I don't really get to go home unless I'm coming back to you
(Coming back to you)
I don't really understand the maze too much and it's got me all confused
I've been running for days in my mind and cant find a way out
(All by myself)
I don't know how I even got here but it might as well be hell.

Could I get some help
(Pour my heart out)
Could I get some air
Can we go some place
(I'm wide open)
That's away from here(x2)

I don't really care what you have to say if you aren't talking to me
Take every problem that ruined the day and throw them in the sea
Every single little piece of you makes me feel like I'm complete
I don't ever wanna have to lose this bond, would you come along with me

I was caught up in myself and selfish for a while
But now I'm all caught up in watching your smile
Within our whole journey this ain't even a mile
Just a couple feet, the beginning of our lives
Might've went off the street, in the dirt a couple times
But what's the whole point if it's all a boring ride
I lost track of time again, don't know where it's been.
Always do it cause I'm thinking you're the only thing.

I don't get to go home unless I'm coming back to you
(Coming back to you)
I don't feel any pain when I'm right there next to you
I always have the butterflies with me because this still feels all brand new
I wouldn't trade it for a thing and I know that there's nothing else I'd rather do

Could you stay right here
Would that be okay?
If I stay right here.
Would you stay all day?
Could you stay right here?
Would that be alright?
If I stay right here.
Would you stay all night?
(Would you stay all night? Be with me all night.)

Here

I've spent the last 12 hours looking for where I found this beat. I've narrowed it down to a couple producers on YouTube but I will update the producer as soon as I'm 100% certain who that is. I'm dropping a bunch of old shit because it needs somewhere to go and hopefully that be your ears ;)

Lyrics:

Cus you never really know what the world'll bring ya
You never really know, no, ya never really.

Another day I head to the store
When I arrive, I am so high, I put the car into park
It's funny, I never do these deals in the dark
I'm always running by day
At night I'm chasin' the stars
I do prefer to be heard(aye)
I got many words(yo)
I'd love to speak em all
I gotta find where they belong
Waiting for a someone when they finally pull up
Exchange a couple things before we both takin off
I'm taking off

You never really know what the world'll bring ya
You never really know, no, ya never really.(X2)

Flyin' down the road without a care in the world
I been lookin' round and thinkin' I might make it my bitch
Anyone can do it as long as you can find out your niche
I haven't found mine cus of some problems and I'll be completely honest
I'm pickin' at my wounds, I should just get em stitched
Look at life and death, can't believe I almost just switched
I've been carrying along to something similar to the beat that's in this song
Hold me long cus my values goin up
I'm taking off

You never really know what the world'll bring ya
You never really know, no, ya never really do.(X2)

Another day I head to the store
When I arrive there is a car that I'm not lookin for
Hmmm all tinted out, the driver opens the door
I see the heat in his hand when in his foot hits the floor
Reciprocate with my own
I'm not looking for war
Tryna trade some goods so I can get some pieces of gold
What he said what similar except a little more cold
He wanted all my things or I could just get the smoke
Something bout my ego I just wasn't letting go
He pulled a trigger with a miss to prove this wasn't a joke
Reciprocate with a flinch in my finger I pulled
Didn't think when I did it, adrenaline was on the full
Knocking some cents directly into his skull
$1.25 that piggy bank still ain't full
I donated enough, 
I gotta be on the go
It's crazy in this world, because you never do know.
I'm taking off

You never really know what the world'll bring ya
You never really know, no, ya never really do.(X2)

Another day, can't head to the store
My paranoia is high
But my mind's on the floor
It's funny,
I can't seem to get sleep when it's dark
Or in the light
My eyelids are still stuck apart
I took fate into my hands
Handled it with violence
Moved some money, finance
Y'all can answer with ya silence.
Pleadin' the fifth aboutta $1.25
It was either mine or his and you bet I'm choosin' mine
I don't care if my stories don't fall in line
With your morals, if you're hating you can get in on that line
A year ago I was way to high off the lines
Thought I did what I had to
Only sinned cus I had to
But as I move along and learn some lessons with time
I start to see the beauty in the planet that we reside
I start to think about the future, what I'm doin with mine
I'm staring at a bunch of mountains that I wanna go climb
I'm going up and I ain't ever coming down
I'm shooting for the stars, y'all can stay there on the ground
The rockets starting up and I won't hear you past the clouds
My face is picking up, I'm finally losing this frown
I'm taking off

You never really know what the world'll bring ya
You never really know, no, ya never really do.(X2)

Never Know (Prod. Unknown)

Lyrics:

Another day here, above ground
Let me pause, take a look around
Not impressed but I'm above ground
Could be better next day come round
I'ma wait, I'ma stick around
I'ma wait here, above ground
I'ma keep doin me while I find out the reason God chose me to be here right about now
Whatchu know bout life 'bove ground
I want a check like right about now
I wanna live like right about now
But I can't cus it's too hard right now
Who're the king's and who're the clowns?
I can't tell when everyone frowns
Just pick up ya face, might pick up the day.
Just give it a try, it will be okay.

