contrast (demo) - with Cigarette Burns

Intro + Demo - with Cigarette Burns

i'm not enough (demo) - with Cigarette Burns

Umaku todokanai nda
Mata tsugi no fuan ka?
A disruption and blinder
Sono saki wa nai nda

goodbye (グッドバイ) - toe

baby im so cold

ive been waiting all alone
waiting for you to come home
ive been waiting on my own

everyone is having fun but me
never thought itd end like this as far as can I see
open up your presents with your friends at night
while ill be opening up bottles drinking til I see the light

writing all these messages to you
i dont think youll read them so what else is there todo
maybe i will work myself to death
all my friends are gone and i have got nobody left

ive been waiting all alone
waiting for you to come home
ive been waiting on my own

im sorry its my fault
im sorry ive done wrong
im sorry its my fault

im sick of being alone
im sick of being alone
i still care but no you dont
i still care but no you dont

funny how you said youll take back your things
on a holiday all about giving
i know you won't be alone at home
ill stay here writing unsent messages on my phone

unsent messages

i guess that you dont really know me
all i want is for you to hold me
i guess that you dont really know me
you just wanna best me please dont fucking test me
youre the only girl that got me helpless
your eyes your hair they got me breathless
i pause for a second everytime i hear your name
all these thoughts of you got me defenseless 

i can see it in your eyes
you look at me like im someone else
i swear my heart belongs to you
you make me weak yeah you do

trying be free so i hang out
keep my mouth closed keep my friends out
let me be let me fade in the background
nothing that you say can ever bring me back now 
down town large crowd songs playing too loud
her name stuck in my head get it all out
gotta have fun but i dont know how
yeah make it home but im all alone now

ive got all this plans yeah i do what i can and
eveybody hating they dont understand
i am just a man goddamn i tried so hard but it fell apart yeah
i miss the mark and you broke my heart then
tied me up and let me starved
lost in the moment where is my atonement
how can i go on without you

i can see it in your eyes
you look at me like im someone else
you can see it in my eyes
how i just wanna die

how i just wanna die
you can see it in my eyes
how i just wanna die
you can see it in my eyes

i think of you every hour

i guess im someone else now
but you dont care anymore

someone else

ive been living in doubt
following you
ive been trying too hard
following you
ever since you left i must be someone new
ive been thinking too much
following you

but i cant leave you alone
pain linger it shows
just want you to know
i cant breathe in this home

ive been stuck in my bed
ever since you
caught up with my own head
ever since you
i just need some time to think about
everything i did
i am not the same
ever since you

but i cant leave you alone
pain linger it shows
just want you to know
i cant breathe in this home

cant breathe in this home

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7mELkCG9_f8

time pass its been months since i saw you
smile when you watch the wind make the grass move
when your eyes shine bright like a candle
thought there was nothing we couldnt handle

the day you left the sky fell down
flooding the streets of this lonely town
tears and rain it doesnt really matter
i am broken as long as i don’t have her

but i became your hell
saw the pain you felt in my heart a prison cell
the sun went cold and the seas dried up
all because you left when i fucked it up
maybe i should just try and be myself
cause drowning in tears wouldn't be much help
i cant tell

your skin, so cold its what youve been told
i must have sold the devil my soul
we make believe got nothing else to give
this heart this home has got nowhere to go

you were all i know you gave me everything you could
caught the moon crying, caught the moon crying

but i became your hell
broke down every promise i just might as well
pretend we never had these feelings at all
just another girl caught under my spell
maybe i should just try and be myself
cause drowning in tears wouldn't be much help
i cant tell

mermaid

im tired of falling in love
but you might be the exception
if i were to do this right
would you be my companion

you can sleep on my shoulders
after dancing all night
and i would still make you dinner
even after we fight

cause you make me smile when
you hold both my hands
and i just wanna impress you
by playing in my rock band

i love when you show your teeth
when you smile you make me weak
but maybe baby ill just leave
cause you are too good for me

tension

im sorry

emotional garbage
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