Love Letters Lie - Not For Now

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[Intro]
I been crawlin’ through the dirt of my own damn mind,
Drippin’ with the truth they told me never to find,
Filth on my hands, thirst in my chest,
I was born in the chaos, and I wear it like a vest.

[Verse 1]
I stepped out the gutter with my teeth still grit,
Heart beat savage, mind don’t quit.
I ain’t polished, I ain’t perfect, I ain’t built to be clean,
I’m the shadow in your hallway you pretend ain’t seen.
Raised in the fire where the weak don’t last,
Where you fight for a future or you drown in the past.
I saw beauty in the broken, rage in the truth,
Blood on the pavement taught me more than my youth.
They said I’d be nothin’, said I’d die in the dirt,
Said the world don’t heal, it only teaches you hurt.
So I sharpened every wound into a weapon I own,
’Cause monsters grow wild when they never had a home.

[Chorus]
This is filth & blood thirst,
Every scar is a verse, every bruise is a curse.
I’m alive in the chaos, reborn in the hurt,
I’m the beast they created when they left me in the dirt.
Filth & blood thirst,
Yeah, I hunger for more, yeah, I’m built for the worst.
You can bury my body, but my spirit’ll burst,
I’m the soul of the broken, and the pain is rehearsed.

[Verse 2]
I tasted the venom of the ones I loved,
Got betrayed by the hands I once dreamed of.
But you learn real fast when the world turns cold,
Only stand on your feet when you can’t be controlled.
I’m the product of pressure, a diamond or blade,
Either way, I cut deep from the life they made.
You want truth? You want raw? You want spirit unmasked?
Then hear the breath of a fighter in the shadow they cast.
I ain’t scared of the dark, I was raised by the night,
Saw demons in the alleys that taught me how to bite.
I ain’t runnin’ from pain, hell, I made it my friend,
’Cause the filth in the journey is what brought me to the end.

[Chorus]
This is filth & blood thirst,
Every scar is a verse, every bruise is a curse.
I’m alive in the chaos, reborn in the hurt,
I’m the beast they created when they left me in the dirt.
Filth & blood thirst,
Yeah, I hunger for more, yeah, I’m built for the worst.
You can bury my body, but my spirit’ll burst,
I’m the soul of the broken, and the pain is rehearsed.

[Bridge]
I breathe in the dust, exhale the decay,
I rise from the ruin they threw in my way.
I ain’t afraid of the violence inside,
Sometimes you gotta bleed just to stay alive.
The world tried to drown me in a tomb of despair,
But I crawled from the wreckage with fire in my stare.
Yeah, I learned to love struggle, learned to love the fight,
’Cause survival tastes sweeter when you earn your right.

[Verse 3]
So I grip my rage like a mic in my hand,
Let the whole damn world hear the sound of a man
Who crawled outta hell just to stand in the light,
With the scars of a warrior who never lost sight.
Call me filthy, call me savage, call me twisted at the core,
Every insult you throw is just fuel for the roar.
I ain’t fragile, I ain’t flawless, I ain’t built to be clean,
I’m the product of darkness, and the blood in between.

[Chorus]
This is filth & blood thirst,
Every scar is a verse, every bruise is a curse.
I’m alive in the chaos, reborn in the hurt,
I’m the beast they created when they left me in the dirt.
Filth & blood thirst,
Yeah, I hunger for more, yeah, I’m built for the worst.
You can bury my body, but my spirit’ll burst,
I’m the soul of the broken, and the pain is rehearsed.

[Outro]
From the filth I rose,
From the blood I learned,
From the ghosts I grew,
And from the thirst…
I burn.

Filth & Blood Thirst

This album is for everyone who crashes the hardest when the lights go up for Christmas and the days get short and cold.

We Are But Thieves is a seasonal depression record, a winter-anguish record, and a thank-you letter to everyone who’s been with us in Year One.

We started AxAxC as an experiment:
two nobodies writing what hurt, what healed, and what we couldn’t say out loud —
while learning prompt engineering and playing with sound.

One year later, you gave us:
• 696,645 plays
• 1,134,905+ minutes listened
• 9,403 likes
• 452 new followers
• top cities like Kyiv • Minsk • Moscow • Hanau • Dnipro
and you carried tracks like Crown of Thorns, End of the Line and Transcendence way further than we expected.

This album is our way of saying thank you and “I see you” to everyone who drowns a little in the dark months.

Founding Five — 2025 Playback:
Nanem • Nhelomoloi580 • Colin Pagano • User 322501917 • NO FI$H

You five streamed us like crazy this year. You’re officially carved into AxAxC history.

Honorary Mentions / Day-One Family:
Blayvid, KAT, Coldwake (Jenny), MaxSoulBoneBlood, Vitaly, Hasti Sajadi, TheRealKingVass, Christopher Linder, Neghar B.

Thank you for riding with us, reposting us, yelling lyrics in DMs, and holding this project down when it was just weird noise in a corner of the internet.

This is for everyone dealing with SAD, depression, faith collapse, broken families, winter nights and quiet rooms:
• the ones who feel guilty for just existing,
• the ones who’ve written a 48-hour countdown in their head,
• the ones who feel “on my own” even in a crowded room,
• the ones who’ve thought “anywhere and nowhere would be better than here.”

If these songs hit you, do three things:

Save the track that feels like you.

Share it with someone who needs to know they’re not alone this winter.

Tell us in the comments which lyric you’re stealing for your heart.

Thank you for fucking with us this year.
This is the end of Year One.
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If you’re struggling or feeling unsafe

This album talks openly about depression, self-harm thoughts and wanting to disappear.
If any of these songs hit too close and you’re thinking about hurting yourself:

• United Kingdom – Call Samaritans 116 123 (free, 24/7) or visit the NHS “Help for suicidal thoughts” page for more options.
• Sweden – Call Självmordslinjen 90101 (Mind’s suicide prevention line), or call 112 in an emergency.
• United States – Call or text 988 or chat via the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline (24/7, free, confidential).
• Russia – You can call the national Helpline for Children, Teens & Parents 8-800-2000-122, or Samaritans Cherepovets 8 (8202) 577-577 for emotional crisis and suicide support.

If your life is in immediate danger, please call your local emergency number right away (112, 911, etc.).

And if hotlines feel too big, reach out to one person you trust – friend, family member, teacher, someone in your community.

You are not weak for needing help.
You are not a burden for feeling this way.

Even if this album sounds like your head, today is not the day you die.

© AxAxCStudios™ — All rights reserved. Distort. Distrust. Destroy.

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