Lately I have found myself to be stuck on a mission
I know my next task but I'm stuck in position.
I just need a nudge to push me any direction
Because the moment I am free I'll begin my ascension
Lifting up, it's feeling like I'm floating in heaven
I just wanna be a kid, bring me back to 07'
I couldn't wait to grow up, now I wish that I didn't.
I'ma restart this whole circle, yeah, just give me a minute
Yeah, please, just give me a minute
I promise I'll be good once the moment I'm in it
I was racing through life. Years like gears I was shiftin'
I'ma restart this whole circle, yeah, just give me a minute

I don't who I am or what I might become
I change myself for the better with each brand new sun
I set new goals on the daily cause I think it's fun
I'll treat my girl like she's a queen because she is the one
I'm movin' steady, take a look at my footsteps.
No longer heavy and we're on our way to success.
Anytime I move, I do it all out of respect
So anywhere I go, I no longer need access

Who am I to care if you don't wanna ball cus you stuck inside a box, In love with your 4 walls
Been movin' with some grace,
No worries if I'm late
I was feeling kinda low, you could see it in my face
Started to change directions
And changing my way of thinking which led to asking new questions
Then led me to new objectives
I think I'm learning my lesson
I was gettin real cold, even while a fire was burning inside my soul

Look up in the sky, a hundred billion lights
Needed where they be, just for you and me.
Ignoring that idea ain't good for my health
How is something so rare insignificant?
Please tell.
Wake up in the morning, still stuck inside hell
Pray to God there's a reason and that I will still prevail
I don't have it bad, just a mind that's like a wheel. 
Stuck inside a cycle like a circle with scars that don't heal.
Pray to God for a minute, hopefully he'll listen.
Tell him all the things I did I really wish I didn't.
Tell him everything and hopefully he is forgivin'
I'ma restart this whole circle, first, I'll give him a minute.

I don't who I am or what I might become
I change myself for the better with each brand new sun
I set new goals on the daily cause I think it's fun
I'll treat my girl like she's a queen because she is the one
I'm movin' steady, take a look at my footsteps.
No longer heavy and we're on our way to success.
Anytime I move, I do it all out of respect
So anywhere I go, I no longer need access

Footsteps (Prod. Urban Nerd Beats)

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[FREE] HARD | ANGRY | CONFIDENT Type Beat "Untouchable" 2022

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[FREE BEAT] Years

We been spinnin round too much
They sayin that I changed too much
I'm nothin like my name, so what
I ain't who I use to be so what
It's gets complicated, I don't really wanna be like that
No I don't wanna change who I am
Not on your terms, not by your plans

You got fucked up and replaced
Probably should've known that it'd go that way
Never really knew that life had stakes?
Where you come from, baby, just wait

Bring it back just a bit, not too quick
I know that it gets hard baby please don't quit
We movin too fast in this life we live
We gotta slow down, no need to rush it.

You really gotta know not a thangs perfect
But I promise that I can make it worth it. (Worth it)
Everybody got their goals but they also got a couple problems that they don't even know of


You run away just to go hide.
It's all okay cus so do I
You hide yourself with all that pride
It's all okay cus so do I (so do I)

Bring it back just a bit (whoop)
Not too quick.
I know it gets hard, baby, please don't quit
We movin too fast in this life we live.
Gotta slow down, no need to rush it.
Only so much time and it's gonna go quick.
And we'll, I wish you'd see this.

But you really never know(no no no no)
You never really know how long we got
                                          (No you never really know)
No you never really know how long we got
                                               (Nooooooo)

(You never really no, no.)

You left yourself to go and hide
You hide yourself with all your pride.
It's all okay cus so do I.
As long as change is in our sights..

I feel alright.

#LateArrival

Slow Down

(Ohh and ahhs and yeahs)
They're saying that I don't know too much
(Yeah, yeah, yeah.)
I feel I took way too much.. pain.
I feel like I been up all night.
I feel I been putting up a fight. (Yeah, I have.)
I feel like I've been way too tired, need to settle down, take a little break for a while.
(Ohhs and ahhs)
I don't wanna die young.

Ups and downs all around
I watch the world just fall apart
You and me, feels so clean
I won't need breaks if you hold my heart
What's my need? I don't like me
But if you do then I'll stay put.
On my way to change some things about about myself that I don't want

Who I am to disagree when the cards are stacked against me (stacked against me)
That don't mean that I'll back down, just that I'll improve this being (improve this being)
I'm not gonna change too much, just wanna be a man who isn't scared of speed
Cause time moves so damn fast and makes me feel like I'm not really free

Cause I know what it's like to fall
And I know what it's like to crash
And I know what it's like to feel like all the pressure is breaking your back
You just need to stand up straight, let it go.
Put the wind to your back and then go.
You can do anything you want, accomplish any goal and achieve any dream. 
Baby this isn't a joke.

We're all constantly pushing through the bullshit
Sometimes it's so tough, wonder if it's really worth it
You just gotta move on
Use the pressure when it's going full blown
Let it shoot you in the future and just grow
Watch yourself explode with potential till it's gone
We all have a whole life, you shouldn't do it on your own

I been feeling alright
But it never lasts into the night
It's only short bursts when I get high
I just wanna change my life

I don't call them family
I wouldn't call them friends, no. 
I would just call them a couple lost souls who would rather lose you than miss out on a trend woah.
That seems kinda low
I really do not know though.
I'm just speaking from experience that I had with a few who I thought I knew but they like me better in my ghost mode.

Snowing

I been running away from things that I would hide with.
I been making a few mistakes that I tried hiding.
I been watching you drift away in complete silence.
I been holding on tight girl and I won't stop trying.

You could be the one for me.
Bring two into a single piece.
I don't know whats happening.
But everything seems different.

I been running away from things that I would hide with.
I been making a few mistakes that I tried hiding.
I been watching you drift away in complete silence.
I been holding on tight girl and I won't stop trying.

I could never let you go.
But I always let you down.
I've been trying to turn myself around,
pick up my whole frown, wanna do it now.
But I won't get it done till the next time sun go 'round.

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