lyrics:

trust is hard to come by
especially with anxiety
rush so far to get high
n avoid pain when you lie to me
it's my only pastime
can't stand it when u tryin me
won't forget the last time
u looked at me enticingly

trying to get sober now
guess I'm still alive somehow
I'm not above the clouds
with my family covered in black shrouds
i utter these lonesome sounds
to help me get off the ground
if you need me I'm around
i swear I won't let you drown

i don't need dope
i won't deplete my serotonin
i just need hope
i won't delete the fate I've chosen
cuz it's known to keep me goin
not a puddle cuz im flowin
relentlessly growin 
I really want the love your showin

i finally got over you
quit cuttin my wrists
the feelings yeah I lost em too
it's not you that I miss
no longer feel like shit but
i don't think you're a bitch
hope your life is rich
and you have a husband n kids

i wish for nothing more than your happiness
and i wish I knew before what the fuck that meant
I'm unsure if I should contact you
i hope your dreams come true and you
achieve what you really want to
when you put your mind to it you can't lose
keep your smile shining for the world to see
i hope you know how positively you impacted me

trust is hard to come by
especially with anxiety
rush so far just to get high
n avoid pain when you lie to me
it's my only pastime
can't stand it when u tryin me
won't forget the last time
u looked at me enticingly


recovery prod. haleyk

purple magic in the cup I see
when the fuck you gonna leave me be
only hit my phone for thc
but you a lick so count your money g

started to express my feelings told me tough luck
look at me in my eyes before I drive drunk
hitting me up to party, but I'm still slumped
telling me I'm too mean but I give no fucks

thought she was yo bestie
till she try and text me 
heartbreak in a Bentley

codeine on my white tee
heart so cold my friends leave
cocaine till my nosebleed x2

its 3 in the morning and I pour up twice
but nobody like me when I'm getting high
so fuck everybody that keep me alive
I'm cutting the ties
you aint even try

I stay making money and picking my fights
pull out the purple and pack that shit
I play with the paper and let that shit fly
word from the wise
set shit aside
(set that bullshit aside)

purple magic in the cup I see
when the fuck you gonna leave me be
only hit my phone for thc
but you a lick so count your..

prpl magic (meltycanon)

huge thank you to anthony for working on this one with me
go show him & his band this wild life some love <3

lyrics
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and we live just to die
so i pray i'm alright when i do
i'm shooting stars at the sky
not a crow left in my point of view
in the midst of a fight
throwing jabs till i knock out a tooth
if he pulls out a knife
and gets rid of my life
will the righteous ignite me with truth
(cause)
i will hide somewhere behind the dark that casts into
a room that thrives with blinding lights unwinding onto you
if only for a second i'm infected by the hue
please just promise me your honesty cause honestly i hate all that i do

and it lives deep inside
building homes in the holes of my heart
i've set my sights to the light
but i've been paranoid from the start 
red dot beamed on my forehead
deep breath this'll be a night you won't forget
cold sweat dreams terrorizing my cortex
woke up drowning outside on my porch steps
the waters been rising for years
hypnotizing my peers
into thinking they know me
but i live in fear
that they don't quite appear
to the likeness instilled in the old me
i swallow my tears
wander outside for years
with the hope that a god will come smite me
replenish these gears
cut my body with shears
make sure nobody's near even slightly

blue lights flash in the distance
red light stop i don't listen
projectiles from a piston
couldn't do it by myself need assistance
pink matter painted onto the concrete
think of this gunshot as a downbeat
red dot beamed on my forehead
this'll be a night you won't forget

it lives where i live (prod. anthony del grosso)

prod @sincla1r

i worked hard as hell on this song despite what some of the generic lyrics might say i hope u like it lol

i done been down for so many nights its hard 2 kno when ima getup
i done been round for all of my guys yet still in the end they gon switch
up
im smokin pounds im rollin up fye but this not somethin u should pick up
he did me a clown he play with his life, told my bro he get the stick up

