sendflowrs

prod @whtlen 


tell me what is my sin 
I must have done 
something bad for this 

one look at her grin
makes it worth it 
with one soft sweet kiss

i let it all in
my feelings
have never not been hurt

never me; always him
i’m silver
never to be first 

cus the pinks are “too pink”
the blues are “too blue” for you 
for you

she asked “what do you think?”
so many things to say to you 
to you 

n now that we are here 
what do you want to do?
to do?

and if i asked you to dance, 
me or him who would you choose? 
you choose?

so i’ll stay here,
and listen to the same 3 songs
till i cry
oh my god i wanna throw up !!! 

ur not an angel, you’re a demon in disguise
princess 
take my heart leave me to sew up 

so i’ll stay here and listen to the same playlist
that you made
all those fuckin years ago, ugh ): 

n i don’t miss you
i just really miss
what i thought that you were
i think it’s time for me to grow up

cus the pinks are “too pink”
the blues are “too blue” for you 
for you

she asked “what do you think?”
so many things to say to you 
to you 

n now that we are here 
what do you want to do?
to do?

and if i asked you to dance 
me or him who would you choose? 
you choose?

(so i’ll stay here,
 and listen to the same 3 songs til’ i cry, oh my god i’m gonna throw up!!)

contrast+ (whtlen)

presave: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/sendflowrs/ugly

wanna tear u down 
wanna say ur ugly 
but baby you’re just so above me
i dropped the ball 
pick it up
don’t trust me 
hold my hand tell me that u love me
i get a call 
from my friends 
don’t bug me 
stay inside all day, baby girl don’t call me 
i dropped the ball 
pick it up 
don’t trust me 
when i fall pick me up
don’t drop me 

hop on the train when i see you most 
but i get stopped at the gates, they close
i’d run 30 miles just to see u pose 
hopped off the train fuck it jump on the coach 
the tears that u shed are catastrophic
if put me on a pedestal i’ll jump off it 
any style any colour baby girl u rock it 
curly ur hair and ur red lip gloss 
jusfucks up my head 
go to speak i choke,
thought she loved me what a fuckin joke !
if you ever call me now
i’ll just block it
put down your guns 
and go home with nothin 

wanna tear u down 
wanna say ur ugly 
but baby you’re just so above me
i dropped the ball 
pick it up
don’t trust me 
hold my hand tell me that u love me
i get a call 
from my friends 
don’t bug me 
stay inside all day, baby girl don’t call me 
i dropped the ball 
pick it up 
don’t trust me 
when i fall pick me up
don’t drop me

#ugly (xtasane)

a cover of “102” by the 1975 / matt healy 

just love this song and wanted to cover it

Well, we're here
We're at the common again
I’ve smoked six of the ten fags that
I only bought an hour ago
Said well I
I like the look of your shoes
I like the way that your face looks
When I'm arguin' with you
And so when
When we all grow old
I hope this song will remind you that I'm not
Half as bad as what you've been told
And when I knock
At a hundred and two
And I see your pajamas
I can't stop smiling at you
And that's why we're here
We're at the common again
I've been pouring my heart out
Towards your optimistic grin
I said well I, I
I like the cut of your jib
I like the way that your face looks
When you're yappin' on about him
But on this shirt
I found your smell
I just sat there for ages
Contemplating what to do with myself
I called you up
At a hundred and two
We just sat there for ages
Talkin' about that boy that
Was gettin' on to you
You, you, you

(produced by miercoles)

and i said 
what i wanted to say 
won’t hold my tongue 
not tomorrow not today 
she goes to prom
to dance the whole night away 
but she don’t know 
what i’ve got planned and i can’t wait 
i can’t i can’t i can’t

my brand new sleep schedule

produced by nowhere valley



and there was a car crash 
and i had seen it with with my own two eyes
and so much time passed
but there i stood
like i was frozen in ice
and time moves so fast 
things are here and then gone the next
and i don’t like that 
the ambulance, it just came and left
i counted four bags
black, opaque 
the very shade of death
so rest in peace to those 
that i once lost
in my bedroom alone i wept

there was a car crash

and she said “let’s take a walk
to the pond, haven’t been in months”
and my head says no but i must
in the aftermath i’ll float among the dust 

why won’t you hold me 
why won’t you hold til me the end
and every green text that had sent
was like a bullet to the head
i’m impressionable but most of all 
i’ve never had a friend
so i’ll just smoke this weed instead
think of scenarios in my head

pond life

and we had met on the bus
and we had met on the bus, i was riding home 

and we don’t even have to talk 
and we don’t even have to talk, i’m silent, oh 

if you wanna go home, we’ll walk
and if you wanna go back to yours, that’s fine, girl

i meet your mom tell your brother what’s up
i met your mom think i’m throw up, i can’t lie, girl 

and we had met on the bus
and we had met on the bus, i was riding home 

and we don’t even have to talk 
and we don’t even have to talk, i’m silent, oh 

if you wanna go home, we’ll walk
and if you wanna go back to yours, that’s fine, girl

we had met on the bus

produced by @prodjolst



just talk to me slowly
and i’ll be right here for you
i’m behind the smokescreen 
my eyes filled with envy, you
always wanna call me 
when i’m on the edge; for you
my girl i would only
do the very worst for you 

hiraeth: 

