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Falling during the Witching hour

They thought i was at peace (Prod.Radxz)

This is a new cloud rap song talking about losing people in life that I tried to help them be happy but it ended with me sacrificing my emotional state, aka "sacrificed my heart's well being to try and make them happy then I was slashed with knives" slashed with knives is a metaphor for them switching up and cutting my heart in the process. This song also expresses the grieving process I went through after losing them which I still haven't fully recovered from and that's why I talk about missing the person I thought they were until they revealed their true colors. I also talk about "demons" taunting me when I'm trying to sleep but it's not literal demons its flashbacks that happen over and over usually at night.

no relief but it'll be alright (Prod.$hadow)

Blame It (feat. afterlife dispatch) prod. vaegud

flawed (Prod.iof)

i'm burning (-ad-mix) (Prod.Dashboardent.) Lil b beat

freefromsomeshackles (Prod.Thorn Beats)

cremate my heart then bury the rest of me (Prod.MAJZKLUANI)

Can't recover (Prod.Rollie)

I wish this could subside (Prod.ProducerKD)

I'm at the edge and death is in me (Prod.Safari)

Falling is imminent (Prod.Anvil)

the final outcome (prod.Nedarb)

i feel stuck ft afterlife

fear intertwined with demise (One take) (next to you instrumental)

disconnecting (Prod.Imsoproudofyou)

smothered and condemned (Prod.taylor morgan)

Fog (Feat. GUTS THE WITCH) (Prod.fkwt)

Disappear freestyle (instrumental is spinning) (Prod.Mathbonus)

Far from numb (Prod.THERSX)

alive again (Prod.THERSX)

lyrics: I dont know where
 ill be at in the next few years 
in the dirt maybe? 
you ask is that a subliminal message hinting about my death? 
Ill let you solve that puzzle up in your head 
Fuck it i always crash
 and i go off the deep end 
Im so alone
 In fear 
Loose myself 
drinking i despise
myself 
cause they say i fail no matter what i do 
tears fall and absorb into the ground 
I need some drugs 
Cause the love has been missing 
no where to be found
 feels non existent
Dont know what's real
Been lied to so much 
My reality is 
wallpaper that peels 
just got out of an existential crisis 
still wanna die cause of life shit
the windows of my soul aka 
My eyes scream for help 
but no one sees 
Im decaying in front of them since its obscure 
they dont even notice 
god damn im lost what's the cost of 
food for thought
that no one values

Constantly used 
i guess im just a useless being
with a disease of sadness and lonely 
and thats hidden 
but it exists in my brain

if life was a vehicle my collision ratewouldbeexponentiallyhigh (prod.Useless)

lyrics: you wanted me
to be dead
 all along,
with every anchor of time,sinking in the hourglass,
all missing mess of my month's left,seem to dissappear,inside ive been deceased for year's,


you were the final punch,to shove me in the coffin,





just made the andone
 freethrow
in slow mo
i dont see hope
hater's throwing tantrum's 
still depressed 
numb soul 
like i said before
got the metaphorical 
story's in the storm 
non fiction 
for you
to absorb 
oh my god 
oh my god

you Grab my heart,
your temptation's 
Had me
like a rope 
Hanging 
no gravity 
Tainted 
aiming for 
a bottle of gin
Hand 
reaching 
Lost in the mix 
im just a grain
in the hour glass
dwindling 
To
the bottom half 
Got a flask 
i guess thats me 
i guess thats me 
Sipping 
slowly 
Young 20 and i got the recipe
with my homie's

inside chaos (prod.ayazra)

Through da storm (origin is polog remix) life’s not a good trip (written based freestyle)

Misguided ghosts (Afterlife,internet boi remix) paramore sample

just know im grieving your presence
no longer being with me 
and i hate this 
its depressing


you ditched my heart 
all the thoughts are pulling my spirits arms back
hands were restrained 
now memory's sink while i fall asleep in the cadilac 
Cant do a thing 
"Finish me off"i mutter to the demons 
missing you is the worst of all in this 
Burst into tears season 

and just know im grieving your presence
no longer being with me 
and i hate this 
its depressing

im steering so
darling please 
Listen close 
did you see the rose I left
on your dresser
 just to remind you 
that i love you 
and i drank the right amount
While the pain was not dying down 
i did it to take the edge off

I'm grieving your missing presence(prod canyouseetheghost)

-afterlifemsfts

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