I am releasing this project because something within me is pulling me to share a few songs I've written over the course of my healing journey. Aside from Shark In the Water, produced by the AMAZING Freddie Banks, all other songs were recorded in my bedroom.

Though not linear, healing and recovery are indeed possible.

May these tracks speak to you and empower you to share your truth with others.

Always,

Aidee

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Anchor

Shark In The Water Prod. Freddie Banks

Finally

Wanted

God forbid, they find that there’s cracks in our clay
And God forbid, they learn that we turned all the mirrors in our home away
To face to walls
The walls that we built to replace the bridges we burned down
And we’ve burned down a lot

He says, “Pray harder; maybe God
Maybe God is a little farther than you think He is.”
He says, “Be honest with. Be honest with me.”
He says, “Be honest with. Be honest with me.”
Then he says

“Come on lad, you’re looking pretty bad
And you don’t have a real reason.
Come on now, you’re looking pretty down
And you don’t have a real reason.

They’ll think something’s wrong.
Can’t be nothing wrong with you.

Oh now is not the time
Oh now is not the time for this
Oh now is not the time
Oh now is not the time to be broken”

Girl, what are you doing still here
You know you hear the undertones
Darling, don’t pretend that you don’t

God forbid, they find that there’s cracks in your clay
And God forbid, they learn that you’ve turned all the mirrors in your home away
To face to walls
‘Cause you can’t face yourself
They face the walls
Cause we can’t we can’t we can’t
We can’t fake ourselves out anymore

“Pray harder; maybe God
Maybe your God is a little farther than he says He is.”
He says, “Be honest with. Be honest with me.”
He says, “Be honest with. Be honest with me.”
Then he says

“Come on lad, you’re looking pretty bad
And you don’t have a real reason.
Come on now, you’re looking pretty down
And you don’t have a real reason.

Oh we don’t have the time
Oh we don’t have the time for this
No we can’t spare the time
Oh we can’t spare the time to be broken”

But I am a serial arsonist
I know
But I’d bet
I’d bet you have matches too

Still, God forbid, you find that there’s cracks in my clay
Please, God forbid, you find that I feel the fear I might blow away
With the wind
Never to be seen again.

Undertones x Aidee

Apparition

Freestyle written, produced, and sung by me! Maybe singing about closure will actually bring me some... xo aidee ox

Lyrics:
I'll drive until I lose the road or find my mind
I know last time, I said it was the last time
But tonight I'm for real
For real, For real

I don't want to write another song for you
I don't want to try another time for you
I want to breathe in breathe out and let you go
Oh baby, breathe in breathe out and let it go let it go
Oh breathe out breathe in and let 'em go let 'em go

Drive
Myself out of my mind
Find
Myself and my mind
Mind
Mind

Oh let it go let it go
Let it go Let it go
Baby, let it go let it go