Lyrics:
To everything its time
For everyone their season
Everything that happens they say
Must happen for a reason
There’s questions on the air
To answer them is treason
Heaven is closed to those
With stints of non believing
We get no grace for fits of rage
Through stages of our grieving
This god I know
Is so beyond pleasing

Send thoughts and prayers
Into the air
To mingle with the others left unanswered there
Spend all your life
Trying to do what’s right
Just to burn in hell for normal human appetites

thoughts and prayers (WIP)

I wake up remembering your hands on my body uninvited
That's a wrong that can't be righted, no matter what I do.
Wine in my stomach and my veins
Made me heavy in my brains so
I forgot I could say no.

I thought I saw kindness instead of a proposition.
You chose to see shyness instead of opposition.
I feel you there when others touch me
And tell myself you only did it cause you loved me.

I was so so scared to use that strong word my friends were telling me.
And my culture's selling me the thought the blame should lie with me.
But you were guiltier than I
And how your sober hands did fly
And alight upon my drunken throat.

Red marks like a noose around my neck when I woke up
I catch a glimpse of your face and I choke on
Paltry words that could never satisfy,
Or heal, or reason why
Did you take what you craved and leave me dying
4:30 AM every morning crying
How can just one night lead me to ruin
Don't fucking tell me you didn't know what you were doing!

agrravnereh