Related tracks: contemplate w/ notcursed

duskdreams 
2

lyrics

//I fell beneath the earth
But i’m back this time for you//

Flashing lights, they must be sirens
A rushing tide, well it’s just perfect timing
I saw the signs, didn’t really mind it
Because I met ur eyes, this scene didn’t even need perfect lighting

Let’s stop the fighting, stop the lying
It’s me and u against the rest
Don't ever stop confiding, stop the hiding 
All I wants to hear your chest 
The pressures piling, the weathers wild
It’s more than being put to a test
Our chances declining
Just a little more trust and then we’re bound for success

Sweden
I just love that i can see me breathing
It shows that I’m still here, even when iIm screaming 
My souls the one disappears so It’s just sound 
I don't think I can lose you right now

No way, I been thinking about you all day
No shame, I just cant be living this way
No direction without you in my mind
I think I owe you my life

Baby i hit a wall
Smacked me on my head
And now it won’t release unless I do that shit again

So yeah it’s sticking with me
Invisible but I still bled
The scars won’t fully heal
Unless I make a fucking mess

Flashing lights, they must be sirens
A rushing tide, well it’s just perfect timing
I saw the signs, didn’t really mind it
Because I met ur eyes, this scene didn’t even need perfect lighting

Let’s stop the fighting, stop the lying
It’s me and u against the rest
Don't ever stop confiding, stop the hiding 
All I wants to hear your chest 
The pressures piling, the weathers wild
It’s more than being put to a test
Our chances declining
Just a little more trust and then we’re bound for success

Woah sleepless nights without you
In my arms, It's hard for you to
I know It's a struggle but we can make it through
Just want you to know that I love you

I can see the signs I know you're scared
But I'm right here there's no need to fear
Please don't stress about the things you can't control
Baby lets add these halves and live as whole

dd2 intro

DD2_Intro (Xander)

produced: metlast x itamii
featuring: @breckenford & @user-642636378 (halfhearted)

no help, no sympathy w/ brecken & halfhearted (metlast x itamii)

lyrics 

tell me why ya u be moving selfish 
I'm just staring at myself at my mirror 
cause i can't i can't i can't

waking up every time i feel ugly 
cause i don't see myself lasting more than 2 years 
i can't i can't I'm tired

taking medicine for my lungs
fucking up my life when i smoke
i'ma disappear like a ghost 
i'ma kill myself you won't care

I been walking through the rain 
I been blocking out the pain 
I been leavin a trail to follow steppin in the mud 
follow further along you notice all the drops of blood 
And I’ve been wishing you would call me, think about you every day 
every hour every minute 
think it’s time for me to change 
Need to get this off my chest before I start to skip a beat 
need to get a little rest
falling to my knees
Need to wait a while longer before you start to feel the grief

tell me why ya u be moving selfish 
I'm just staring at myself at my mirror 
cause i can't i can't i can't

waking up every time i feel ugly 
cause i don't see myself lasting more than 2 years 
i can't i can't I'm tired

ypu can tell me how to not be afraid 
the way she looks in my eyes i get scared

tell me why ya u be moving selfish 
I'm just staring at myself at my mirror 
cause i can't i can't i can't

spotify

selfish w/ lil booj (jolst)

produced by @irby & @pekarot
featuring @betweentheveinsandi

lyrics:

@lottaheart:
feeling trapped in my head, going crazy
call your phone wishing you get home safely
cause it's dark and a little bit rainy
but you only hit me up to say you hate me
[x2]

call your phone and you'll ignore it
probably found somebody else who's more important

@betweentheveinsandi:
I've been on my own for a bit now
steady on my shit, think im waiting for a come down
i been in this headspace lately
you'd prolly call me crazy
good times come around and then they kick you in your white teeth
i cant remember why i miss you in the first place
its less bout you and maybe more about the time frame
im sure you grown, i know
i been and done it too
and when i say im missing you
im just saying i miss our home

@lottaheart:
feeling trapped in my head, going crazy
call your phone wishing you get home safely
cause it's dark and a little bit rainy
but you only hit me up to say you hate me
[x3]

call your phone and you'll ignore it
probably found somebody else who's more important

get home safely w/ betweentheveinsandi

Thankyou once again to cobalt for the amazing beat <3 
Will maybe have one more song before Xmas if not everyone have a great Christmas and new year we can’t wait for the next love you all AIE🤎
Lyrics:

