This is the story of how we saved our lives.

words by Jason Edwards
music by Matty Thundercock

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Gulliver - We once held hands in burning churches.

the system doesn't care

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Gulliver - 4am(3 to 5 Times A Week)

See Heather O'Rourke in Heaven here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IaTmX_-wuqc

Borderline personality disorder may be characterized by the following signs and symptoms:
Splitting (thinking in extremes)
Chaos in relationships
Markedly disturbed sense of identity
Intense or uncontrollable emotional outbursts
Unstable interpersonal relationships and self-esteem
Concerns about abandonment
Self-damaging behavior
Impulsivity
Frequently accompanied by depression, anxiety, anger, substance abuse or rage
Other symptoms may include feeling unsure of one's personal identity, morals and values, having paranoid thoughts when feeling stressed, and severe dissociation.
Persons with BPD feel emotions more easily, more deeply, and longer than others do. In addition, emotions may repeatedly resurge and persist a long time. Consequently, it may take longer than normal for people with BPD to return to a stable emotional baseline following an intense emotional experience. In addition, people with BPD may tend to dissociate, which can be thought of as an intense form of "zoning out". Dissociation often occurs in response to experiencing a painful event (or experiencing something that triggers the memory of a painful event). It involves the mind automatically redirecting attention away from that event, presumably to protect against experiencing intense emotion and unwanted behavioral impulses that such emotion might otherwise trigger. People with BPD are often exceptionally enthusiastic, idealistic, joyful, and loving. However, they may feel overwhelmed by negative emotions ("anxiety, depression, guilt/shame, worry, anger, etc"), experiencing intense grief instead of sadness, shame and humiliation instead of mild embarrassment, rage instead of annoyance, and panic instead of nervousness. People with BPD are also especially sensitive to feelings of rejection, criticism, isolation, and perceived failure. Before learning other coping mechanisms, their efforts to manage or escape from their very negative emotions may lead to self-injury or suicidal behavior. They are often aware of the intensity of their negative emotional reactions and, since they cannot regulate them, they shut them down entirely. This can be harmful to people with BPD, since negative emotions alert people to the presence of a problematic situation and move them to address it.
While people with BPD feel joy intensely, they are especially prone to dysphoria, depression, and/or feelings of mental and emotional distress.
In addition to intense emotions, people with BPD experience emotional lability; or in other words, changeability. Although the term emotional lability suggests rapid changes between depression and elation, the mood swings in people with this condition actually fluctuate more frequently between anger and anxiety and between depression and anxiety
People with BPD may tend to dissociate, which can be thought of as an intense form of "zoning out". Dissociation often occurs in response to experiencing a painful event (or experiencing something that triggers the memory of a painful event). It involves the mind automatically redirecting attention away from that event, presumably to protect against experiencing intense emotion and unwanted behavioral impulses that such emotion might otherwise trigger. Although the mind's habit of blocking out intense painful emotions may provide temporary relief, it can also have the unwanted side effect of blocking or blunting the experience of ordinary emotions, reducing the access of people with BPD to the information contained in those emotions, which helps guide effective decision-making in daily life. Sometimes, it is possible for another person to tell when someone with BPD is dissociating, because their facial or vocal expressions may become flat or expressionless, or they may appear to be distracted; at other times, dissociation may be barely noticeable. 

Gulliver - When The World Is Over(video in description)

In the beginning 
the war was silent
lying in tobacco fields 
my back pressed hard against the clay earth
the cold metal of a machine gun trigger 
flirting with my fingertips
while the other fingers made shadow puppets 
that danced beneath the dome of a large purple moon.
it was warm 
and I was just sleepy enough to confuse fireflies 
with the stars that buzzed around my head
and then flew into space at the speed of light 
and drifted back into my dreams....

words - jason edwards

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Gulliver - War

The world crushes me.

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Gulliver - Boy Meets World

I have had night terrors for years. Spoiler Alert: it fucking sucks.

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Gulliver - Pavor Nocturnus

And your mouth opened
And the dam broke
And everything that was once beautiful was dry
And I couldn’t see you anymore
And all the fish died
And the cranes and pelicans flew away
And I was left so so thirsty


Gulliver - Choppy Weather Swarmed Like Bees In A Halo Around Your Head

still burning and burning...the fire you never bothered putting out.

music - matty
words - jason


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