i’m on my couch again i think i fucked up 
i made my loved ones cry now i’m looking for drugs 
I wanna take the pills till i don’t know myself 
and if i OD then i’ll see you in hell

ima feel what my drugs want me to feel
woke up w no appetite another missed meal 

i’m alone alone 
in my room i’m i love with crying at home 
they say they care for be but i wish they were lying 
becasue when i take my drugs i’ll be dreaming of dying
and yeah i made my momma cry 
it won’t be the last time 
and My family really loves wish they didn’t cuz i’m ready to die……x2

Crying At Home

Xans By The Ocean (prod. young enzo)

Slowly following fear 
Anxiety leaves when depression is near 
Help me see more clear 

Ain’t nobody know pain like the way that we do 
I play the victim i know she does too 
My neck is purple and her lips are blue 
making her sing like my dick a kazoo 
ain’t nobody know all the pain we went thru 

Don’t you worry bout me 
I’ll be fine i’ll be chillin next week 
i’ll be geekin off the same old things 
I’ll be sweating off the some old dreams 

I wonder if this love gon last awhile 
The only time i’m happy is when she smile 
I wonder if my ex gonna kill the vibe 
I wonder if i’ll be able to trust this time 

Slowly following fear 
Anxiety leaves when depression is near 
Help me see more clear 

Ain’t nobody know pain like the way that we do 
I play the victim i know she does too 
My neck is purple and her lips are blue 
making her sing like my dick a kazoo 
ain’t nobody know all the pain we went thru

Slowly Following Fear

WYD? *prod. babie yummo X 5head*

When the rain falls down and no one knows
The pain you have to hold so close
Alone again, I know
Alone to stay so cold
Paranoia keeps me up at night, I know
If I don't go to bed, my eyes won't close
I can't stay awake no more
When I'm gone, you'll be at the door

If you love me, then stay with me, don't go
I swear, if you leave, I'm done for sure
I can't be alone
Don't do well on my own

Lonely nights come now too often
But I still celebrate my bottles poppin
Drunk on ideas that I'm not droppin
Like I'ma live forever and you can't stop it, no

Wanna see your face again
Trynna make a friend
I don't really wanna play pretend
I love your body like all the way from end to end
Like once you're mine, we gon' have a lot of time to spend

I got no time to spend, feel like my life might end
Not breathin' right again, these vices are my friends
No sleep, feel like nobody knows me
Packed room I'm still lonely, at the backroom faded, low key
I'll understand why nobody could love this
I can't fix myself, neither can none the drug shit
Need some more help, but have no way to run quick
I'll go back to hell just to try and feel something

When the rain falls down and no one knows
The pain you have so, so close
Alone again, I know
Alone to stay so cold
Paranoia keeps me up at night, I know
If I don't go to bed, my eyes won't close
I can't stay awake no more
When I'm gone, you'll be at the door
If you love me, then stay with me, don't go
I swear if u leave I'm done for sure
I can't be alone, Don't do well on my own

Rainfall (Feat. Carter Tomorrow)

Rainfall (Feat. Carter Tomorrow) (Prod. Yung B)

Fair Enough (ft. Aiden Hilton) (prod. wetmall)

More Than I Can Count *prod. ilynedia*

Breathe (ft. 150lated, Carter Tomorrow, Yung Throwaway) *prod. ushanka boy X ilynedia*

ocean eyes

^*LYRICS*^

(CHORUS)
I’m too mean 
I can never say sorry 
Pop a bean 
Rollin on 3 points of Molly Ain’t what it seem Somebody get these bitches off me 
Don’t trust nobody cuz I think they might rob me 

(VERSE)
I been playing games wit these hoes I joined they lobby
Time to chow down bite down like it’s shark week Burning down blunts like satellites from Starlink Imma run in too fast can’t guard me 
Imma rob em blind they can’t harm me 
Grand Larceny you can’t charge me 
Hate hierarchies but love anarchy 
Words roll off my tongue so sharply
Bleach and sharpies

(SWITCHUP)
Burn the car seats 
Burn the money 
Let’s have a bonfire honey 
Let’s toss in our bodies Let’s watch as God weeps Let’s turn into mindless zombies 
Chop me up I’m disembodied 
Lonely souls millions of copies 
Lonely roads no pavement concrete 
No access to possess promptly 
Things that I think seem so startling 
Please explain what you been wondering Questions asked might leave you stuttering

(CHORUS)
I’m too mean 
I can never say sorry 
Pop a bean 
Rollin on 3 points of Molly Ain’t what it seem Somebody get these bitches off me 
Don’t trust nobody cuz I think they might rob me 


M3PHiST0 - iNTRUSiVE TH0TS

no te quiero ver mas (LLOREMIENTRALOHACIAHOESLPM)

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@aidenhiltonn on All Social Media

WYD? prod. babie yummo X 5head

Aiden Hilton✰

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