It’s been along time since I saw you smile in my arms 
Last night was a long ride and you didn’t talk much at all 
And I can see the pain right through your eyes
Baby don’t blame yourself it’ll be alright
Your old boyfriend made you the issue and that’s not right 


I won’t treat you like he did 
I can be just what you want 
We both you’ve been through a lot way too much
And it feels like your world is falling apart
No ones there with open arms 
All the bruises turn to scars
And you feel all the pain in your legs in your arms 
All the pain that excess from your heart
And you don’t recognise who you are 
Falling apart but nobody’s calling at all
But I’m right here right now
I know I don’t give the best advice at the best of times but it’ll be alright
I’m here if you wanna talk at all 
Im here if you want some company 
I’m not asking you to fall in love with me

its okay im sure things will get better (cobalt)

produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

https://open.spotify.com/album/6XRTgfvcIfdTwsJhSzUVwB?si=-NiSKhDKSU2JF5VjEHmZ1g

really like this one, hope you feel the same <3
prod idly blare 
thanks @vito2300 for help with the mix once again <3

lyrics:
its always lurking
a feeling im not
gifted to learn
how to live through this rot
overcome all my burdens
please force me to stop
please force me to stop

im planting flowers in our garden
watching the pollen pollute my eyes
do you notice i get quiet
i think i need you here tonight
i think i need you here

i could sink in the dirt
feed my life to the worms in the earth
maybe then id be worth something
in your eyes, wouldnt that be nice

im planting flowers in our garden
watching the pollen pollute my eyes
do you notice i get quiet
i think i need you here tonight

do the daises cry
do the roses get jealous
when you're nearby

im planting flowers in our garden
watching the pollen pollute my eyes
do you notice i get quiet
i think i need you here tonight 
x2

*i wish people would take the time, to appreciate the little guy, past year and a half ive been alone, i have not been missed i get what its like, i really really wish people would reach out more, idk be a man right*

Im not the same guy who used to walk you home..

prod. me
guitar by sharp

I'm tired of being the one that has to reap
what you sow the voice reminds me what I couldn't be
I'm sick of living without the lungs to breathe
in I can't exhale the toxins in me

this was never meant to last forever
I'm ultimately terrified you'll find somebody better for your needs

when did every string between us sever
i couldn't see it coming I was blinded by the weather in the trees

take me somewhere safe and sound
when you decide to come around 
and tell me how you really fuckin feel

I think my times run finally out
the clock has stopped the ticking now
Is anything you told me fuckin real
(hello?)
I don't know what to think anymore
(goodbye..)
you left me here to rot on the floor

chapter I: safe and sound

msitreated, misplaced
scars on my face
smoking so much lately
my teeth got yellow stains

no feelings, erased
hate how people change
bloody knuckles hit the wall
but life's still the same 

over you in my head
in my heart u still there
my body's a mess
feel u eating at my flesh 


feeding off of me
ur drinking what i bleed
acting like you love me 
then use me like a leach

how ain't u ashamed of ur-self~
keep on acting like ur the-best
i think u should just let me-rest
stop trynna find where my body-at

deep down, covered in dirt
x marks the spot i got hurt
under a tree, where the sun won't burn
is where i wrote this song

mistreated, misplaced
scars on my face
smoking so much lately
my teeth got yellow stains

no feelings, erased
hate how people change
bloody knuckles hit the wall
but life's still the same (2x)

mistreated, misplaced (caves)

prod. kaydo

lyrics

(wont you leave me alone
dont you leave me alone)

(there’s blood on my coat
blood on my shoes
blood on my shirt
blood on my heart)

(no, no, i’m notahero)

on this sidewalk i lay down and throw up
i’ll sacrifice
i want you to be happy even if i’m not
carry me to my house like i’m afraid to walk
i reach out to help
and you try to chop my hands off
baby just try to see beauty in the little things
i know there’s plenty evil in the world
but i got good in me
she know what to say to make me stay up
i wanna achieve my dreams
but i can never get them till i wake up

but it’s so hard to let go
i’m finally happy i’ll seal this memory in a photo
you say ur sick of me and it makes my stomach hurt
but i tried my best for what it’s worth
feel like all my songs get boring by the 2nd verse
you said it goes from bad to good
but i feel bad to worse
don’t feel bad
i felt this way, way before you
but i’ll make sure your life is good cuz i adore you
sipping it slow
i will not walk with crow
how can you tell me what’s good for me
like you would know
i told you the answer a long time ago
real life’s gonna hit you like a cannonball
and that fall, feels like yesterday
and when you told me, i hope that you know that i prayed
your mind can do wonders if you take control
everyone i’ve met has tried to kill my soul

