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When I disconnect from this slump
I'm retreating to the hour of demise 
this is the sound of giving up
this is suppressed and I can't confide

I’ll be meeting a rest that I hoped for in this hell 
My life’s been hell
Theres not a soul I could tell 
About what’s been going on except her 
I can’t 
Cry around no one else 
But I prefer to hide it from her too

I’ll Lock myself in the garage 
While My eyes drown I’m a broken shell
I’m worse too 
I’ll lock myself behind the door of a facade 
I can’t afford to bottle this up
But i’ll Act ok when I’m not

Until it kills me it’s something I couldn’t overcome 
I’m going nowhere love 
Except below when I’m done

I’ll write out my penitence 
And leave that note in my pocket 
When I’ve sunk 
To the bottom 
To the end of this

@666holyfather thank you im glad that you can vibe with it

disconnecting (Prod.Imsoproudofyou)

God I never really feel alright
I've been chasing my tail all night just to get a high
The truth is I'm never content with life
Link with the clique just to tell some lies
No I don't care bout this or that
I don't feel normal in contrast
I would much rather stay home alone
Away from these people, they all some clones
~
Pour some drink inside my cup I'm feeling wavy
Been so long since I left home I'm feeling crazy
~
Feeling effects of Agoraphobia
Can't feel my face off the opiates
4 walls; trapped, no I can't breathe
5am still no sleep
Trapped in a damn vicious cycle of falling apart
I push the closest to me no trust
I pack the bowl full of weed; combust
red in my eyes and my brain is corrupt
~
Please come save me
I need you baby
You've been stuck inside my mind
Why'd you betray me?
But I still blame me
Cause girl you played me
Drive my mental crazy
Said this shit don't phase me
But it really do
I've been getting too high for a better view
think of all the late nights that i spent with you
Can't erase that; Gotta face that
Or ... face a blunt, shit maybe two
~
Hold on to tightly
To memories that we once shared
Run my fingers through her hair
Nowadays you're never there 

~
Feeling effects of Agoraphobia
Can't feel my face off the opiates
4 walls; trapped, no I can't breathe
5am still no sleep
Trapped in a damn vicious cycle of falling apart
I push the closest to me no trust
I pack the bowl full of weed; combust
red in my eyes and my brain is corrupt
~
Left broken
I'm dust
Fucking up my life ain't nobody I can trust
You can see it in my eyes that I'm puttin on a bluff
Stay up late nights puffin on a blunt
No sun, grey skies
Problems; Don't confront
I stay inside loathing in my pain
from those green eyes
I might go insane
Catch me screaming in the rain
But still I grasp these memories like nothing fucking changed

Agoraphobia [Prod. luv2feel]

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we’re standing here like here we go again unbalanced 
this body is a prison u can have it i don’t want it
feather dusting my remains cuz i been gone for so long 
this mural of agony has always felt so wrong 

were still here, oh no 
were still here, oh no 
were still here, oh no 
were still here, oh no 

wiped the tears for so long the bags start to hurt 
lacerations on my body it’s over 
don’t worry bout me baby but i cannot promise clousure 
appraisal in a locket so come here and hold me closer 

ur still here for so long 
my remains are so gone

goodbye, and so long

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disconnecting (Prod.Imsoproudofyou)

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