stick up
stick up
stick up
stick up
yeah my bro got his blick up
i told my dog go sic em
yeah ill never slip up
how could i toss a brick up
he thought it was sweet like syrup but its hot like a trap phone
boy got hit up
they was never lookin over here they thought i was gonna fold
but im never gon give up
took a good look up in the mirror and i really seen it clear
told myself go n get em
really had to put aside my fears i done shed a lot of tears
in the end ima winner

go and get what u deserve
only u know if u worth it
u just gotta put the work in
aint a soul on earth thats perfect
never think that u know it all everyday a new experience
we all keep learning
u could get a ticket to the top but it feels much better
when u really just earn it

painnb (stick up) prod sinclair

Chris Vayle - Heelturn (Prod. Starboyrob, 1skreer, & Qioh) [UNDERWORLD EXCLUSIVE]

prod @ilyertu + @prodjolst
photo taken by bloodworth in close proximity to taylor mOgan <3

thorn📌in myside🤐🤐 (ertu + jolst)

mixed, mastered and produced by nico north
WAVEBOYS 2023

Drown It Out

Lyrics:

[Yokai Dreams]

something's been eating me up as of lately
i'm never enough and i feel like they hate me
can't blame anyone but myself
i don't have no one else
i don't take no ones help
i won't take yours
after it all i am still just the same me

weak
maybe i'm an asshole
i'm scared but i won't let that show
no king
sick of this castle
i'd leave but it's too much hassle

got a tortured mind and a broken heart
i barely recognize me
u wouldn't understand a thing
mind over matter but both mine are weak

[hero]

if it's really what you wanted then there's nothing to forgive (AAAA)
trapped in cells of condemnation my mind is gonna give
depression comes in cycles
2nd guessing come in sweeps
what my friends are spouting
you'd have to torture outta me

everything
i think
i say
and all i said
i meant
i'm not jus gonna skim right past it
go get fuckin bent
"you wouldn't understand it"
bitch it's happening to me
"mind over matter"
but both of mine are weak

mind over matter w/ yokai dreams (prod. vowl x brothel)

lyrics:

Hell had swallowed poison flesh and bone then it spit me out
These fires singed my body as I slid out of this birth canal
I rip the cord from out my tummy just like Im blowing speakers out 
Then wrapped it round the delivery doctors throat fore he could curse out
These stems cells in my body charge my powers up the secrets out
I burn thru triage doors with just this acid im Secreting out
U prayed u the pain away just to Slaughtered by a cretan now
This red beneath my shoes aint even fashion im just bleeding out
The breastmilk ive been drinking full of sewage im a demon now
I psyop code blue patients and security like gangnam style
U could not fill my shoes if I can son u like a hand me downs
I used to jack my pulse to pay attention
We get it now
Riding round the future in a fiat we not touching ground
Rockets in my boots turn both my shoes into some diamond mounds
This blaster by my bicep turn my enemies to granite clouds
I breath in powdered shells and spit em back out fucking tracer rounds

high priestess_intro

prescriptions freestyle

(NICO)

up til 4 am cuz the money don't sleep
walk up in the mall im on a spree
I can take u where u wanna be 
I promise u safe right here w me 
im so high it feel just like a dream
why they gotta know where I be at 
baby why u not talkin to me
I know we haven't spoken in a week 
but all I really think about is we
all these ppl trippin
I jus tell em to relax
lately I can't sleep at night 
my head filled up w raps
im so tired of moving 
im runnin up them laps
bitch I will not let up just because u mad
ppl from my past
now they coming back
I cannot relax 
when they all up on my back
really im a timid soul
but now im catching flak 
if its me and sewer on a track 
u kno its a smash
 
(SEWERPERSON)

Maybe I took it too far
She tryna match me she got blammed
We do not pop for fun we taking this shit we getting slammed
Potion with a blunt
Like my peanut butter jam
Go ahead push my buttons
Girl cause I dont give a damn
New kit in the lamb
Drivin this shit like bam
My guy point and then he shoot
No matter the guy he son of sam
Tell me is u gon fold up on me when we in a jam
If u a real one baby just give me the word and take my hand
dont sleep
Walk up in the mall im on a spree
I can take u where u wanna be
I promise u safe right here with me
Im so high it feel just like a dream

recovery prod. haleyk

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