this is why Halloween is my favorite holiday, y'all are the best. this shi got me through the best and worst night of my life last year, this year, it'll be better than any. y'all seriously are the greatest. WE NEED MOREEEEEE🫶

I can never get tired of this song, I listen to it EVERY SINGLE DAY  👻😍

Ill kill myself for halloween... Oveerrrrr yoooouuuuuuuuuuu

LETTERS

The Lovely Things That Should Happen To You....  (FT. AFOURTEEN)(PROD. JOELIOUS)

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

sittin down right on my bedside
sleepless nights when i dont feel right
locked inside a dungeon cant you help me
isolated from my friends
swear this shit just never ends
feels like my body's growing colder
woke up in my own vomit last night
wish i was taken in my sleep, god help me
i never found myself and maybe thats for the best
just tell me to look up but youre never understanding the view
a world of liars they conspire on my every move
I got the flu
and im givin up
my stomach hurts and im a mess
lie to my face, then call it quits
my love for you wasn't adequate
existential, i'll never make it
trapped in infinity
we're so small in the face of god, so shut the fuck up and do your job
it dont matter anyway

*AFOURTEEN*

sometimes I wake up feeling impatient 
Loosing my head
Aye lemme think a minute 
You don’t motherfuckin motherfuckin see the vision uh
Yah yah lemme breathe a minute 
You ain’t gotta do the shit that you been doin to me fuck you
Yea I need to get my ass back home everytime I leave the house man I feel led  on 
Wassupp wit that cut from front to back
You don’t love me back no don’t act like that 
Come home drunk as shit jumping off the bridge fuck that break my wrist 
And I don’t wanna go back home tonight 
Cuz I don’t wanna right my wrongs tonight 
So I just like conversations mean what they mean I hold back all this hatred 
Inside my dreams 
And I’m so sick with you and your so sick of me 
I can’t even breathe 
Nananananana nanananana 

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

fall asleep inside your arms
kill anybody that means you harm
alcohol for breakfast lunch and dinner
downers just to numb the pain
drown all the voices inside my brain
toxic at our core, but we blame the world of course
im so sick of you
youre so sick of me

*TEENAGE DISASTER & AFOURTEEN*

i can’t even breathe 
I can’t even breathe 
Soooooo ohhhhh
I’m so sick of you
ive been singin sad songs since i was youngin
paint my nails black, then those bitches called me a faggot
now its cool to be sad, dope to be depressed
now im pissed off, straight up, blow my damn top off
lil spiders in the dark tellin me its alright
i got bullets for you motherfuckers tryna act tight
doin shows for a minute i can really say i did it

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

its a sick world we live in
and im not sure i want to stay at all
im done
i give up
and my mind comes toppling down when I think of
getting out of bed
and im so broken down, cannot be repaired
im so sick
im so tired
im so beaten down
i dont wanna go, but i think i have to.

*AFOURTEEN*

Why do we live like this 
And Why do we live like this 
I fell in love with your lips 
Their my worst enemy 
Their my worst enemy 
I fell in love at 17
I fell in love at 17
And now your opposite with me
Sit with me 
Take my arms watch me bleed
Take my eyes make me see
I am so incomplete 
I am so incomplete 
I am so

SOMNIPHOBIA (FT. TEENAGE DISASTER) (PROD. IMOTAPE)

I WOKE UP ON THE GROUND 
I WOKE UP WITH A FROWN
I WOKE UP WITH A CROWN
I WOKE UP ON THE GROUND 
ON THE GROUND 
I WOKE UP ON THE GROUND 
I WOKE UP WITH A FROWN I 

INHALE EXHALE 
ALL THE BULLSHIT 
WHY YOU TALKIN TO ME LIKE THAT
YOU KNEW THIS
YEAH YOU KNEW THIS 
YEAH YOU KNEW 
I WAS GONNA GET UPSET WITH THAT 
AND YOU KNEW I WAS 
GONNA GET ALL TIGHT AND SNAP
AND YOU KNEW THIS 
INHALE EXHALE ALL THE BULLSHIT 
AND YOU KNEW I WAS GONNA GET UPTIGHT LIKE THAT 
INHALE EXHALE ALL THE BULLSHIT 

AND ALL THE BULLSHIT AND I CANT 
COMMIT 
AND I JUST WANNA TAKE MY NOOSE INSIDE AND COMMIT 
LIKE MY NAME KERMIT 
LIKE IMMA FROG
CAUSE NOBODY LISTEN TO ME 
NO NO NOBODY AT ALL

I WANT TO GO FIND A FRIEND IN YOU
I WANT TO PROTECT THE BEST IN YOU
I KNOW I BRING OUT THE BEST IN YOU
I WANT MY WALLS UP
AND I DONT WANNA EVER PUT THEM DOWN
SO COUGH IT UP AND I DONT EVER WANNA SEE YOU FROWN

