but I keep the precious memory
of having been seen, recognized—if only for a moment.

Today your silence hurts like a cut, a broken thread.
I wish words had been possible,
an ending gentle and respectful.
I wish we could have stayed close—
to share a tenderness, an embrace, a small joy.

I love you.
I love me enough to go on.

I wish you peace, and light, and ease.
May life bring you softness and happiness,
even if that happiness no longer includes me.

I remind myself: my suffering doesn’t make me wrong.
It only says I loved, that I believed in a bond.
It says I am still alive.

I carry a painful contradiction:
I want to keep the link,
and I must learn to live without it.
I accept this contradiction—part of the way.

This letter isn’t written to hold you back.
It’s for me—to acknowledge what I felt was true,
that the love I give is real,
that my pain is legitimate.
It’s to stop condemning myself.

I love you.
I love me enough to go on.

I love you

Tied To A Tree

AFI

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