@deadcouple

and i wont lie it's pissing me off
that u wont respond to my text
and yeah i cried
yeah so what
sorry that i actually cared
all ur little friends spread gossip about us
and i wont pretend
that it was gonna eventually end
we promised we would be forever
we said thatd wed hold hands under the stars
i guess it meant nothing
when u said forever
cause a month later.
u decided to jump off
I THOUGHT YOU SAID WED DO THAT SHIT TOGETHER
I GUESS IT MEANT NOTHING WHEN U SAID FOREVER
HOLDING OUR HANDS AS WERE FALLING OFF
OF THE ROOF OF THE SCHOOL
AND WE'LL LAND IN THE POOL
AND DROWN

yai - school swim team is gonna have to scrape our bodies from the bottom the of the pool demo

https://soundcloud.com/user-39868163

im not one to commit suicide
or say i'll take my life

but i know that if i wanted to
i'd only need one try

if i tell you that i love you
say it back or i might die

if i know that you don't want me back
i might just change my mind

im not one to commit cover

made this awhile ago didnt post on main cos its mid

i hate how shy i am around u
and i swear im just like other dudes
i know youre into pretty guys
maybe we'd work another life
x2

watching u silently
across the room
wish u could see
me and u
were meant to be
im sorry im so emphatic 
all i ask
is for one chance
to be with u
but inside in my head
its getting blurry
because im nervous
sweat all on my face
and surface

replay hook

im just like other dudes

ty for 4k listens <3 pls listen on spotify too https://open.spotify.com/album/0Zu1TMGY256iat7o8KzQDF?si=svEpCWrKQpmFG-wHON6KPQ

based on the anime "our dating story"
prod me

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try not to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon
cos i noticed u started distancing
and i knew with time
you'd eventually leave me

im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
x2

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try not to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon

jealous loser

prod. yuki
cute carrot nose shes the only one i love
pale moonlight skin like a dove
shes cold at first but its only a facade
inside shes warm and snug
I WANNA HUG HER BUT SHE'LL MELT AWAY
WHY DO THINGS I LOVE DISAPPEAR WHEN ITS DAY
been off my meds for about 2 or 3 days
dont want my gf to go away
her grey eyes reflect a deep wisdom in her soul
im gonna fuck her snow hole
I WANNA HUG HER BUT SHE'LL MELT AWAY
WHY DO THINGS I LOVE DISAPPEAR WHEN ITS DAY

snowgirl gf cover

lyrics: https://genius.com/If-birds-were-real-im-not-one-to-commit-lyrics

if birds were real - i'm not one to commit

i hate u go kys die die

prod. dead yami
why am i always the target in everybodys life
i wish u werent retarded i wish that u were js nice
you turned me into a monster now im gonna take ur life
like the butcher from the harbor ive planned this for a long time

and i rlly hate you all x8

release the manifesto ill put it on 8chan
everyone calls me emo they dont know the real man
"he is so stupid and he always is on his comupter"
little do they know im studying to become a shooter

and i rlly hate you all x8

why am i always the target in everybodys life
i wish u werent retarded i wish that u were js nice
you turned me into a monster now im gonna take ur life
like the butcher from the harbor ive planned this for a long time

and i rlly hate you all x16

studying to become a shooter XD

im scared to go outside
life just slowly eats me alive
im gonna close the blinds
god i hate the sunlight


i used to play outside all day
well thats the old me
people are so scary


cant face my fears
its a disaster
please just dont look at me
my heart is beating faster
im not going anywhere
im stuck up in this chapter
everybodys giggling 
theyre filled up with laughter


stuttering my words
im filled up with a curse


i cant talk to the cashier
its way harder then it seems
why was i born so weak?
i cant do anything

theres some people on ur right
u better run and hide
or theyll ruin your life!!!

im scared to go outside

https://soundcloud.com/imsinsane
she thinks that im so fucked up
and i know that im just so done
i couldve gave you all of my love
but instead im mindfucked by these drugs

ik what i have to do
and its not gonna be easy for you
plan b, gonna fuck this shit up yeah
hate me, gonna fuck your shit up yeah

kill myself
or kill someone else
why should i try
id rather die
hate my life
always want to cry
plan b, 
gonna start this shit tonight

(sinsa)
maybe it's too much for me
i just really want you here
i dont wanna be lonely
i just wanna see ur face
cuz it makes me feel happy
i will never leave your side
baby plz dont worry

im feel lost in my head
wondering why im so braindead

cutting deeper in my skin for you
always tell me lies i dont know what true
gun to me head i will do it all for you
cutting deeper in my wrist just you can see the view

i just wanna kms
i just wanna kms tonight (2x)

(me)
your a dumb bitch
you talk so much shit
u make me so sick
id wish you die in a ditch
is this what you want
to see me hurt
im gonna laugh hard
when i see you in a hearse

cause its what
you deserve

plan b (ft. sinsa)

sticks and stones wont break my bones
but words will hurt more than you know
cryptic pass just holds me back
all the laughs i miss so bad

its gone in a blink
i was at my friends house every week
and now were all grown and were busy
and then they moved away
i sat and cried

now i struggle with my own life
when i got lost my friends stuck by my side
im still the same kid with the little blue bike
i wish that i could go back one more time

i wish that i could go back one more time

august

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