OR MAYBE THATS THE WORST THING 
I CANT THINK ABOUT IS YOU GOING DOWN ON ME NOW 
MAY MAYBE ITS THE WORST THING
IS EVERYTHING THATS GOING ON WHEN IM OUT OF MY HOUSE 

THATS EVERYTHING THATS GOING ON WHEN IM OUTTA MY HOUSE 
I RIP MY EYES OUT OF MY SKULL
WHEN I WAKE ON THE GROUND 
CONSTANTLY IM GOING FUCKING CRAZY WITH YOU NOT AROUND 
WAKE ME MAYBE I NEED TO SAVE ME NOW 
CRAZY HATE ME EVERYTHING GOING DOWN
I KNOW YOU KNOW I NEED TO FIGURE OUT 

HOW FAR HAVE YOU SLIPPED OUT MY REACH
I KNOW THINGS HAPPEN EVENTUALLY 
WHERE HAVE YOU GONE
WHERE HAVE YOU GONE
YOU WASTED MY TIME 
YOU TOLD ME ALL THESE LIES 

AND I NEVER FORGET ANY OF IT 
I DO WHAT YOU SAY LIKE A PUPPET
FLY SPREAD ALL MY WINGS AND I LOVED IT 
WHY TREAT ME LIKE THAT LIKE IM RUBBISH
I NEVER DESERVED ANY OF IT 
I NEVER DESERVED ANY 

SO WHAT DO WE DO WHEN WE LOOK AT THE SKY 
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU LOOK AT THE MOON AND STARS 
WHEN YOU LOOK AT THE MOON AND STARS WHAT DO WE DO 
WHAT DO WE DO WHEN WE LOOK AT THE SKY 
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU LOOK AT THE MOON AND STARS 
AT THE MOON AND STARS WHAT DO WE DO

WOKE UP ON THE SKY (PROD. RED MOSK/TRIPLESIXDELETE)

I TRY TO FORGET YOU TO FORGET YOU BUT YOUR HERE 
I CANT SEEM TO GET YOU SEEM TO GET YOU OUT MY HEAD
I TRY TO FORGET YOU TO FORGET YOU BUT YOUR HERE 
I CANT SEEM TO GET YOU SEEM TO GET YOU OUT MY HEAD

WHATS GONNA HAPPEN WHEN WE FALL DOWN
WHATS GONNA HAPPEN WHEN I CANT PICK YOU UP AGAIN
CALL ALL MY FRIENDS UP TO TAKE OFF THE ENDS
IVE BEEN SO LOST BEATEN DOWN IN THE END 

AND I CANT SEEM 
GET OUT
I CANT SEE MUCH
I BEEN TRAPPED SO LONG
I CANT SEE MUCH
I CANT GET OUT
I CANT SEE MUCH
I CANT GET OUT

WHATS GONNA HAPPEN WHEN WE FALL DOWN
WHATS GONNA HAPPEN WHEN I CANT PICK YOU UP AGAIN
CALL ALL MY FRIENDS UP TO TAKE OFF THE ENDS
IVE BEEN SO LOST BEATEN DOWN IN THE END 

CORINNE X7

AND YOU CANT HELP ME NOW
IM ON THE GROUND 
AND YOU CANT FUCKIN PICK ME BACK UP
AND YOU CANT HELP ME NOW 
IM ON THE GROUND AND YOU CANT TAKE MY FUCKIN HAND
AND CANT HELP ME NOW IM ON THE GROUND
AND YOU CANT FUCKING PICK ME BACK UP
AND YOU CANT HELP ME NOW IM ON THE GROUND 
AND YOU WONT FUCKING TAKE MY HAND AGAIN

WHOS FINNA CATCH YOU LIKE ME NOBODY WILL

AND I DONT LIVE TO FORGET 
I WANNA LAY ON YOUR CHEST 
IM NOT FINNA GO CAP AND SAY THAT WE WAS THE BEST
YOUR THE BEST THAT I HAD
RIGHT NOW ITS MAKING ME MAD
THAT YOU WONT ANSWER ME OR LET ME SEE YOUR FACE
WITHOUT YOU GETTING UPSET
WHAT FUCK IS UP WITH ALL THAT 
I KNOW THAT EVERY TIME WE SPEAK WE ALWAYS BRING IT RIGHT BACK
BUT ITS DIFFERENT THIS TIME YOU HAVENT TEXT ME IN SOME MONTHS
AND MY HEART IS BEAT BEATING AND ITS BEATING CLOSE TO NONE
IT FUCKED FUCKED FUCKED ME YEAH IT FUCKED ME ALL UP
AND WHY YOU LIVIN HOPPIN COUCHES DIFFERENT HOUSES 
I KNOW YOU YOU DONT LIKE THAT 
YOU AINT NEVER LIKE THAT 
CAUSE YOU DONT ACT LIKE THAT
AND ITS DIFFERENT LOOKIN AT YOU WHEN YOU NEVER FIGHT BACK
AND YOU ALWAYS COME BACK YOU COMIN RIGHT BACK