on this sidewalk i lay down and throw up
i’ll sacrifice
i want you to be happy even if i’m not
carry me to my house like i’m afraid to walk
i reach out to help
and you try to chop my hands off
baby just try to see beauty in the little things
i know there’s plenty evil in the world
but i got good in me
she know what to say to make me stay up
i wanna achieve my dreams
but i can never get them till i wake up

chop my hands off (prod. kaydo)

cover of fav https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt song
original guitar by https://soundcloud.com/remghost , I jus replayed the gtar and added sub lol

original song: https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes/skele-about-your-love-prod

lyrics:
I dont wanna wake up
laying alone, always dreaming about your touch
i'm getting used to isolation, i don't feel nah
reminicing about your love

i see you standing there, you're with someone else
you see me glancing but your acting like you couldn't tell
yeah, i feel like the weather getting colder,
yeah, i hope i forget you when im older, yeah
i've been drawing pretty pictures on my wrist with a razor
i don't need to call yeah i know that you wont answer me
just tell me what i don't see

about your love (skele)

Vails x Skele x The Sound Clown (Kind Regards)
🦋Production: The Sound Clown
🦋Lyrics: Vails x Skele 
🦋Master: Skele 

Follow Skele on soundcloud:
https://on.soundcloud.com/Gkgq4L8i4pRS7331A
Follow the sound clown on soundcloud:
https://on.soundcloud.com/irtrJoKbCneiMjECA

Lyrics: 

(Vails)
Ohhh Won’t you send me you regards now 
I’m a better off
You’ve gone laid down all your cards now
You thought I bluffed?
Tried to come off you  for ages 
It never happend 
I went out and burnt the pages
Your diaries empty 
Now the memories are tainted
don’t let go
Of this last breathe that we gone share 
can’t cope to fold 
Oh My life’s a fuckin  nightmare 
You’re in control 
Please won’t you put all of the strings down
So I can mold a better life on my own

(Skele)
You know how bad it hurts…
You sit back, do your worst…
No I won’t bare to cry
I’ll wait for saving…

G-Grip hold of the knife, I hold it so tight 
My knuckles through water, praying I see u tonight 
There’s a leak on my life, I let out a soft side
I want you to be holding me as I die 

(Vails)
Ohhh Won’t you send me you regards now 
I’m a better off
You’ve gone laid down all your cards now
You thought I bluffed?
Tried to come off you  for ages 
It never happend 
I went out and burnt the pages
Your diaries empty 
Now the memories are tainted
don’t let go
Of this last breathe that we gone share 
can’t cope to fold 
Oh My life’s a fuckin  nightmare 
You’re in control 
Please won’t you put all of the strings down
So I can mold a better life on my own

(Skele)
Won’t you send me your regards now
gone laid down all your cards now 
You thought I bluffed 
tried to come off u for ages 
Don’t let go 

#skele #music #drill #emotrap #emo #trap #drillrap #rap #soundcloud #emotrap #peep #hiphop #beats #trap #producer #typebeat #liluzivert #guardin #bandlab #brakence #jhus #ukdrill #newmusic #alternative #vailsmusic #newmusic #glitchcore #pop #yeat #kencarson #draingang #sofaygo #k #flstudio #glaive #kankan #emo #bladee #artist #s #beatsforsale #summrs #hyperpoptypebeat #explore #lilskele #vails #lilpeep #lilpeepmusic #drilluk #love #spotify #twitch #youtube #acousitc #foryou #fyp #tiktok #emotion #emotional #kindregards #vito

Kind Regards (feat. Skele)

im sorry that its been a while
the time had made a heart to mend
find me in another life
i swear id try as hard again

a catalyst in heavy dark
your voice and how the bleeding stops
breath in a cold room to comfort
the surface im under for two years in sunder

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

i know its been a long time

silence feels like dying
i dont mind it
i cant find you in colours i had learned to know
olive skin in amber tones, cedarwood in maple grove
eyes low the night before i drove you home
said one day we could have our own
so why am i still here alone?

