worst 11 months of my life

 think I've been overthinking everything
I think I've thought too much about this
I've come to realise what is wrong and
I didn't even need a therapist, it's you

It's always been you
What you put me through
It's always been you
Fuck you

I can't take anymore
Leave me outside the door
Treat me like I'm a whore
I won't take anymore

It didn't have to be this way
It didn't have to go down like this
You made my world so grey
What the fuck did I do to deserve it?

It's you, I won't take anymore
It's you, leave me outside thе door
It's you, you treat me like I'm a whorе
It's you, I won't take anymore

Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Yeah, fuck you
Fuck you

its funny people thing this isnt a joke song

Letter to an Ex

Lyrics:

The light fades out as
The sun goes down 
Although we’ll miss each other
I can’t stay around

The beaches where you drowned me
I haven’t forgot
Chained me to your loving concrete left me dead to rot

Lose a little more
Forget what’s left
Lose what held you together 
Give me the rest

You washed right over me
My castle gone
My fault for building it weak
Your fault for none

The warmth is long gone
Forgot how it feels
The time is over for
Seashells and seals

Beaches

bad vibes

featuring austin nops

spill all your guts while you talk to yourself
and if it's real you'll know exactly what to say
when the time comes and i know that you won't be let down

going in circles like the planets all spin around
been in the dark so long you know they're all coming out now
it may seem flat but this planet we live on is round
so dont look down

if we all could start over again
everything that we're used to could change
let's not say goodnight
cuz it just might come early tonight

i know you've been without before
so don't try to hide i see you
every wish will all come true
somehow

cuz it all comes down to this
you know it could happen to anyone?
when the moon and the stars align
right now

and if it came today
and went away tommorrow
will you promise that you'll stay
by my side

if we all could start over again
everything that we're used to could change
let's not say goodnight
when it just might come early tonight

if we all could start over again
everything that we're used to could change
close the door to your new room
and it just might come early tonight

11:11

I Ruined Everything

got my spectre m4 gunna shoot u down to the floor 

2.QUICK

theres so many things wrong with this world
i just want to be a normal girl
a normal girl
a normal girl

im painting my nails
even though i know there gonna chip
ill never trust the government
cuz i know they're full of it
wasting all my time online
i wonder how it feels to be alive

theres so many things wrong with this world
i just want to be a normal girl
a normal girl
a normal girl

G Em C Em C
G Em C

normal girl? (demo)

pull out couch w/greens on toast

11:11 remix

vengeance

Winchester (Demo)

https://www.endofdaysrecords.com
i mix all my music in matlab
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other projects: @suicide-slapstick

I Ruined Everything

Aidan Ziril

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