Produced by Forlorn.
FREE DOWNLOAD: https://shinobutherapper.bandcamp.com/track/second-guessing

LYRICS:
I feel insane, or maybe same as I've just always felt
My brain's deranged, detached membrane but failed to ever tell
Maybe today I'll end up dazed or something never dealt
I'll never say what flows throughout my brain and causes hell
Always unchained, my life just burns as all my joy just melts
Always in pain, I have no mouth but I wish I could belt
Out words in blaze, never contained within my awkward gaze
But life's a haze and I just wish that I could simply phase

Up on out of this realm of existence
Phased by nothing but I still feel like rubbish
Whipped by my passing thoughts, it's nothing but torture
Gripped by my lasting thoughts, I can't settle no score
My soul is fading away, I don't know what I could say
To make it last one more day, cause I just don't wanna pay
I thought I found myself but I'm still a lost soul
Tryna find me some purpose with no real large goal

Anticipation killed my ambitions beyond belief
Expectations ruined everything that I ever achieved
And it's a hard pill to swallow
Just move forward is my motto
Because ain't no use getting stuck in my own shell
When all it's done is created my own personal hell
That I wish to escape any time, any date
Let me out to see the sun and what I have done

Second guessing first impressions
Lacking blessing and I'm stressing
Overworking, overthinking
I was floating, now I'm sinking
Where has my mind gone lately?
It's felt like a gun pointed toward me, off safety
Convinced everyone I know hate me
Times slowly ticking as depression's constant kicking
Leaves a mark and doesn't stop till it's finished
Or leaves me feeling diminished
Bleeding out every positive feeling that I've ever kept
Instead of using these emotions, I just gave up and wept

Tears run across as my face as I put the pen to the paper
Put my heart and soul towards all of it but I still gotta cater
To those who'll never care what I deal with, or what's in my favor
To them this life is but a game and I'm simply a player
Playing into they hand, or simply playing myself
Constant reminders of time passed, I think I need some help
But I can't find the energy to ask for assistance with what I done dealt
Or simply speak the words to what I done felt

So instead, I'm just folding like some origami
Cause in the end, I'll just probably
Never find the answers, hardly
Ever expected more, only expected folly
But where should I even go now?
Where do I continue without a how?
Drowning at every moment of overwhelm
So, how could I ascend?
As I'm progressing through life, I feel more like an inkless pen
Moving forward without any real path or passion like I ain't actually

Worth anyone's time or a even moment of talking to
Used to feel bruised and purple, now I feel more and more blue
Used to feel bruised and purple, now I feel more and more blue

Second Guessing [prod. Forlorn]

Una voce allo specchio x conversations with gravity

NEW MUSIC: https://album.link/us/i/1714150032

Kill Bill - Conversazioni Con Gravità

:)

Sorry had to re upload   ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Smile (SOLD)

MY MOMMA TOLD ME IMA HAVE TO PACK IT

https://soundcloud.com/drmarmal8
https://soundcloud.com/beet-farm-assist
https://soundcloud.com/mondo_the_alien

DEATH CLUB 死

PACK IT (Dr. Marmal8 x BeetFarmAssist x Mondo the Alien) [Prod. Dr. Marmal8]

This is the first single off of my new project in collaboration with sow "Slippery People" that's coming out on 11/18 at midnight.

Official Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KTnzc9bW00A

Scuare x sow - Runnin Man

floral shoppe

"Initially set to be Feelings 4, but quickly sidetracked into something else. EP of sad thoughts in a month where i broke down more than once and needed to vent with things I had already said a million times before, this time better (in my opinion). This isn't some big project, but I figure its good to end the year off with. Enjoy. 
I've got big plans for next year." - Kadathe

credits:
Cover uses art from comics i've been reading recently (Martian Manhunter & Watchmen). 

beats made by; 
Earl Sweatshirt, PARANORML & Furino 

Features; 
https://soundcloud.com/degeneracy & https://soundcloud.com/look_ira

https://twitter.com/unknownkadather
https://soundcloud.com/unknown_kadathe

https://twitter.com/stall
https://soundcloud.com/degeneracy

https://twitter.com/look_ira
https://soundcloud.com/look_ira

https://twitter.com/abovedungeon
https://abovedungeon.bandcamp.com

Late Night Comics & Drugs

Soulstar Ft. lookira (Prod. Furino)

Artist - Kill Bill

Album - RESIN (Released - August 2, 2015)

Track 04 - CERULEAN

PACK IT (Dr. Marmal8 x BeetFarmAssist x Mondo the Alien) [Prod. Dr. Marmal8]

After School Death Club 死

Recent comments

rainey

koperot

Alex_Ultra

old ivory~

Related tracks