It’s not what I wanted
I would ask god for revenge on you
Cut my limbs ur holding
I don’t need them All the germs from you
Oh don’t waste ur envy
At the gates you’ll repent ur sins
No, no I don’t this magic cauldron
Pull me in
Float
You’ll float so heavy
One
One day you’ll notice
All this pressure can’t hold In

flowrs:

my head
is filled
bloodstains
on quilt
and you fucked me up
now i can breathe again

i’d stab 
i’d kill
anyone
and steal from
a graceful kiss
and you can leave again 

my heart
has gone
it’s done
walk on
will you bandage me
cover the bleeding and 

you win
i lose
oh well
that’s cool
and she has left you now
so suck it up my friend and go 

just talk to me slowly
and i’ll be right here for you
i’m behind the smokescreen 
my eyes filled with envy, you
always wanna call me 
when i’m on the edge; for you
my girl i would only
do the very worst for you

smoke/screen (feat. hiraeth) (+ jolst)

and it’s cold, i got snow on my coat 
backstrap stars, i don’t wanna go home 
phone screen blinds me when u call 
im jus too fucked up, beg you leave me alone 

bape bag i got ash on my clothes 
smokin on runtz, don’t put shit up my nose
accuse me everytime that we talk 
but when we link ur the one that covers your phone 

i promise i don’t care 
i promise i don’t give a fuck 
i’m chillin smokin w my friends 
i don’t need you to show me love 
and when you see me out in town
or even on the bus
don’t ever try to chat to me
you made your bed 
so lay there, stuck 

and they said bro did you see the shit she put on insta
she’s got a new boy, he’s literally in the picture with her 
i walk these streets with double blades like i’m a fuckin witcher 
while ur all scrolling on the gram i’m w my team we gettin richer

witcher

produced by: malith
vocals, mixing and crying by: @sendflowrs
visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQ2TJ3aX_Rc

lyrics:

so shut up, shut up,
yeah bitch i just said it,
cus i’m a fuck up, 
but i don’t care anymore,
thinking of you,  
i’m scrolling on reddit, 
cus you’re not on my level, 
why the fuck you sending for?
x2

hit me on my cell,
it’s all you there’s no one else,
you’re the one i call yeah when i need help,
you’re the one i call yeah when i’m in hell
n you can kill me i won’t tell,
you hate me more than you hate yourself
i been sleepin all day, i’m not well,
but im pushin thru, all by myself 

yeah, and i’ve had enough 
of writing all these songs about you,
because you’re dead and gone,
to me you’re just a girl with some tattoos

but when it’s said and done;
i still can’t help myself when i’m around you,
and i won’t hold my tongue,
cus everyday i wake up in a bad mood

so shut up, shut up,
yeah bitch i just said it,
i’m a fuck up, 
but i don’t care anymore,
thinking of you,  
i’m scrolling on reddit, 
cus you’re not on my level, 
why the fuck you sending for,
x2

covenant

produced by: malith
everything else by: me 

lyrics:

one touch, ill never be the same
moving way too fast yeah we need to pump the brakes
one love, thats all that it takes,
everytime we fight you always put me in my place 

poison, my little rattlesnake
I dont wanna risk but she's raisin all the stakes
she's gonna be the death of me yea
she's gonna be the death of me

now when u textin my phone I jus break it 
even when ur alone yea u won't face it 
I hit my friends up 2 gram blunt ill face it
shoutout my dogs on them roads they dont fake it
hoppin out the whip
baby das me! 
I be rocking all black w/ a white tee
yeah I dont give a fuck if you dont like me 
pussy u an old boy, u a spike lee

n I been feeling down for the last few days
and I kinda like this mask shit I can hide my face 
think my hearts about to cave in I cant take this weight
and the smoking kills me baby let me rest in peace

(sendflowrs, jmtly, decks & cherryrizla)
I been feeling down for the last few days
and I kinda like this mask shit I can hide my face 
think my hearts about to cave in I cant take this weight
and the smoking kills me baby let me rest in peace

one touch, ill never be the same
moving way too fast yeah we need to pump the brakes
one love, thats all that it takes,
everytime we fight you always put me in my place 

poison, my little rattlesnake
I dont wanna risk but she's raisin all the stakes
she's gonna be the death of me yea
she's gonna be the death of me

sendflowrs

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