something for myself and my life, but enjoy :)

this is a song about butter and dairy products in general


i don't butter up
i don't lie
i just tell it like it is all the time
i don't butter up
i don't lie
i've never told a lie in my life

fuck your friends
they don't want to hear what i'm 'bout to say to you
come here ill give a clue
they'll be laughing up
they'll say get a room so we'll go and get a room
already it planned it
and i'm off a pill
when you whisper in my ear it's like asm
are you with it too?
you say that you are
well baby that's pretty fucking good for me
and that's great for you

i don't butter up
i don't lie
i'm the most fucking perfect guy
i don't butter up
i don't lie
i've never told a lie in my life
i don't butter up
i don't lie
i just tell it like it is all the time
i don't butter up
i don't lie
know you wanna catch me out, you can try

you can try
you can try

butter

do you mean it?
-

yeah i guess i’ll see you
later
i already told you that i’d wait up
you can skip the hair and the makeup
you know my location it’s the same that it’s been
so i guess i’ll see you
later
yeah i know it’s late but you want to
yeah i know i’m slurring and i’m on one
you can come through when the sun’s gone yeah i guess i’ll see you
later

girl i put in mileage my whip paid up
dropped out of college, you’ll be my major
and my whole grade participation
guess i need to see you
later
whole lotta nights we need to make up
phone camera on with your waist up
i want the whole thing, do you get the picture?

omega on the wrist like i’m double o
i like my cup shaken with a double pour
she ask “what it cost” she don’t gotta know
if she ask again then it cost 10 now you know
really it was 5 but it appreciated though
work you like a 9-5 and i’m giving raises 
put you on a 401 if that’s okay with you
you can clock in clock out severance package you can pack it up

see you
later
i already told you that i’d wait up
you can skip the hair and the makeup 
you know my location it’s the same that it’s been
so i guess i’ll see you
later
yeah i know it’s late but you want to
yeah i know i’m slurring and i’m on one
you can come through when the sun’s gone yeah i guess i’ll see you
later

laid up with the pay yeah
don’t like what i say, yeah?
take back what i say yeah
yeah i got to see you
later
been a while, but i’ll wait up
been a while, but i’ll stay up
now you like what i’m saying

i’m like lewis hamilton with the pole
but you can come in first when we go
i don’t do the champagne subbin' in the dope
i won’t do a damn thing you can do it all
you want something fancy, you want something gold
tossing off the platinum go and run it up
you say “let's get real” you want something more
that’s a little more than i want to afford

so i guess i’ll see you
later
i know that i told you that i’d wait up
you can skip the hair and the makeup 
you know my location is different than what it was
so i guess i’ll see you
later
yeah i know it’s late and you want to
yeah i know i’m slurring and i’m on one
you can come through in a couple months
yeah i guess i’ll see you


leds on your skin
and the rooms burning up
this is why i wanted you
this is why i wanted you
this is why i wanted you
this is why i wanted you

later

it's heavier than you thought it would be.
-

just focus now
you’re not gone
pull yourself out
no one will do it for you

oh it’s everything i want
oh it’s everything i want

there’s just something in me that’ll never change
i know what it takes to pull me out
there’s just something missing that i can’t explain
i know what it takes to find it now

living all your minutes in a hurry
wondering where all your days went
laughing with your thumbs on your phone
home alone sitting there in silence
i said what i need and i got it all
i got everything and it’s not enough
i feel like i’m being pulled at both ends
and i start to panic, to panic

let me catch my breath
coming up for air and i get the bends
so i go back in, sinking in the sand
until my heads pulled in, i don’t hear what you’re saying
i don’t want your hand just let me catch my breath
i’ll get what i get, only dead ends
this is pulling punches to be content
this is jumping off and seeing where i land

and it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
oh it’s everything i want 
oh it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
(i know what it takes to pull me out)
oh it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
(i know what it takes to pull me out)
oh it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
(i know what it takes to pull me out)