BEAUTIFUL MAIDEN (PROD. UNICORN WAVES)

KREEP COMING SOON

LYRICS:

MY HAIR'S ON FIRE
(I'VE BEEN BURNT TO THE SCALP)
BUT MY BODY'S SO COLD
(I CANT SLEEP ANYMORE)
THIS DEPRESSION'S GETTING OLD
(IM SICK OF TAKING ALL THESE PILLS)
THROW AWAY THE CIGARETTES I ROLLED FOR YOU
(I MISS YOU)

AND WHEN THE DAYLIGHT DONT SHINE ON ME
YOU WOULDN'T WONDER HOW I GOT THIS WAY
I WISH THAT I COULD TELL YOU HOW IT FELT TO LOVE
BUT MY HEARTS TOO SHATTERED AND IM PICKIN UP THE PIECES

I TRIED, I, I, TRIED
I TRIED, I WONT LIE
I TRIED, I, I, TRIED
I TRIED, I WONT LIE

IM SICK OF MY MEDICATION

MY HAIR'S ON FIRE
(I'VE BEEN BURNT TO THE SCALP)
BUT MY BODY'S SO COLD
(I CANT SLEEP ANYMORE)
THIS DEPRESSION'S GETTING OLD
(IM SICK OF TAKING ALL THESE PILLS)
THROW AWAY THE CIGARETTES I ROLLED FOR YOU
(I MISS YOU)

AND WHEN THE DAYLIGHT DONT SHINE ON ME
YOU WOULDN'T WONDER HOW I GOT THIS WAY
I WISH THAT I COULD TELL YOU HOW IT FELT TO LOVE
BUT MY HEARTS TOO SHATTERED AND IM PICKIN UP THE PIECES

MEDICATION X (PROD. ALAN GOMEZ)

lyrics:

If all we are is what I’ve seen 
then far I’ll go it’s not for me 
Were falling burning crumbling turning down 
We can’t get up 
I️m Sorry all these people want you to forget of love 
Find a way to love this world and now I️m truly hated 
tell me all the worst and not a thing you do  could change I️t 
I see everybody running round with empty faces
this could all change 
Instead they tend to keep I️t the same

What a dam lie
That the world would give for you 
If you had hands open 
Wonder why you were to lose 
cause there heart left broken 
Blank face drops needs help 
Im still waiting there for you 
Safe space rots to hell 
heart filled waiting there for you

This depression 
Kinda deep I️ hide quietly 
I️ don’t let no nigga see the side of me 
where I️m truly hurting all the fight is really tiring an honestly I️m thinking imma turn out to be dead


1st  prod fony wallace

2nd prod fony wallace and scumbagshaggy

3rd prod fony wallace and killjames

slob hammer jack

ALFREDO (PROD. CXRPSE)

(ALARM BEEPING)

MY HEADS NOT SCREWED ON STRAIGHT
AND THATS OKAY
ILL BE GONE BEFORE THE MORNING COMES

I HOPE THAT YOU ARE OKAY
CAUSE IM SURE NOT
CAUSE IM SURE NOT
(WAKE UP IN A BAD FUCKING MOOD AGAIN)

DEPRESSION!
FUCK THAT SHIT
I GOT NOT CASH SO I CANT SPEND IT
MY LIFES MOVING FAST BUT IM STUCK IN SLOW MOTION
SOMETIMES I WISH THAT I DIDNT FEEL EMOTIONS DAMN
AND I LOVE MY FRIENDS, BUT SOMETIMES I WISH THAT I COULD LOVE MYSELF
KISS ME ONCE AND I'LL FALL IN LOVE CAUSE
I GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO

IM CRAZY CANT YOU SEE?
AT LEAST THATS WHAT SHE TOLD ME, AND LEAST THATS WHAT SHE
IM SICK, IM TIRED, IM BURNT THE FUCK OUT
AND IM SO SICK OF MY SITUATION
SO PLEASE LET ME BE
LET ME REST FOR AWHILE

HAPPINESS NADA
THE TEST CAME BACK LOOKS LIKE YOURE THE FATHER
YOUR CAR BROKE DOWN AND YOUR BOSS IS A BITCH
H.E DOUBLE HOCKEY STICKS IS WHERE YOURE HEADED
THATS OKAY THOUGH
WERE ALL DYING ANYWAY
SO FUCK THAT SHIT
JUST LIVE A LITTLE
BE A SCREWBALL BITCH
BE JUST LIKE ME

MY HEADS NOT SCREWED ON STRAIGHT
AND THATS OKAY
ILL BE GONE BEFORE THE MORNING COMES

I HOPE THAT YOU ARE OKAY
CAUSE IM SURE NOT
CAUSE IM SURE NOT
(WAKE UP IN A BAD FUCKING MOOD AGAIN)*

SCREWBALL (PROD. SONDER)

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