moody x suisside- ISOLATION

lyrics:

tell my why tell me why
why i’m always feeling low
tell me why tell me why
i always feel alone
tell me why tell me why
u ain’t picking up the phone
tell me why tell me why
why this feeling never goes

why this feeling never goes
i roam alone feel like a ghost
i never feel like i’m at home
unless i’m dead i’m feeling broke
might as well just let me go
tell me why, do you know?
might as just well jus let me go
tell me why, do you know?

do you think that i'm okay by myself, well
maybe you should think about my health next time
i tried to call for help but u ain't answer to me
i try to ask for the truth but you won't tell it to me
they say ur happy in your youth but i don't feel like that's true
cuz everyday i'm feeling blue maybe id be okay with u

everyday i just feel like a nuisance
don’t talk yeah i need a lil distance
if we talk it just feels like friction
why did i ever notice you what was i thinking
everybody laugh at me when i'm blinking
tell me why ain't nobody ever listen

[hook]

tell me why (prod. moonveil x dedsaint)

(PROD. LIL RAV)

I don't wanna die like this
you left me here, I'm broken now
wanna change but don't know how
I hate these pills
I hate myself
cant recognize
I'm someone else

you left me here, I'm broken now
wanna change but don't know how
I hate these pills
I hate myself
cant recognize
I'm someone else

take me away from this place and I'll be okay
hold me close to your chest cause I don't feel safe

I lost control over my head
past few days laying on my bed
and I don't wanna make you sad
But I'm not gonna make it till the end of the year

I don't wanna die like this
you left me here, I'm broken now
wanna change but don't know how
I hate these pills
I hate myself
cant recognize
I'm someone else

you left me here, I'm broken now
wanna change but don't know how
I hate these pills
I hate myself
cant recognize
I'm someone else

take me away from this place and I'll be okay
hold me close to your chest cause I don't feel safe

SPOTIFY

Hate These Pills

Amnesia (intro) *prod. ilynedia*

geekbar ft.(morningstar)

prod: @anobodyreally

lyrics:
if you feel me pushing away
you better pull back harder
or let me go
yeah im convinced
that every tear you cry
was just another step
to get into the back of my mind
into the back of my mind
become comfortable
with the way that my head tilts
whenever im stressin out
what am i not stressed about?
my head is full of doubt
so i cant let you in
im crying out your name
like it hurts to say
ill never love again
thats why im in a mode of self-defense
my selfish tense
like im on the fence
whats left is right
youre not in sight
dont need to know
what you do when youre alone at night
ill take my chances
ignore my heart
too fucked up 
to even give a shit
all my life
ive been doing the right things the wrong way
so ill take time and do things my way
but you still got my heart wrapped up
like the cellophane on my cigarette pack
still got me fucked up
like im not loved
what you still say
got me fucked up, aye

im so disappointing
im such a disappointment
you say that you love me
but i dont know if i feel the same

Follow me <3

sorry i couldn't live up to the hype (prod. ʎpoqou)

John Mello - Crisis (Feat. Wicca Phase Springs Eternal)

Walk-in these streets 
I can see everyone jus looking at me
They walk away
Leave me alone jus let me be
I’m off my face
Drugs gone be the end of me
So I run in place 
I don’t need no empathy 

I jus run away now
I jus wanna fly away from here 
I don’t know my name now
ghost in a city but my visions clear
I’m jus a waste 
No life trace
I’m dead but I know I can see it
Fuck this place 
I’ll run away
Oh I know I can see it

So what I’m a lost cause 
Ima make it up make a deal with some horns
Fucked up nah I’m dealin with withdrawls
Lookin so pale but I’ll show u my claws
No choice the life that I got
ima make sure I don’t fuck this up
 These drugs done got me stuck
But maybe one day I’ll kick this cup

geekbar ft.(morningstar)

liptxn