did you know then it was broken?
thought you cried in the car cause it still felt so far
but instead its just not what you want

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

all that it brings
cold in the spring
whats the point of waking up
if not for you again?
i dont know me now
i dont know me now

Mount Hood

original by https://soundcloud.com/greenwood2000

she does what you never did
you don't know how hard it is
to wake up alone
if it's over it's funny it still makes you cold
when you know

that you couldn't step away
in hopes that a memory
of something you need, would ignite from the first thing
that i thought was real but it's not

and i said i'd wait for you
in silence and in solitude
if it can't get better
there's darkness ahead
but it's safer together
i'm gone

shake at the thought of you
i still think a lot of you
of things that you said
feel at home with the worst things i keep for myself

and the life you were dealt's not a thing that you wanted
and i wasn't either and you made it obvious
so i don't trust a fucking thing
the nicest face could do the same
i think about it everyday
i wish i never let you in

make it quick i'm still here waiting
lost my mind way back in Salem
all at once you've only been all i want

and the life you were dealt's not a thing that you wanted
and i wasn't either and you made it obvious
wait for the day that your body decays
just to hear that they love you
cause they never will

snow cabin (greenwood cover)

"Watch You Leave (feat. Ivri & Brecken)"
Produced by Ocean

 Thank you all who listen

*lyrics*
It's kind of odd watching you be a person I can't recognize but I'm glad you're okay
And I'm not used to the emotional withdrawal, could i get a hug before you drift away?
The winter season how it loves to mock me, I can't be who you need, it’s written all on your face
If awkward silence and a two word answer is the best you can do it's time we go our own ways

Most days, Most nights, I was walking by myself
You took my side, I knew I wanted nothing else
But the clouds move too quickly, I can't stop the weather
Took my heart just to keep it for yourself

Too many nights without you
My brain lacks all the right screws
Time might well be overdue

Why do I make it worse than it has to be
You could let me try
Or I could watch you leave
I could watch you leave
I could watch you leave, me

Never knew love life could be this bad
Crashed out
Put down
I never knew life could be this sad but
Troubled minds think alike

I'd love to think that it's all in my head,
but that's a lie

I heard that you wanted me dead, blocked now and I know it depends
On how I sin with my friends
Blew clouds, and I'll do it again

Wake up, I don't wanna live another day if I don't change up
I hope I change up

Most days, Most nights, I was walking by myself
You took my side, I knew I wanted nothing else
But the clouds move too quickly, I can't stop the weather
Took my heart just to keep it for yourself

Too many nights without you
My brain lacks all the right screws
Time might well be overdue

Watch You Leave w/ Ivri & Brecken (Prod. Ocean)

from my soul
featuring: @greenwood2000
produced by: @trplgmni
art by: @tamagotchu

lyrics:
can you blame me for the reply?
couple months had to get by
now instead of waiting outside
i found a way to live a new life
another lens, check the replay
look at all the shit thats been changed
always tough in the deep grey
but i made it out unscathed
if i don’t even remember
its because i’m doing better
wooden necklace & a keen eye
gotta feeling that i’m

blinded by the downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

greenwood: 
killing time before the door
more than life, more than you know
thought it's different, i was told

lost touch the way it is
further from the places that we've been
despite the mess i'm in
over and over
the state i'm waking in
the bed's been feeling colder
i'm ashamed to say it doesn't fit anyone without you
never did

i'd wait for you in Spring
i'm changing in the worst way
i'm holding out again this time

(gotta feeling that i’m blinded by the)
downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

tether (ft. greenwood) [triple gemini]

spotify & apple <3

all instrumental rights belong to @idealismus
(completely non-profit)


legs shaking
sitting down's not enough, still vacant
just erase me
head down when i walk, they gazing
why talk when you know not a word getting through now
i don't wanna
but still gotta
be not a brain rotter

souls may tie
turn cries to weeps
don't try to be so kind to me
be my relief, so kill me now

make it my fault
just enough for the guilt to be wiped off
don't really care what they lied for

three down, feeling tipsed, no staging
falling used to feel amazing
my voice stay shaking
i'm sorry for the drinking

by the morning i mourn some more
throat burnt, puke all on the floor
i swore i used to be more than this
borderless, now i'm losing time
no love could be enough
but you said, "don't close in
you were meant for me, stay open."
thought clouds clear up real nice
but it's only for the night (3x)

Related tracks: contemplate w/ notcursed

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