I need help I think

@xanaxprofessor
girl its confidential , why you all on my johnson 😐😐😐😐

WHEN I SAY IM GONNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF ON OCTOBER 31ST 1990 IM GONNA FUCKING DO IT AND NO GODDAMN BULLSHIT BOSTON NEWSPAPER IS GONNA FUCKING TELL ME THAT IM CRYING WOLF - GG ALLIN

i must b retarded #😐 w/ witchbox

Lyrics:

need to cry but i can't get anything out of my eyes
I medicate myself
And i'm tired of throwing up all the time
I just wanna feel like someone cares about me
Every time i sleep i see you there in my dreams
But every time it turns into a nightmare
Cause i blink just once and vou're not there
Anymore
Yeah you're not there
Yeah youre not there

Dreams turn into noghtmares

i know youre so fucking so talented and im so stupid
need to get a fucking lisence and start fucking moving
ill be in a fuckin beamer blastin shitty music
youll end up somewehre in college doing fucking awesome
you dont gotta wait on anybody like me
you could really have any fucking thing that you see
so you know that you just shouldnt get attached to me
but whenever youre alone do you think about me

im so enigmatic

cuz shes so fucking talented

This single is split between two track, "I Love You." which represents a bad relationship that, in the end, falls through, and "I'm Sorry." which represents the situation of when you want to be with someone but should due to person problems.

I Loved You.

Migraine (extended)

my twenty first reason

Lyrics:

Do you like an empty stomach
Right before you cry?
Do you like when i say that your pretty 
Even though its a lie
Do you want me to still love you 
Even though your past prime 
Do you ever think about not breathing
Maybe suicide
Cause i think about it all the time
Yeah i think about taking my own life
I havent felt myslef in such a long
Muthafucking time
I still wanna cut myself when im alone
I still wanna grab a rope and throw it over 
the ceiling fan
And see what happens when i hang
I think about it every fucking day
And i dont know how to cope with these feelings
So i sit in my room and i sing these silly fucking songs
Do you like an empty stomach
Right before you cry?
Do you like when i say you are pretty 
Even though its a lie
Do you want me to still love you 
Even though your past prime 
Though your past your prime
Do you ever think about not breathing
Do you ever think about not breathing
Maybe suicide
Yeah i wanna fucking die

Do you ever think about not breathing

Clip my dirty wings
Because I’ll fly to high
I can’t forgive myself 
But I hope that you will 
I close my eyes and I pray
Hoping that you’ll hear me
I feel the blood on my hands 
Just like you did that day 
I think I’m losing faith
Can you give me a sign
That my guardian angel 
Is right by my side 

Clip my dirty wings
Because I’ll fly to high
I can’t forgive myself 
But I hope that you will 
I close my eyes and I pray
Hoping that you’ll hear me
But everyone i do 
I still feel the same 
I can’t control my thought 
Full of impurity’s
I hope that one day the mirror 
Can say that I see me
So give me a sign 
I know that it’s selfish
But I think of you don’t 
I’ll just end it

Clip my dirty wings

I’m feeling distant again

I don’t know what the name

Of this feeling is

I wanna feel real

But we’re falling apart

Tell me what is wrong 

What the fuck is wrong

I don’t wanna feel this way

No of these things make sense 

So what the fuck Is wrong

I really wanna know 

Why I feel this way

All this mind numbing pain 

Please make it stop

Feeling distant again

nonetheless

Prod. Ruined5191 aka the goat

[Intro]
I wasted my time on a girl like you
You're all I want, but nothing like I remember you
You made me feel so good

[Bridge]
Dear god, Dear god, won't you save me
I don't wanna do what I'm about to do
I think I'll sin again, It's all gonna be her fault
I feel like you should die, but it all feels so wrong
I dont wanna let you go, let me choke you

[Verse]
Woke up feeling like you should-
I woke up feeling like this again
I wonder will it ever stop? does it ever stop?
Uh, uh, I'm like a monster, I'm a lustful, creepy fuck
I wanna kill you (just kidding, yeah)
I wanna make your life feel like mine
Let me make your life miserable
Yeah, yeah, I'm what you've been looking for
It's me, It's me, It's always been me
I'm what you need, I'm what you need

[Outro}
I can't shine the way they do, so what's the point!
Do you ever hear my songs?
Have you ever listened to me? I really wanna know
I'm like a monster, I'm a lustful, creepy fuck
I wanna kill you, yeah, just kidding

I Wanna Make Your Life Miserable

pony

im a monster in your real life

Project Dumb - Chicken Little

i hait it

never goodbye - my therapist is dying (acoustic)

orbit

I'm Not A Poet
Poem:
I miss you when I  try to sleep
When I’m laying awake
Unable to rest because the roaring thoughts in my head are too loud

I miss you when I wake up
The feeling of you next to me
The warmth of your body and the comfort that followed

I miss you when I cry
When the tears fall down my cheek
And all I want to do is be next to you

I miss you
I miss everything about you
But it’s gone now and I need to move on   
But I miss you…

Lyrics:
You're right, I'm wrong
I feel like shit everyday
But you're sad, so I'm fine
I'll throw my feeling away

You're not the bad guy
You've just made lots of mistakes
But I am a bad guy
I hope I die in my sleep

I watched as you left
And sat there right by the door
While the lights, they grew dim
And my hair fell on the floor

And my face it grew old
In the reflection of glass
As I waited for you
To finally come back

I'm Not a Poet (demo)

Sober Lyrics
verse:
I wish I knew what you want
But I don't and all your words haunt
Me at night when I try sleep
They make me feel like a creep

I wish, I wish that I knew
What you thought, of me and of you
together, together as two
Forever

chorus:
Spin the bottle but don't invite me over
Cause I just wanna drink every night till I'm sober
I'll see you tomorrow but I won't be getting closure
Cause we won't talk till a random night in October

verses:
Do you love me like I
Love you, if I died you'd cry
Is that true, or is it a lie
would you?

Do you, do you need me
Or do you just want me to leave
Cause I'll do whatever you need
Me to do

chorus
Spin the bottle but don't invite me over
Cause I just wanna drink every night till I'm sober
I'll see you tomorrow but I won't be getting closure
Cause we won't talk till a random night in October

bridge:
Please don't give up
I'm holding on
What's in my cup
Will be gone
Just say the words
"I love you so"
And all the birds
Will sing their final woes

Now I'm free
Free from my thoughts
I can be me
While my body rots
Another drink
Another shot
It won't hurt me
Because you forgot about me

Sober (acoustic demo)

Lyrics:

I wanna find a way out of my own mind

I wanna find a way out of my own mind

You ugly fuck all you do is cry

All you do is cry

Wont you do something better for once in your life

Wont you do something better for once in your life

Wont you do something better for once in your life

Do something good

Just do something

Just do something

I need help I think

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