--

i walked to the river
put the sun in your hand
fake a smile and giggle

you said you would always bring me through the deep
you promise passage to me
you push me in as i leave
“settle down, sink in”

why am i so surprised?
i know who the fuck you are
fall for it every time

you said you would always bring me through the deep
you promise passage to me
you push me in as i breathe
“settle down, sink in”

pull out, sink in

and im too gone to know if im okay

so close my eyes and keep my mind opaque 
you like my smile, i love to look away
and some will come, all will go away
and the sun will come, i'll just go away

what i don't
is all i want

opaque

Change My Wayz

a song for a girl


my body shakes
my place, your place
it's your choice, your face
your skin, your hair
it's all over me
over me
and i finally found somewhere to be
and you act surprised when i said that thing

i guess you felt a little surrounded
i guess you felt a little surrounded
i guess you felt a little surrounded
i guess you felt a little surrounded

and the ocean talks, the waves you breathe
and the currents strong, swept away from me
and i finally found some land at sea
but i swam away to you in the deep
and i want your face, your skin, your hair all over me
over me
and i finally found you underneath
and you pull me in until i start to breathe

i guess i feel a little surrounded
finally feel a little surrounded
i guess i feel a little surrounded
finally feel a little surrounded

surrounded (2021)

i felt it all
nowhere to go now
i felt it all

new wrist on like that
new house bought like that
brand new whip like that
no brake bitch all gas
my girl need that bag
on my debit like that
on my credit like that
on my life like

i just need one more, yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need it all yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need one more, yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need one more, yeah, i just

so i
hold on until i get bored
i want you waiting up
i want you waiting for
so i
hold on until i get bored
i want you waiting for
i want you waiting for

push through the pain
peel through the past
cortisol pump
running through a pack
running through a check
running through a bag
i can feel the difference in you when you act
i can feel the distance when you're coming back
i can feel the tension picking up the slack
i wanna get high, i wanna get fucked
i wanted this but now i want that
i wanted you close and now i'm alone
pushing away the people who stayed
the people who cared, the people who made me
taking the difference and counting down lately
it's pretty easy when you've been sedated
it's pretty easy when you've been sedated

new wrist on like that
new house bought like that
brand new whip like that
no brake bitch all gas
my girl need that bag
on my debit like that
on my credit like that
on my life like

i just need one more, yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need it all yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need one more, yeah, that's just how it goes
i just need it all yeah, that's just how it goes

nowhere to go
nowhere to go

everything

I’ve made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgment, and I don’t expect to be forgiven. Recently on my new song “Bones” streaming on SoundCloud© I partnered with Blade: Shadow Legends© to include an advertisement in the middle of the song  for their new expansion “Kingdom of Oodath©”. I also included that if you used my code “ATP” you get a free epic champion© as part of the new player program©.

I now realize this was wrong of me to do.

While I still love Blade: Shadow Legends© and play it whenever I’m not making music, I know that I should have expressed that in a way that wasn’t intrusive to the listeners' experience. 

I have posted the song ad free as of right now. I hope you can forgive me, but I don’t expect to be forgiven, because of my severe and continuous lapse of judgment. I’m sorry.

----

put that on my bones
put that on my life
put that on my bones
waist got that dual tone
get that shit to go
put that on my bones
get that shit to go
bend up with the wrist yeah i just whip my own
rolling like a stone
sippin styrofoam
jaw lock like i'm holmes
you know what the deal been
i gotta get it more
always get in more

kickin up with my bitch bad bitch you know she go
kickin up with my bitch bad bitch shes on the pole
throw a couple bills like that like that yeah
crush a couple pills like that like that yeah
going all the way down the four
jumpin up on my baby dont think just pour
i might just slide, i'mma just get you the bone
i might just ride, i'mma just get you the bone

put that on my bones
put that on my life
put that on my bones
waist got that dual tone
get that shit to go
put that on my bones
get that shit to go
bend up with the wrist yeah i just whip my own
rolling like a stone
sippin styrofoam
jaw lock like i'm holmes
you know what the deal been
i gotta get it more
always get in more

baby don't think just pour
baby don't think just pour

bones

if you wanna say what you want to
if you wanna say what you want to

they're gonna tell you what you need?
you gon' hold it up? you gon' keep it all inside? no
you can light it up, you can get it out tonight

don't
if you wanna say what you want to
don't you wanna say what you want to?
don't you wanna say what you want to?

