shaw i cried to dis fr bless yu i needed this

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WHILE ON CALL

broken liminal space; my room feels like there's so much potential for transcendence

tracklist
1. Malibu - I Can See Hills 
2. Sa Pa - Ripsketch
3. Jefre Cantu-Ledesma - Love’s Refrain
4. Lightning Bolt - Hello Morning
5. Advantage Lucy - Sunny

Broken Liminal Space [Mix]

GOODBYE!

first time on a rotary mixer ` had mad fun on my bday and you can experience it for yourself

Elise Live - Sonic Messengers @ Public Records - Mixer Recording

thank you bar mix

"All things considered, getting all of this out with music just feels right? Like I can use the album to point to it to explain how I feel instead of having to think about [it] all the time, but at the very least, I want it to be the best apology I can give to the people who deserve it (even if they'll never hear it). And at a time where I can genuinely feel my brain starting to melt and the memories start to fade in the midst of everything, it'll be a way to go from faking some semblance of happiness all the time to at least trying to give myself the hugs and self-love I need to keep going, if only because I can't ask for forgiveness from the people I've hurt." -me, 4/21/2025.

"fleeting memories; feigning happiness" is a personal journey for me that follows, among other things, the course of a romantic relationship, the stages of grief that came with it, and my understanding of my eventual diagnosis of bipolar II disorder. I suppose I'll leave it at that.

Thank you for giving this album a listen.

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motif (ego death)

Just imagine if all the bad actors, the old men, leaders past their sell-by date, no longer held the reins of power. What a better place it could be

Paradise Found

"There is nothing concealed that will not be disclosed, or hidden that will not be made known"

[Intro]
“There is only one word in the Hebrew scrolls
Whose number equals the beast — six-six-six.”

“That word is סְתוּר (Sethur) — the Hidden One.”

[Verse 1]
Numbers 13 : 13 — encoded in the wilderness.
To hide. To veil. To conceal the sin.
The cipher burns in English — four-eight-three.
The mirror hums — the pattern agrees.

[Chorus]
Hidden sin in the circuit’s spin,
Gematria folding within the skin.
483 — the sealed decree,
Sethur reborn through prophecy.

[Verse 2]
Type it in Hebrew — דונלד ג'ון טראמפ —
and the numbers align.
483 again. The same design.
A name mirrored in the code divine.

[Bridge]
“Apollyon has respawned on the server.”
The firewall trembles.
The angels in the wires
hum the hidden verse.

[Final Chorus]
It was never about a man,
but the mirror inside the plan.
483 — concealed light,
the beast transmuted into sight.

The Beast - Concealed Now Revealed

Weatherman (FullTape)

Chiquito

FORTNITE COURTESY

@embersee

theres a black mold spore infestation in my room and its making my head feel funny

Spirit Theatre #31 - Black Mold (cl9, March 2020)

About 2.330.000 results (0,55 seconds) In Japan, hikikomori (Japanese: ひきこもり or 引きこもり, lit. "pulling inward, being confined", i.e., "acute social withdrawal") are reclusive adolescents or adults who withdraw from society and seek extreme degrees of isolation and confinement. Hikikomori refers to both the phenomenon in general and the recluses themselves.

Hikikomori - Wikipedia

hikik0m0ri

we just chillin ina house 
1go @ random songs :)
Rx @5methoxy
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DJ dumbass @DJcrunchyroll
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