you can live it up, you can get it out tonight
moving through the smoke and the ultraviolet lights
know that it's been tough, baby that's just life
you can say whatever i'm gon tell you that you're right

you can let it up
you don't gotta repeat nothing all night, you just gotta say it once
you don't gotta do nothing that you don't like, baby i can get it done
you won't do the window shopping shit no more, girl i can get you one
girl i can get you two

they're gonna tell you what you need?
you gon' hold it up? you gon' keep it all inside? no
you can light it up, you can get it out tonight

don't
if you wanna say what you want to
don't you wanna say what you want to?
don't you wanna say what you want to?

you can live it up, you can get it out tonight

ultraviolet

that shit was funny

tell me was it fun
watching me try anything just for you to hold on
got me caught up in your string, cut me loose when you're done
girl i said a thousand things go ahead and say one
that shit was funny
tell what the price been
all i had was time for you as currency you didn't like that
if you're gonna hold it out for me then guess what ill fucking bite then
you can go ahead and explain why hes saying what hes saying, go ahead
get the fuck up right now


get the fuck up right now
get the fuck up right now
get the fuck out my house
get the fuck up right now
no one really liked you anyway much
get the fuck up right now
get the fuck out my house
get the fuck up right now

i'mma say some shit just to make you hurt, i learned that from you
all those little insecurities that you got, all of them true
oh you think that they're you're friends? you should hear them talk about you
there ain't no fucking "depends" there ain't no fucking excuse
there ain't no fucking "my lens" there ain't no "walk in my shoes"
how can you say that he's lying when i been staring proof?
how the fuck can you be crying? thought i was nothing to lose?
how can you say that you're dying? you put yourself in the noose



looking back it was fun
watching me try anything just for you to hold on
had me caught up in your string, cut me loose and i'm gone
you could say a thousand things i'mma just say one
that shit was funny
i know what the price been
all you got is time for me as currency i don't like that
and i made like a lot of money off this shit yeah you know i like that
you can go ahead and explain what hes saying, stop, lemme write that
get the fuck up right now

get the fuck up right now
get the fuck up right now
get the fuck out my house
get the fuck up right now
no one really liked you anyway much
get the fuck up right now
get the fuck out my house
get the fuck up right now

STATUS

get up

Switched Up (Prod.evanson)

Words that's stuck in my head, I'm stuck in my bed, I can't go now.
Legs are made out of lead, no I can't go now
Last night still in my bed, no I can't go now.
I don't wanna go that way.
I don't wanna feel your jaded ends.
I don't wanna.

Oh I take you for granted again.
And I treat this like a fucking game.
Even if I'm the only one who's playing.
And it's frustrating
I know I don't wanna keep you waiting
All these words in my head keep rotating
Is it yes or no, no or yes or maybe, you can tell me baby.
Fighting about something, and we don't know the start of it.
We can just pretend that we solved it.
Oh I can't, no I can't.

Words that's stuck in my head, I'm stuck in my bed, I can't go now.
Legs are made out of lead, no I can't go now
Last night still in my bed, no I can't go now.
I don't wanna go that way.
I don't wanna feel your jaded ends.
I don't wanna.

I Dont. I Cant. (prod. by aftertheparty)

https://open.spotify.com/track/337H7R2AWIlI9s7M4ugelQ?si=Hw144VyOTiyi8xWOQvyjOQ

was very crazy when i made this

art by @rhodiumnights on twitter

IRIS

@whereisnomu very lovely song
kind of a cover of @limeboiler small version
prod @limeboiler
lol 
<3

nomu - dress (limeboiler)

don't own, all rights go to atp

https://soundcloud.com/afterthepartyatp

Aftertheparty - Ive Been Playing Clue With Your Girl And I Won (Throwaway)

Dont let them get to your heart, keep staring at the light and keep reaching for it. You’ll get there <3

woods out


contact@afterthepartymusic.com

bones

aftertheparty

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